所属专辑:Hate Me (Explicit)
歌手: Blue October
时长: 04:21
Hate Me (explicit With Intro Explicit) - Blue October[00:00:00]
Hey Justin this is your mother[00:00:03]
I was just calling to see[00:00:04]
How you were doing; you sounded[00:00:06]
Really up tight last night[00:00:07]
Made me a little nervous[00:00:08]
I just wanna make sure you[00:00:09]
Are really okay and see if you were[00:00:11]
Checking in on your medications[00:00:15]
You know I love ya[00:00:18]
See ya Bye bye[00:00:19]
I have to block out thoughts of you[00:00:21]
So I don't lose my head[00:00:23]
They crawl in like a cockroach[00:00:26]
Leaving babies in my bed[00:00:28]
Dropping little reels of tape[00:00:31]
To remind me that I'm alone[00:00:33]
Playing movies in my head that[00:00:36]
Make a porno feel like home[00:00:38]
There's a burning in my pride[00:00:41]
A nervous bleeding in my brain[00:00:43]
An ounce of peace is all I want[00:00:46]
For you Will you never call again[00:00:48]
And will you never say that[00:00:51]
You love me just to put it in my face[00:00:53]
And will you never try to reach me[00:00:56]
It is I that wanted space[00:00:59]
Hate me today[00:01:01]
Hate me tomorrow[00:01:06]
Hate me so you can finally[00:01:11]
See what's good for you[00:01:15]
I'm sober now for 3 whole months[00:01:23]
It's one accomplishment[00:01:25]
That you helped me with[00:01:26]
The one thing that always[00:01:28]
Tore us apart is the one[00:01:29]
Thing I won't touch again[00:01:31]
In a sick way I want to thank[00:01:33]
You for holding my head[00:01:35]
Up late at night[00:01:36]
While I was busy waging wars[00:01:37]
On myself you were trying[00:01:40]
To stop the fight[00:01:41]
You never doubted my warped[00:01:43]
Opinions on things[00:01:44]
Like suicidal hate[00:01:46]
You made me compliment[00:01:48]
Myself when it was way[00:01:50]
Too hard to take[00:01:51]
So I'll drive so f**king[00:01:53]
Far away that I'll never[00:01:55]
Cross your mind[00:01:57]
And do whatever it takes[00:01:58]
In your heart to leave me behind[00:02:00]
Hate me today[00:02:03]
Hate me tomorrow[00:02:08]
Hate me for all the things[00:02:13]
I didn't do for you[00:02:17]
Hate me in ways yeah[00:02:23]
Ways hard to swallow[00:02:29]
Hate me so you can finally[00:02:34]
See what's good for you[00:02:37]
And with a sad heart[00:02:45]
I say bye to you and wave[00:02:46]
Kicking shadows on the street[00:02:50]
For every mistake that I had made[00:02:52]
And like a baby boy[00:02:55]
I never was a man[00:02:57]
Until I saw your blue eyes[00:03:00]
Cry and I held your[00:03:02]
Face in my hands[00:03:03]
And then I fell down yelling[00:03:06]
Make it go away just make a smile[00:03:07]
Come back and shine just[00:03:12]
Like it used to be[00:03:13]
And then she whispered[00:03:16]
How could you do this to me[00:03:18]
Hate me today[00:03:23]
Hate me tomorrow[00:03:28]
Hate me for all the things[00:03:33]
I didn't do for you[00:03:36]
Hate me in ways yeah[00:03:43]
Ways hard to swallow[00:03:48]
Hate me so you can finally[00:03:54]
See what's good for you[00:03:57]