所属专辑:Approaching Normal (Explicit Version)
歌手: Blue October
时长: 04:59
Here alone standing barefoot in our lawn [00:00:28]
Worms squeezing their way through my toes [00:00:30]
Tonight that's how it goes [00:00:32]
I'm at your window kneeling quiet [00:00:34]
I thought at least I'd maybe try to get your head right [00:00:36]
Get your heart right let him go [00:00:39]
Then through the glass I see your dress fall to the floor [00:00:41]
As he embraces every inch of you [00:00:43]
The woman I adore [00:00:45]
I can't believe the way you're bending [00:00:47]
Can't believe this neverending moaning asking him for more [00:00:49]
I heard you begging him for more [00:00:53]
How far will I go [00:00:55]
To make it feel right come home [00:00:59]
I have to fix this on my own [00:01:02]
Replace my heart [00:01:07]
Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end [00:01:14]
Replace my heart [00:01:22]
I don't wanna live by coping I'm done with hoping end [00:01:27]
I creeped in close enough to see the way he touched her [00:01:39]
From her feet across her knees inside her sweetest spot [00:01:42]
He pleased and pleased her [00:01:45]
I turned around and tried to take control [00:01:46]
But no control was capable [00:01:48]
It was a centerfold of how less than low can possibly go [00:01:49]
I squeezed the life into my brain [00:01:53]
Like pushing knives into a vein [00:01:54]
I've gotta get I've gotta get [00:01:56]
I said I've gotta get inside [00:01:58]
So to the back window I crawl [00:02:00]
In silent standing in the darkness [00:02:01]
Of my living room my living room [00:02:03]
This used to be my home [00:02:04]
How far will I go [00:02:07]
To make it feel right come home [00:02:11]
I'm moving forward to the bedroom door [00:02:14]
Replace my heart [00:02:19]
Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end [00:02:26]
Replace my heart [00:02:34]
I don't wanna live by coping I'm done with hoping end [00:02:39]
I turn the doorknob with two fingers to be slow [00:02:51]
Enough to sneak into the room [00:02:54]
Among the corner darkness gloom [00:02:55]
I had to see this happening [00:02:57]
He pushed himself so deep inside her clapping rang [00:02:59]
And bounced off every wooden walled room [00:03:02]
And that's when all went silent blank except the color red [00:03:05]
As I walked calmly numbing paralyzed beside the bed [00:03:08]
I said I know I'm not allowed to be here [00:03:11]
I just had to see [00:03:13]
How good this new man really f**ks you [00:03:14]
Cause you both been f**king me [00:03:16]
So now I planned the last thing you can both do as a pair [00:03:18]
I tie both blindfolds tight [00:03:21]
Around your f**king eyes to blind your stare [00:03:23]
I don't want to alarm you but I figured we could end [00:03:25]
This in what seems easy quick and painless [00:03:28]
So I'll get down to business [00:03:30]
I choose you first there's a gun its at your head [00:03:32]
So laugh at me just one more time [00:03:35]
But keep your face inside the bed [00:03:36]
You sit and watch me while I do this sh*t [00:03:38]
And learn from what I've said [00:03:40]
I cocked the pistol pulled the trigger [00:03:41]
And all I saw was red [00:03:43]
How far will I go [00:03:47]
To make it feel right come home [00:03:50]
I have to fix this on my own [00:03:53]
Then the screaming oh the screaming [00:03:59]
It's nice to see you scared [00:04:01]
Of such a weak and stupid husband [00:04:03]
Who knows you never really cared [00:04:04]
I'll leave you with a question that I need to hear from your head [00:04:06]
Was all this worth it knowing you have just seconds left to live[00:04:09]