所属专辑:He’s Keith Murray (Explicit)
歌手: Keith Murray
时长: 04:24
I'm always getting s**tted on son ain't gonna be no no different[00:00:00]
Can you accept me as I am I ask you[00:00:10]
Or is all the love lost I need you[00:00:13]
Can you open your heart to mine and accept me and with my faults[00:00:16]
During the human course of activity watch me give me my room[00:00:23]
I am radiant give me my space I am light[00:00:28]
Yo 22798 I wrote a check out to H W funeral home[00:00:32]
For my little sister Christina 15 years old[00:00:38]
D**n man this f**kin world is so cold[00:00:41]
8 months before I had to do three years[00:00:43]
Coming from the air port my face burning with tears[00:00:45]
I had this black cloud hovering over me[00:00:48]
Far back as I can check back down my family tree[00:00:51]
Its been with me since my first LP[00:00:54]
2nd LP I was sittin in court[00:00:56]
3rd LP I was trapped in the belly of the beast guided back to the streets[00:00:58]
By the power of the mind and positive of thought[00:01:02]
Some say livin is death and dying is life[00:01:04]
I say pray for me that I should be born tonight[00:01:07]
I remember roaming the streets in those cold winter nights[00:01:10]
Look at me this is my life[00:01:13]
Suddenly my life feels so wrong tell me what the hell is going on[00:01:15]
Tell me tell me why my life feels so wrong so wrong[00:01:24]
Tell me what the hell is going on[00:01:31]
Help me please help me[00:01:35]
I can't even begin to explain the mental anguish[00:01:37]
I went through as a child when I heard my pops had passed[00:01:40]
I went to see him on the sick bed[00:01:43]
With my grandmother that day I knew it was the last[00:01:45]
I loved him but I had to grow up without him[00:01:48]
Over the years I've lived through frustrations and questions[00:01:51]
In 90' I went to jail as an adolescent[00:01:54]
Then in 92' my moms had to go back to the essence[00:01:56]
Got me thinkin about the meaning of my existence[00:01:59]
I lost my best friend[00:02:02]
I realized the devil was spying on me from a distance[00:02:02]
He don't want me to receive my blessings he fear me[00:02:05]
My family suffered more deaths then the Kennedy's[00:02:07]
This is real and if you don't believe me ask someone that grew with me[00:02:10]
Know them and feel my energy[00:02:14]
Please never fabricated nor duplicated so I ask you[00:02:16]
Can you open you hearts and minds and receive me with all my faults[00:02:21]
Can you open your hearts and minds unconditionally to begin to understand my thoughts[00:02:26]
Hey yo this world is a pool of sharks[00:02:32]
But I'm the animal right when I stand up for myself and bark[00:02:34]
And this year I gotta go all out for it[00:02:37]
I've been hustlin for 13 years nothin to show for it[00:02:39]
I mean nothin[00:02:43]
Lookin over my bills d**n they eaten me up[00:02:43]
Entertainment task force watchin so what the f**k[00:02:46]
I paid my taxes too f**k you and your uncle[00:02:48]
The laws of nature will see me through[00:02:51]
And yeah I peep it and naw it ain't no secret[00:02:54]
How n***as give their word with no intentions to keep it[00:02:57]
I'm givin you the roots of the real[00:02:59]
My emotional feelings bi polar is how I feel[00:03:01]
But still you turn your back on me like you don't know me or you hate me[00:03:04]
Don't you recognize family when you see me[00:03:08]
I cut my right arm off for you and this is how you repay me[00:03:24]
Ahh dog you breakin my heart[00:03:59]