所属专辑:Snare Lustrous Doomings (Live)
歌手: Of Montreal
时长: 04:21
Triumph Of Disintegration - Of Montreal[00:00:00]
The last ten days have been a motherfucker,[00:00:00]
I didn’t know if I’d survive[00:00:05]
The voice with the synapse that calls blood bats[00:00:24]
into action has now entered the tablelands[00:00:26]
It’s only natural to feel a little imbalanced,[00:00:31]
it’s a symptom of your hysterical[00:00:35]
need to be understood[00:00:37]
You had to forgive your enemy cause[00:00:47]
it was making you psychotic[00:00:48]
to keep fighting him inside of your head[00:00:49]
But how could you allow these people[00:00:54]
whom you don’t even respect [00:00:56]
to rape your self concept[00:00:58]
and make your inner world an ugliness?[00:01:00]
Thrashed through the forest like a tormented brute,[00:01:21]
I had to make myself a monster just[00:01:26]
to feel something ugly enough to be true[00:01:29]
And then scratching wildly[00:01:34]
at the mirror in my heart to see [00:01:37]
their doleful faces[00:01:39]
What is the flaw in just running away?[00:01:41]
Running away fixes everything,[00:01:46]
how can I why should I stay?[00:01:50]
Just to view the triumph of disintegration?[00:01:53]
To live beneath language, or far above,[00:02:05]
it’s really not that different[00:02:08]
At least now that the one thing [00:02:13]
that is good about me[00:02:15]
Has begun to express itself in malicious ways[00:02:17]
Thrashed through the forest like a tormented brute[00:02:40]
I had to make myself a monster just[00:02:44]
to feel something ugly enough to be true[00:02:47]
And then scratching wildly at the mirror in my heart[00:02:53]
to see their doleful faces[00:02:57]
What is the flaw in just running away?[00:03:00]
Running away fixes everything, [00:03:05]
can I why should I stay?[00:03:09]
Just to see the triumph of disintegration?[00:03:12]
Victories of devastation?[00:03:16]