所属专辑:Boiling Point (K.O.D. Collection)
歌手: Tech N9ne
时长: 04:08
Heavy - Tech N9ne[00:00:00]
Deformity, a botteley mouth of notion check[00:00:14]
Distortion or disfigurement check[00:00:21]
A Deform, person or thing check[00:00:28]
Gross, ugliness check[00:00:34]
I don't wanna take this, I don't wanna carry this, I don't wanna lift this[00:00:40]
Everyday, when I wake, wish there was I way that I can rip this[00:00:43]
Off of my shoulder off of my back, like a big boulder got me off track[00:00:47]
I don't wanna be seen lookin like that[00:00:50]
I'm looking at it, it's mean lookin right back[00:00:51]
Ugly, bloody, pussin, heavy[00:00:53]
Way more sinister than the face of Jason or f**king Freddy[00:00:57]
And that shit ways me down, got me going crazy now[00:01:00]
Lazy round me place, cause I got shit right side of my face[00:01:03]
How did I get it? how did I grow it? how do I cock back and just blow it[00:01:06]
Off? Surgery yes you know it cost and I ain't goin out to show it off[00:01:09]
I'm just stuck in here, with this f**kin weird stuff in near[00:01:13]
Crushin, pussin, bustin till it up and clears[00:01:17]
I'm ready, it's wicked, it's gotta be, deadly[00:01:20]
It's everything you could imagine, bad, twisted, evil and medly[00:01:23]
Down into eternal fire, this is where it lead me[00:01:27]
Can hardly hold it up because this thing is so f**king heavy[00:01:30]
The f**k?[00:01:38]
It's not a tumor, f**k the rumor, I need more to go, stop Staring at this[00:01:40]
Muthaf**king side show[00:01:44]
HEAVY[00:01:47]
Everyone you love got needs[00:01:47]
HEAVY[00:01:50]
I'll shove start to buckle at the kness[00:01:50]
HEAVY[00:01:53]
My lord said this slow heal carry and if it don't then it might get scary[00:01:54]
HEAVY[00:01:59]
Cha![00:02:00]
Gotta cover it up, gotta go outside to get food[00:02:01]
How when the smell is like shit stew?[00:02:03]
The way people are staring and lookin it gets cruel[00:02:05]
Bad when I'm shoppin, at the walmart[00:02:06]
They be laughin, then a brawl starts[00:02:08]
Cause they wanna pick on a muthaf**ker with deformities, bless yall heart[00:02:09]
I'm sick of it, when it's on my back I can't even get a women to kiss on this[00:02:12]
Face[00:02:17]
I don't even want to live on this, place[00:02:17]
Because all people givin is, hate[00:02:18]
And your really gonna get it bad if your, disfigured[00:02:20]
The more these sick gigglers, pointed my heavy load it gets bigger[00:02:23]
They call me hunchback and I wish they wouldn't taunt that[00:02:26]
They be lookin at a nigga like I woke up and showin up straight inshittin [00:02:30]
They lunch sack[00:02:32]
Kids, grown ups, dogs, cats[00:02:34]
All be lookin and pointing at this deformity on my back[00:02:36]
Taking over me, I'm slowly, turning into it[00:02:39]
This repulsive, nasty, heavy, sick, humongous pile of shit[00:02:43]
Under my skin, infecting my blood like I have some kind of disease, it's[00:02:46]
Big and bulgin out of my jacket and everybody sees it[00:02:50]
The f**k?[00:02:58]
It's not a tumor, f**k the rumor, I need more to go, stop Staring at this[00:02:59]
Muthaf**king side show[00:03:04]
HEAVY[00:03:06]
Everyone you love got needs[00:03:07]
HEAVY[00:03:09]
I'll shove start to buckle at the kness[00:03:10]
HEAVY[00:03:13]
My lord said this slow heal carry and if it don't then it might get scary[00:03:14]
HEAVY[00:03:19]
What is it? with this load I carry there's problems in my life[00:03:20]
Got big problems with the IRS and problems with my wife[00:03:23]
Got a lot of problems with this music career, problems with my mom[00:03:26]
And I gotta solve em quick they fallen on me[00:03:29]
It's a problem with this shit on, and it's heavy[00:03:31]
When everybody depends on you to be the shot caller[00:03:33]
And you pushin, tryin to get all of your people over the wall, but the shit[00:03:36]
Got taller[00:03:40]
But you tough and determined, you rough and you learnin, you cannot do if[00:03:40]
You not baller[00:03:43]
So you get it and hit it one after another and look, the lump got smaller[00:03:43]