所属专辑:Shadows On The Sun (Explicit)
歌手: Brother Ali
时长: 05:10
Picket Fence - Brother Ali[00:00:01]
I was up and out my mothers house at 17[00:00:16]
Been a grown ass married man ever since[00:00:19]
Family reunions I'm talked about but never seen[00:00:21]
Cause I learned that some of them[00:00:25]
Can be your nemesis[00:00:25]
Got a lot of scars on me[00:00:27]
I'll now tell you the stories[00:00:29]
If you promise not to take offense[00:00:30]
Homie sit back then hand bring the beat in[00:00:33]
I'll try to find a place[00:00:36]
That starts to make sense now[00:00:37]
The first time I was pushed out blind[00:00:39]
Cold and naked spanked on the ass to breathe[00:00:42]
An immigrant from heaven on earth[00:00:44]
With a word piece[00:00:46]
I announce my self with gasps and screams[00:00:47]
Before black and white[00:00:50]
Supremacy heighted my innocence[00:00:51]
I was living out life behind the picket fence[00:00:54]
Happy go lucky scared of no one[00:00:56]
With the only exception I'm allergic to the sun[00:00:59]
Didn't know I had a image[00:01:02]
That a camera couldn't capture[00:01:03]
100 on mars manufacture[00:01:05]
But then came the laughter and outside I'm battered[00:01:07]
Picket fence shattered[00:01:10]
I saw my self as bastard tagalong harassed and spat upon[00:01:12]
By the children of slave masters who passed it on[00:01:16]
The saddest songs been sung at the hands of[00:01:19]
Who I call the race from hell[00:01:21]
Its a disgrace from hell[00:01:23]
Fell face first in the self hate[00:01:25]
Burst into tears when I hear my own hellish name cursed[00:01:27]
If I seem timid its only because every mirror[00:01:30]
That I saw back then had the[00:01:32]
Earths ugliest human being in it[00:01:34]
And with that said they would kick me till[00:01:37]
They got tired or I act dead[00:01:40]
And I have to tell ya'll that the obvious part[00:01:41]
That I always feel free when I'm talking to god[00:01:44]
Alone on the playground friday afternoon[00:01:47]
And the old sister who hums gospel toons[00:01:50]
I saw her notice getting closer[00:01:53]
She approached me[00:01:56]
And put a knowing hand on my shoulder[00:01:57]
And booked my feelings[00:01:59]
Cause she looked at me in a way[00:02:00]
That adults very seldom look at children[00:02:02]
And with the wisdom only earned by years[00:02:05]
She read my thoughts and[00:02:07]
She welled up with tears and said[00:02:09]
You look the way you do because you're special[00:02:10]
Not the short bus way I mean[00:02:13]
That god's gonna test you[00:02:14]
And all of this pain is training for the day when you[00:02:16]
Will have to lead with the gift god gave to you[00:02:19]
Grown folks don't see it but the babies do[00:02:22]
And there's a chance that you can save a few[00:02:25]
And time will prove that she started my movement[00:02:27]
She didn't tell me to take it she told me to use it[00:02:30]
The second time poppa ripped the womb open early[00:02:45]
And exposed me to the coldness life prematurely[00:02:47]
Where mom's love used to live now housed denial[00:02:50]
And when that decayed it made it bitter and spiteful[00:02:53]
But me and my runaway we share something special[00:02:56]
Rode into the sunset can barely can tough the pedals[00:02:59]
No strings attached screaming f**k geppetto[00:03:02]
We may live in the gutter but we cling to each other[00:03:04]
A week before my son came I caught a bad bounce[00:03:07]
And had to step to mom with my hands out[00:03:10]
And momma proved the two of us could not live in that house[00:03:13]
She lied to the police so they would throw us in the streets[00:03:16]
And separating from you is something that I feel I must do[00:03:19]
Its not that I don't love you its more that I don't trust you[00:03:22]
Its been a year since I've seen a living relative[00:03:24]
And it's just now that I'm starting to live[00:03:27]
But while I'm sitting here choking on tears wishing that I didn't care[00:03:30]
Feeling all alone in this hemisphere I swear upon everything I hold dear[00:03:33]
And then my wife comes near and I hear a voice whisper in my ear[00:03:38]
You're going through all of this because you're special[00:03:42]
Not no superstar shit I mean that god had to test you[00:03:44]
And all of this pain has been training for the day when you[00:03:47]
Would lead us with the gift god gave to you[00:03:50]
Your parents might not see it but your babies do[00:03:53]
And there's a chance that you can save a few[00:03:56]
And time will prove that she started my movement[00:03:59]
She didn't tell me to take it she told me to use it[00:04:02]
So I use it[00:04:06]