《Out Of Here》歌词

歌曲： Out Of Here

所属专辑：All The Beauty In This Whole Life

歌手： Brother Ali

时长： 04:31

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Out Of Here - Brother Ali[00:00:00]

Okay so it might appear[00:00:43]

To an outsider that you found your way up out of here[00:00:45]

They're saying you died of suicide[00:00:50]

That's the last thing I want to hear[00:00:51]

They tell me that it's hardly fair to blame myself[00:00:53]

What a hell of a cross to bare[00:00:57]

You didn't say it in your letter[00:01:00]

But the fact that I failed you is loud and clear[00:01:02]

Found out the amount of fear[00:01:04]

You would drown when you found yourself naked staring down a mirror[00:01:06]

And partners are supposed to lay the cards bare[00:01:11]

I left you playing solitaire and I promise you that I'm sincere[00:01:14]

If you're looking for some judgment you won't find it here[00:01:17]

Let's be honest here[00:01:20]

I can't say I've never known that kind of despair[00:01:21]

When the clouds appear how's life fair[00:01:23]

I just want to draw you near[00:01:26]

Not to make it about me but how could you check out[00:01:30]

Before you really allowed me a chance to sit down and hear[00:01:33]

I think I would've listened[00:01:36]

Or were you saying it all along and I just missed it[00:01:37]

You sang your swan song we all dismissed it[00:01:40]

Because you filled the room with laughter[00:01:43]

I watched when you thought no one was looking at you[00:01:45]

In hind sight I wonder where your smile went[00:01:48]

When the party ended and you swallowed it[00:01:51]

I saw you swallow it[00:01:56]

Okay so it might appear[00:01:58]

That you took yourself up out of here[00:02:01]

How many cries soak through your disguise[00:02:05]

Before you drown in your silent tears[00:02:07]

Okay so it might appear[00:02:09]

That you took yourself up out of here[00:02:12]

How many times can you fight for your life[00:02:15]

Before you throw that white flag up and volunteer[00:02:17]

Okay so it might appear[00:02:20]

That you took yourself up out of here[00:02:23]

How many cries soak through your disguise[00:02:26]

Before you drown in your silent tears[00:02:28]

Okay so it might appear[00:02:30]

That you took yourself up out of here[00:02:34]

How many times can you fight for your life[00:02:36]

Before you throw that white flag up and volunteer[00:02:38]

I've had car accidents[00:02:42]

Where everything is slow motion no matter how fast it's happening[00:02:43]

Every second that pass stretches so that you can watch it unraveling[00:02:47]

But can't always react to it[00:02:51]

Your whole life might flash before your eyes[00:02:53]

The minute when you transition to the other side[00:02:55]

But what can actually happen in that time[00:02:58]

In between the leaping and the moment you collide[00:03:00]

In between the trigger and the blast[00:03:03]

In between you let go of the wheel and you crash[00:03:05]

In between the moment when you swallow the last pill in the bottle[00:03:08]

Turn out the lights roll the dice on tomorrow[00:03:11]

Is there a moment to reflect can there be regret[00:03:14]

Is there a wait not yet let me reset[00:03:17]

Or is it just too painful to accept[00:03:20]

That maybe death just seemed best[00:03:22]

Okay so it might appear[00:03:24]

That you took yourself up out of here[00:03:28]

If you not winning you can go down swinging[00:03:30]

Even if it doesn't feel like they're fighting fair[00:03:33]

Okay so it might appear[00:03:35]

That you took yourself up out of here[00:03:39]

I'm trying not to resent you[00:03:42]

But you left me defenseless in the life we share[00:03:43]

Every man before me in my FAM died by his own hands[00:03:47]

How am I supposed to understand my own role in the plan[00:03:51]

When nobody who grows old stands a chance[00:03:54]

What about this mysterious dance[00:03:57]

Made you cut the cord to the curtain in advance[00:04:00]

But these are questions I can only ask[00:04:03]

The person looking back in the looking glass[00:04:05]