所属专辑:Xmas Angel
歌手: Bessie Smith
时长: 03:02
Sometimes.. you just wanna let go of all the bullshit[00:00:02]
And spit it out in a song[00:00:07]
Cuz there's so many hidden emotions inside you[00:00:09]
And how it goes:[00:00:12]
"some people write what the can't say"[00:00:13]
Here's what I gotta say[00:00:16]
This was written a year ago[00:00:17]
Still spittin, so here a flow.[00:00:20]
When something goes wrong[00:00:23]
And the days seem long[00:00:26]
I'll write this song[00:00:28]
To find a way[00:00:31]
Now I seem to notice different places[00:00:35]
And different faces[00:00:40]
I'm going crazy[00:00:43]
I'd tell myself to go[00:00:47]
Nobody's supposed to know[00:00:48]
I wanna take control[00:00:50]
I know I'm broke but oh well[00:00:51]
He's known me so well[00:00:53]
Tells me to go to hell[00:00:55]
If I don't do well[00:00:56]
In school[00:00:57]
The bells were hell in school[00:00:59]
I'm glad it's over[00:01:00]
I'm almost old enough to be a doner[00:01:01]
I know I owe to sugars[00:01:03]
I'd hold her[00:01:04]
If I get a chance[00:01:05]
To visit her in heaven[00:01:06]
And say hi to the baby cats she could've given birth[00:01:07]
I'd take better care of another for what she was worth[00:01:10]
For once I noticed what it's like in hell on earth[00:01:13]
Say it cuz well I'm hurt[00:01:16]
I'd even say it to the man[00:01:18]
But I can't[00:01:19]
Cuz it ain't like he gon even understand[00:01:20]
This feeling is brand new[00:01:22]
Nothing I've grown to handle[00:01:24]
My mind's like a statue[00:01:25]
And a tatoo[00:01:27]
Stiff outside and inside I'm dead[00:01:28]
Didn't even earn her right to death[00:01:29]
But people do what they can[00:01:31]
It's their choice[00:01:33]
But you won't understand[00:01:33]
When something goes wrong[00:01:34]
And the days seem long[00:01:37]
I'll write this song[00:01:39]
To find a way[00:01:42]
Now I seem to notice different places[00:01:46]
& different faces[00:01:51]
I'm going crazy[00:01:54]
I tell em I have a reason that's even worth it believin[00:01:58]
But for him, reason's a beatin[00:02:01]
Can't even say what you say[00:02:03]
Unless he says it's okay[00:02:04]
Cuz in his little world[00:02:06]
Everything goes his way[00:02:07]
We have opinions and choices to make when we grow up[00:02:09]
The things that be most important to me they rarely show up[00:02:12]
I'll grow up, & I'll do it with or without the support[00:02:15]
So when I run down the court and[00:02:18]
Shoot, don't think I'm abortin[00:02:19]
I'm not listening to you, ain't like you have more knowledge[00:02:21]
I don't even care if you went to college[00:02:24]
I'm sorry but he ain't even wise[00:02:26]
I apologize but he'll never apologize[00:02:28]
For the way he was when Sugars died[00:02:30]
I'd look her right in the eyes[00:02:32]
And tell her I'm sorry in spite of goodbyes[00:02:34]
And why is it lies the reason we stay right in the sides[00:02:36]
And sidelines and hold grudges[00:02:39]
That take up the whole luggage[00:02:41]
These feelings we keep be so grand[00:02:42]
But man, still you won't understand[00:02:44]
When something goes wrong[00:02:45]
And the days seem long[00:02:48]
I'll write this song[00:02:50]
To find a way[00:02:53]
Now I seem to notice different places[00:02:57]
And different faces[00:03:02]
I'm going crazy[00:03:05]
Gone. with memories still kept in our hearts[00:03:09]
It was going real well til death swept it apart[00:03:12]
Even the life I measure in art[00:03:15]
Won't pleasure the heart[00:03:16]
It's like it got struck by one of his darts[00:03:18]
The best thing he could do now is bring our baby dog back[00:03:20]
Redemption to our cat but he can't even do that[00:03:23]
He's going downhill in my life[00:03:26]
Bcuz he takes away the thrills of my life[00:03:28]
It's alright, no it ain't alright[00:03:32]
It's making me strong, but then again it takes all night[00:03:35]
To make this pain all might[00:03:37]
Bouncing back[00:03:39]
Cuz he don't understand[00:03:40]
You can't get into my mind[00:03:44]
Bcuz forever your banned[00:03:46]
Can't even get to me either[00:03:47]
Your words are quicksand[00:03:49]
I'm tired of your downgrading[00:03:50]
It ain't making me better[00:03:52]
You'll never understand EVER![00:03:54]
When something goes wrong[00:03:56]
And the days seem long[00:03:59]
I'll write this song[00:04:01]
To find a way[00:04:04]
Now I seem to notice different places[00:04:08]
And different faces[00:04:13]
I'm going crazy[00:04:16]