所属专辑:All The Beauty In This Whole Life
歌手: Brother Ali
时长: 04:23
The Bitten Apple - Brother Ali/Idris Philips[00:00:00]
Dark places I would play[00:00:26]
I watch the night turn into day[00:00:29]
Screaming voices in my mind[00:00:32]
Leave me cold and so hard to find[00:00:36]
Thank god those demons didn't last[00:00:39]
Dealing with the wreckage of my past[00:00:42]
Not dying keep the fire burning no not dying I'm tryin' ta[00:00:45]
There's no suicide like the lie that you tell yourself and believe it[00:00:51]
Mask look decent face is weeping underneath it[00:00:55]
Self-hate feasting on our deepest darkest secrets[00:00:58]
Warning signs that read help needed too ashamed to seek it[00:01:01]
Seems so easily deleted when you're browsing[00:01:05]
But can't erase the history of what your eyes allowed in[00:01:08]
The intimately profound ecstasy that gives life's[00:01:11]
Stripped of all its meaning 'til it eats you from the inside[00:01:14]
The big lie you just do this to get you through the slim times[00:01:17]
One click at a time 'til you prefer the counterfeit kind[00:01:21]
Seen so many scenes that it would seem you're desensitized[00:01:24]
Just to get your fix you begin dipping into the sick side[00:01:27]
Seeking to feed a demon that you no longer recognize[00:01:30]
If you swear it off you'll never find a place you can hide[00:01:34]
Inside your pocket lies a portal to your inner battle[00:01:37]
Children of Adam still grappling with that bitten apple[00:01:40]
Dark places I would play[00:01:44]
I watch the night turn into day[00:01:47]
Screaming voices in my mind[00:01:50]
Leave me cold and so hard to find[00:01:53]
Thank god those demons didn't last[00:01:57]
Dealing with the wreckage of my past[00:02:00]
Not dying keep the fire burning no not dying[00:02:03]
Don't get it twisted[00:02:08]
There's no innocence existing in its biggest business[00:02:09]
You create specific demand whenever you click it[00:02:12]
Whatever it is you're into someone's got to fill it[00:02:15]
Have their lowest moments frozen to be shown infinite[00:02:19]
You watch the porn get salvager[00:02:22]
Box office movies nastier the TV gettin' trashier[00:02:24]
School girls are flashing the camera[00:02:27]
Profile pic look just like the next amateur[00:02:30]
Babies get exposed no one's controlling how it damage them[00:02:32]
You find yourself detaching retreating reacting[00:02:35]
Deep anger decreased passion and you keep lashing out[00:02:39]
Your sweet family reminds you of your weak habits[00:02:42]
You have no mercy for yourself and so you're relapsing[00:02:45]
Your sweet attraction used to drive you to that deep connection[00:02:49]
You're feeling so cold and lonely when you least expect it[00:02:52]
Atop your desk sits a portal to your inner battle[00:02:55]
Children of Adam still grappling with that bitten apple[00:02:58]
Dark places I would play[00:03:02]
I watch the night turn into day[00:03:05]
Screaming voices in my mind[00:03:08]
Leave me cold and so hard to find[00:03:11]
Thank god those demons didn't last[00:03:15]
Dealing with the wreckage of my past[00:03:18]
Not dying I keep the fire burning[00:03:21]
No not dying I'm trying to keep it[00:03:24]
Now that I have died I have no taste for life[00:03:55]
Or the affairs of the living[00:03:58]
Only for love and the affair of the lovers[00:04:00]
The affairs of the living are many and assorted[00:04:04]
The affair of the lovers is singular and complete[00:04:07]
Do not mourn this walking carcass[00:04:11]
Some are dead because they are without life[00:04:13]
Others are dead because they are beyond life[00:04:16]
Yet others have forgotten the affair of life and death altogether[00:04:19]