所属专辑:There’s Something About Remy Based on a True Story 蕾咪的真实故事
歌手: Remy Ma
时长: 04:17
Artist:remy ma[00:00:01]
Songs Title:still[00:00:02]
Seems crazy cuz people be thinking that I be changing but it's really them that be changing yo[00:00:03]
I remember the day I first signed my record deal with Lyle everything was so good everyone was so proud[00:00:12]
I was so very happy still with my baby daddy[00:00:16]
Living with my granny but we was all family[00:00:19]
It's like when the tour begin that's when the war begin you would be flipping ripping soon as I'm walkin in[00:00:22]
And I'm so sleepy could barely stay awake you don't understand I been in the studio for six weeks[00:00:28]
Straight till 4 in the morning tryna finish these songs[00:00:32]
And all you wanna talk about is how many times you was calling[00:00:34]
And I'm always lying it's never the truth it never crossed your mind that I could've been in the booth[00:00:38]
Tryna hurry up and get back home to you tryna get these cheues so we could get out the 'jects[00:00:43]
I wasn't thinking 'bout no niggas wasn't thinking 'bout sex tryna do this show so I could get this dough[00:00:47]
All I was thinking was I gotta finish Remy on the rocks and I'm not tryna flop so it gotta be hot[00:00:52]
Everybody on my back saying hurry up and drop so I'm asking you what I'm suppose to do [00:00:57]
Listen y'all I know it seem like I be dissing y'all[00:01:01]
I'm just tryna reach my goals and remain focused but[00:01:03]
Ain't sh*t changed now I'm still the same[00:01:06]
So wish me well[00:01:09]
Sometimes I might scream and yell[00:01:24]
But even people with a fan base have bad days but[00:01:26]
Ain't sh*t changed for real I'm still the same[00:01:30]
You was the only child until I came[00:01:35]
See we was buck wild back in the days[00:01:39]
I was scared to have a boyfriend cuz you would beat him up[00:01:41]
We'd eat cereal together watch cartoons when we got up[00:01:44]
So I couldn't believe that you flipped on me right in the streets for a b**ch so weak that ain't got sh*t but[00:01:47]
A f**ked up weave and[00:01:52]
I'm your blood your little sister I started to cry said it must be the liquor[00:01:57]
See I almost died when you took sides with her then walked off and just left me there like I was nobody and you really ain't care[00:02:03]
Said you would die for me how you ain't gon' ride for me how you see me on the block and don't say hi to me[00:02:11]
It's all love now and it's all done now but you never took the time to apologize to me[00:02:18]
It may be hard to see but it bothers me I know you ain't gon' let nobody do no harm to me[00:02:22]
But you can't be acting like you fathered me so I'm asking you what I'm suppose to do [00:02:29]
Mommy you was the one that made me but you didn't raise me[00:02:34]
You left me all alone I had to hold my own[00:02:40]
But now I'm all grown and far away from home[00:02:51]
I know you love me but you did me wrong[00:02:54]
I guess it was all the drugs that you was on or the beatings you got from my foul step pops[00:02:56]
Remember the time his punk a** had his nerve to raise his hands to me b**ch ni**a blacking my eye[00:03:01]
I was wishing he would die but now I wish him life[00:03:06]
I know he seeing me blowing and it's killing him slowly but what kills me is that you watched him hit me so I'm[00:03:09]
Asking you what I'm suppose to do[00:03:14]