所属专辑:Hope Of Morning
歌手: Nightcore
时长: 03:15
Hope of Morning (早晨的希望) - Nightcore[00:00:00]
My mind's a kaleidoscope it thinks too fast[00:00:12]
Blurs all the colors' til I can't see past[00:00:14]
The last mistake the choice I made[00:00:16]
Staring in the mirror with myself to blame[00:00:17]
Sometimes I'm afraid of the thoughts inside[00:00:19]
Nowhere to hide inside my mind[00:00:20]
I'm scared that you'll compare and[00:00:22]
I'll look a lifetime past repair[00:00:23]
I second guess myself to death[00:00:25]
I resolicit every step[00:00:26]
What if my words are meaningless[00:00:28]
What if my heart's misleading this[00:00:29]
I try to capture every moment as it comes to me[00:00:31]
Bottle up the memories and let them keep me company[00:00:34]
When the hope of morning starts to fade in me[00:00:42]
I don't dare let darkness have its way with me[00:00:48]
And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight[00:00:54]
I will not be giving in tonight[00:01:01]
When I'm old and grey or thirty[00:01:08]
Or whatever happens first[00:01:10]
I'll need you to reassure me I didn't waste a verse[00:01:11]
Or worse what if my life's work is reduced to just myself[00:01:15]
Like never let you get a word in[00:01:18]
While I dissect my mental health[00:01:19]
Or lack thereof whatever there's too many things to track[00:01:21]
I really can't remember if I'm insane or insomniac[00:01:24]
Now days all the kids want crazy wanna diagnose themselves[00:01:27]
Trade up made up epidemics[00:01:30]
Pass around prescription pills[00:01:31]
But my disorder can't be cured[00:01:33]
By a bottle blade or dose[00:01:34]
Selfdisgust and selfishness tend to hold me awfully close[00:01:36]
But I don't wanna let you see that[00:01:39]
I don't want my friends to know[00:01:40]
Selfdisgust and selfishness take me everywhere I go[00:01:42]
When the hope of morning starts to fade in me[00:01:45]
I don't dare let darkness have its way with me[00:01:51]
And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight[00:01:57]
I will not be giving in tonight[00:02:03]
Try as I might to keep it together[00:02:10]
Why is recovery taking forever[00:02:13]
Fool the whole world just until I get better[00:02:16]
I'm terrified I'll be faking forever[00:02:19]
Faking forever[00:02:22]
On and on I wonder what went wrong inside my head[00:02:23]
I don't have to have the answers but tonight I wish I did[00:02:26]
All the pain I can't explain away won't fade[00:02:29]
All the the secrets silenced by the shame[00:02:33]
Don't make me say it[00:02:35]
Don't make me say it[00:02:36]
Don't make me say it[00:02:38]
Don't make me say it[00:02:39]
Don't make me say it[00:02:42]
Don't make me say it[00:02:44]
Don't make me say it[00:02:45]
When the hope of morning starts to fade in me[00:02:47]
I don't dare let darkness have its way with me[00:02:53]
And the hope of morning makes me worth the fight[00:02:59]
I will not be giving in tonight[00:03:06]