所属专辑:Phenomenon
歌手: LL Cool J
时长: 04:44
I swear to tell the truth and nothin but the truth [00:00:03]
So help me GOD[00:00:07]
I just felt like tellin the story of my life[00:00:12]
Felt like maybe somebody could be inspired you know [00:00:15]
We all feel pain we all go through things[00:00:23]
But it's time to overcome all that[00:00:26]
If your plane crashed in the water and everybody died[00:00:29]
Would you drown on purpose or try to survive [00:00:31]
I was born handicapped my arm wouldn't move[00:00:33]
They called me a cripple pops caught an attitude[00:00:36]
Beat my moms smoked lye drove trucks[00:00:39]
My moms had a miscarriage he didn't give a f**k[00:00:41]
He sniffed some coke come home[00:00:44]
Beat up on my moms cause she's talkin on the phone[00:00:46]
Come on[00:00:48]
All I ever wanted[00:00:49]
All I ever wanted[00:00:50]
All I ever needed[00:00:51]
All I ever needed[00:00:53]
Was a father[00:00:54]
Was a father[00:00:55]
That's all[00:00:56]
That's all [00:00:58]
All I ever wanted[00:00:59]
All I ever wanted[00:01:00]
All I ever needed[00:01:01]
All I ever needed was a father[00:01:03]
Was a father[00:01:05]
Moms got tired of the beatings said "Yo we got to go"[00:01:07]
Packed up her bags we bounced out the do'[00:01:10]
She said "I ain't takin these whippin's no mo'[00:01:12]
I wanna live to see my little Todd grow"[00:01:15]
I remember tear drops on my pops face[00:01:17]
Lookin down at me standin on the staircase[00:01:20]
Handsome brother with a smooth goatee[00:01:22]
Makes me wonder why he act so ugly you feelin me [00:01:24]
I'm feelin you[00:01:27]
All I ever wanted[00:01:28]
All I ever wanted[00:01:29]
All I ever needed[00:01:30]
All I ever needed[00:01:32]
Was a father[00:01:33]
Was a father[00:01:34]
That's all[00:01:35]
That's all [00:01:37]
All I ever wanted[00:01:37]
All I ever wanted[00:01:39]
All I ever needed[00:01:40]
All I ever needed was a father[00:01:42]
Was a fathe[00:01:44]
My pops got drunk when me and my moms bounced[00:01:46]
Swigged some Jack Dan' sniffed up a ounce[00:01:49]
Grabbed the shotty left Long Isle for Queens[00:01:51]
Possesed by a demon a devil it seemed[00:01:54]
I was too young to understand the risk[00:01:57]
When your moms come home off the midnight shift[00:01:59]
She turned around heard the shotgun click[00:02:01]
My pops said "You think that you could leave me "[00:02:03]
He blasted my moms in the back[00:02:07]
She fell down screamin I can't forget that[00:02:08]
My grandfather tried to close the do'[00:02:11]
He got shot ten times in the stomach yo for real[00:02:13]
All I ever wanted[00:02:16]
All I ever wanted[00:02:18]
All I ever needed[00:02:19]
All I ever needed[00:02:20]
Was a father[00:02:21]
Was a father[00:02:23]
That's all[00:02:24]
That's all [00:02:25]
All I ever wanted[00:02:26]
All I ever wanted[00:02:27]
All I ever needed[00:02:29]
All I ever needed was a father[00:02:30]
Was a fathe[00:02:33]
My head was spinnin I had never seen blood[00:02:35]
Four years old this don't feel like love[00:02:37]
Anyway pops dissapeared[00:02:40]
Grandpops and moms healed up over the years[00:02:42]
This therapist got up in her head[00:02:45]
Led her to believe without him she'd be dead[00:02:47]
You know they fell in love with one another[00:02:50]
Everything seemed right that's word to mother[00:02:52]
Until I started gettin beatings everday[00:02:55]
Sometimes for going outside to play[00:02:57]
Late at night on my knees I'd pray[00:02:59]
A young child wishin the pain would go away[00:03:02]
Dad where was you when he made me strip[00:03:04]
Beat with belts like a slave with a whip[00:03:07]
Kicked me down steps outside in the snow[00:03:09]
Punched me in the chest stomped me out on the flo'[00:03:11]
That's just the tip of the iceberg look[00:03:14]
It's too long for a song but perfect for a book[00:03:16]
Word is bond that's real baby[00:03:21]
All I ever wanted[00:03:24]
All I ever wanted[00:03:26]
All I ever needed[00:03:27]
All I ever needed[00:03:28]
Was a father[00:03:30]
Was a father[00:03:30]
That's all[00:03:32]
That's all [00:03:33]
All I ever wanted[00:03:34]
All I ever wanted[00:03:36]
All I ever needed[00:03:37]
All I ever needed was a father[00:03:38]
Was a fathe[00:03:39]