所属专辑:Dreams and Nightmares (Deluxe Edition) [Explicit]
歌手: Meek Mill
时长: 04:10
Traumatized (创伤) - Meek Mill (米克·米尔)[00:00:00]
It really hurt me when they killed Shotty[00:00:01]
I was locked down in my cell and I had to read about it[00:00:02]
And when they killed Diddy left him out in Philly[00:00:05]
We was young and gettin' money man we used to run the city[00:00:08]
We was rockin' all them shows f**kin' all them hoes[00:00:11]
And when they killed Darryl Renee had to see him froze on the ground[00:00:13]
Downtown I can hear the sounds now[00:00:17]
When she walked up to that casket seen her son and fell down[00:00:19]
I drop tears for my niggas that ain't here[00:00:22]
And still think about you even though that it been years[00:00:24]
Cause half the niggas that I grew up with is all dead[00:00:27]
All this pain and all this stressin' I should have a bald head[00:00:30]
Cause when my Aunt Rhonda died she looked Tock in his eyes[00:00:33]
Saw death comin' when she seen it she just cried[00:00:36]
Prolly part of the reason we drink and we get high[00:00:38]
When I find the ni**a that killed my daddy know I'mma ride[00:00:41]
Hope you hear me I'mma kill you ni**a[00:00:44]
To let you know that I don't feel you ni**a[00:00:46]
Yeah you ripped my family apart and made my momma cry[00:00:49]
So when I see you ni**a it's gon' be a homicide[00:00:53]
Cuz I was only a toddler you left me traumatized[00:00:55]
You made me man of the house and it was grindin' time[00:00:58]
So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you[00:01:01]
And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you ni**a[00:01:04]
I know[00:01:08]
You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry[00:01:13]
So when I see you ni**a it's gon' be a homicide[00:01:15]
I know[00:01:20]
So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you[00:01:24]
And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you ni**a[00:01:27]
And I ain't ready[00:01:31]
Niggas wanna murder me I'm ridin' around heavy[00:01:32]
I think they wanna wet me like New Orleans and the levees[00:01:35]
But I got this mac elevy these niggas'll never get me[00:01:38]
Lord knows I got alotta homies in the dirt[00:01:40]
Niggas sprayin' metal tryna take you off the earth[00:01:44]
Really over nothin' tell me what it's worth[00:01:47]
Tryna take you out the game just to put you on a shirt[00:01:49]
I Rose from the jungle like Derrick[00:01:53]
Death to anybody that oppose my spirit[00:01:56]
My future lookin' brighter than this rose I'm starin' at[00:01:58]
We be runnin' trains on the hoes y'all cherish[00:02:01]
Rest in peace to my niggas I swear I miss them to death[00:02:04]
My hammer sing murda music I'll let you listen to death[00:02:06]
I'll have you walk with the reaper when hollows rip through your chest[00:02:09]
Cause if you throw 'em I throw back like Mitchell & Ness[00:02:12]
I'm gone[00:02:15]
I know[00:02:16]
You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry[00:02:21]
So when I see you ni**a it's gon' be a homicide[00:02:23]
I know[00:02:26]
So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you[00:02:32]
And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you ni**a[00:02:34]
Man my life so real[00:02:39]
Last night I went to sleep and woke up with the chills[00:02:41]
Started with a dollar now I got a couple mil[00:02:43]
And I make a hundred thousand every time a ni**a spill[00:02:46]
Man I almost got murked in front of the same church[00:02:49]
My dad got carried in family got married in[00:02:52]
That was in my older days this is now that was then[00:02:54]
Had the block jumpin' for them dollars Shawn Marion[00:02:57]
Young ni**a gon' get my own that's why I'm arrogant[00:03:00]
Homie need the bail for them bonds we'll bury 'em[00:03:03]
Lock 'em like a terrier[00:03:06]
Breakin' all barriers[00:03:07]
Just to beat the trial we go miles like Darius[00:03:09]
Cause cops tryna catch me niggas tryna clap me[00:03:12]
Haters runnin at me know they wanna get at me[00:03:14]
And people got the nerve to ask why I don't look happy[00:03:17]
I did it for my niggas and I did this sh*t for Kathy[00:03:20]
I know[00:03:23]
You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry[00:03:28]
So when I see you ni**a it's gon' be a homicide[00:03:31]
I know[00:03:34]
So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you[00:03:40]
And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you ni**a[00:03:42]