所属专辑:Overcast! (Explicit)
歌手: Atmosphere
时长: 03:44
Artist:atmosphere[00:00:00]
Songs Title:caved in[00:00:01]
The door opened[00:00:25]
In walked my brother terrified[00:00:25]
Teary eyed I'm wide open[00:00:27]
Only to hear our father died[00:00:28]
It's not true I'm hopin'[00:00:30]
I need some air I'm chokin'[00:00:31]
Get me off this ride Where's life goin' [00:00:33]
Feelin' I'm lost I'm frozen [00:00:34]
Suspended in mid-traumatized state[00:00:36]
Why I'm chosen for this fate[00:00:37]
I don't know[00:00:40]
Head shakes back and forth[00:00:40]
Emotion oh insociable not speakin[00:00:42]
Remain in silence 'cause I'm weak[00:00:44]
And deep inside I'm freakin'[00:00:45]
Want my father back I need him [00:00:46]
Why's god cheatin'[00:00:48]
Takin' half the two that gave me life[00:00:49]
My mind replays the thought[00:00:51]
Now no longer can I sleep at night[00:00:52]
Not feelin' right[00:00:54]
Insecure[00:00:55]
Now what's my future lookin' like[00:00:55]
Aint' delt with death before[00:00:57]
Age eleven and can't take no more[00:00:59]
My hands on the floor[00:01:01]
'Cause my stomach's feelin' sick[00:01:02]
And I was mad at the lord[00:01:03]
Because he took him all to quick[00:01:04]
That day[00:01:06]
On his way to pick me up[00:01:06]
He never made it[00:01:08]
Blamed it all on myself[00:01:09]
And I dwelled in self-hatred[00:01:10]
On a path called destruct[00:01:12]
Many thought I wouldn't make it[00:01:13]
I hated the way I feel[00:01:15]
But I just can't seem to shake it[00:01:16]
Somebody take it away[00:01:17]
This mad situation[00:01:19]
My world is breakin'[00:01:21]
And I feel I'm 'bout to cave in[00:01:22]
I tried to take it all in[00:01:24]
After it all settled I couldn't begin[00:01:25]
Accepting you were gone[00:01:26]
But understood[00:01:28]
I tried to take it all in[00:01:30]
After it all settled I couldn't begin[00:01:31]
Accepting you were gone[00:01:33]
But understood[00:01:34]
Hey Dad I miss you[00:01:36]
For everyday gone[00:01:37]
And for the rest of my life[00:01:38]
Tried to remain strong[00:01:40]
Until we reunite[00:01:40]
Live on your memory[00:01:41]
From the seeds[00:01:43]
You planted gently[00:01:44]
Thanks for bein' there for me[00:01:45]
And all the time you spent with me[00:01:46]
Love sent for me[00:01:48]
If I could only have that day back[00:01:49]
To sit down and rap[00:01:51]
Shoot the breeze and have a chat[00:01:52]
But the fact still remains still later[00:01:54]
On the day I have to meet our maker[00:01:55]
I write my feelings on the paper[00:01:58]
For now[00:01:59]
Along the golf course where you once played I see you[00:02:00]
As I drive by I feel you[00:02:03]
Like your presence is there[00:02:04]
I stop and I stare[00:02:06]
I see the pictures of days we shared[00:02:07]
Well aware that you cared[00:02:08]
Making sure I was prepared for life[00:02:10]
The hardships the struggles [00:02:11]
The garbage and the troubles that come with it[00:02:14]
Always kept my head with it[00:02:16]
I gripped it[00:02:17]
Close to my heart[00:02:18]
Everything you tought me[00:02:19]
My dad my hero[00:02:20]
You had my love for all eternity[00:02:21]
I tried to take it all in[00:02:24]
After it all settled I couldn't begin[00:02:25]
Accepting you were gone[00:02:26]
But understood[00:02:28]
I tried to take it all in[00:02:29]
After it all settled I couldn't begin[00:02:31]
Accepting you were gone[00:02:33]
But understood[00:02:34]
I tried to take it all in[00:02:35]
After it all settled I couldn't begin[00:02:37]
Accepting you were gone[00:02:39]
But understood[00:02:40]
I tried to take it all in[00:02:41]
After it all settled I couldn't begin[00:02:43]
Accepting you were gone[00:02:45]
But understood[00:02:46]