歌手: Andy Shauf
时长: 05:30
My dear Helen it's been a while since we've talked [00:00:00]
Charlie and I haven't been up to a whole lot [00:00:07]
He's slowing down a little and my knee's acting up [00:00:15]
Yeah we're quite a pair of geezers[00:00:21]
Moving slower than molasses [00:00:23]
You'd be laughing if you saw us [00:00:25]
You always loved to tease [00:00:28]
I dug up an old bottle of your raspberry wine [00:00:34]
So I'm slouched out on the[00:00:42]
Porch-swing just taking my time [00:00:43]
My mind keeps turning out these pictures of you [00:00:50]
You were dancing in the kitchen[00:00:54]
And I was enjoying my view [00:00:57]
Oh Charlie was squirming[00:01:01]
Just two steps behind you [00:01:02]
My dear Helen do you remember when you said[00:01:09]
That you'd be waiting at the gates[00:01:16]
So you could sneak me in[00:01:18]
Well it sure was funny[00:01:24]
But it still caught in my throat [00:01:26]
And when I think about it now [00:01:30]
It still makes me choke [00:01:32]
And I wonder if those gates[00:01:35]
Would ever open up for me [00:01:37]
Helen my dear I do have something to tell [00:01:43]
I don't know how to start so I guess I just will [00:01:51]
See these nights have been hot [00:01:58]
It's that muggy sort of air [00:02:01]
Doesn't let me get to sleep[00:02:04]
So I usually just lie there[00:02:06]
On top of my quilt with Charlie by my feet [00:02:10]
Last night as I laid there frustrated and tired [00:02:18]
I was sat up in my bed[00:02:25]
By the hens starting wild [00:02:27]
I thought 'that fox is back again [00:02:33]
He's gonna rob me blind [00:02:36]
I don't know how he gets in[00:02:38]
But I'd better make him fly' [00:02:40]
So I took my leaning rifle out the door [00:02:43]
I fired off a shot aiming far into the heat [00:02:51]
And as soon as it was flying[00:02:59]
I felt weak in my knees [00:03:01]
I heard shoes turning gravel[00:03:07]
And then tires spitting rocks [00:03:09]
I heard a gasp for air[00:03:12]
And my stomach tied in knots [00:03:15]
Charlie started whining[00:03:18]
With his tail between his legs [00:03:20]
We wandered out slow[00:03:23]
But my heart was breakin' ribs [00:03:24]
I couldn't hear nothing[00:03:28]
And there was a girl lying twisted [00:03:29]
My hands were trembling[00:03:33]
And I felt that she was limp [00:03:35]
Her pulse wasn't tapping[00:03:38]
So I felt sick to my stomach [00:03:40]
Charlie was frozen [00:03:43]
So I went for a shovel[00:03:45]
And I buried her body [00:03:47]
I didn't know what else to do [00:03:50]
If I'd only aimed a little higher[00:03:52]
If I'd only thought before I fired [00:03:55]
I hope God can forgive me [00:03:58]
I hope you forgive me too [00:04:00]
I'm just a tired old man just waiting to join you [00:04:02]
So here I am slouched on this old porch swing [00:04:07]
Thinking about heaven thinking about everything [00:04:13]
So be waiting by those gates [00:04:17]
You might need to sneak me in [00:04:20]
I don't know how they feel about us accidental killers [00:04:23]
I don't know how they feel about us tired old men [00:04:29]
I don't know how they feel about us tired [00:04:34]
Old murdering men [00:04:36]
I don't know how they feel about us tired [00:04:44]
Old murdering men [00:04:47]
My Dear Helen - Andy Shauf[00:04:50]