FEAR. (害怕) (Clean) - Kendrick Lamar (肯德里克·拉马尔) // Written by:Alan Maman/Dale Warren/Kendrick Lamar // Poverty's paradise 苦难才是救赎 I don't think I could find a way to make it on this earth 在这个地球上 我不认为我可以找到出路来摆脱现在的困境 I've been hungry all my life 我的一生都在贫困线上挣扎 What's up family 我的家庭于我来说 更是一场灾难 Yeah it's yo cousin Carl man just givin' you a call man 你的侄子卡尔刚给你打了个电话求救 伙计 I know you been havin' a lot on yo mind lately 我知道你最近过得很艰难 And I know you feel like 我知道你感觉失意沮丧 You know people ain't been prayin' for you 你明白 别人不会对你心生怜悯 But you have to understand this man 但是你要对我心怀善念 That we are a cursed people 因为我们都是那种被命运诅咒的人 Deuteronomy 28:28 says 旧约中说 The Lord shall smite thee with madness 耶和华必用癫狂 And blindness and astonishment of heart 盲目和心惊来将你打击 See family 看看你的家庭 That's why you feel like you feel like you got a chip on your shoulder 你感觉这是你需要背负的责任 Until you finally get the memo you will always feel that way 直到你找到灵魂的救赎以后 你会永远背负着这个重担 Why God why God do I gotta suffer 上帝 为何我要苦苦挣扎 Pain in my heart carry burdens full of struggle 我的内心伤痕累累 为何我总是身负重担 拼命挣扎 Why God why God do I gotta bleed 上帝 为何我总是受伤流血 Every stone thrown at you restin' at my feet 我想要报复这个世界 宣泄我的怒气 Why God why God do I gotta suffer 上帝 为何我要苦苦挣扎 Earth is no more won't you burn this muh'f**ka 这已经不是原来的那个世界 你要将这浊世彻底推翻 I don't think I could find a way to make it on this earth 在这个地球上 我不认为我可以找到出路来摆脱现在的困境 I beat yo a** keep talkin' back 如果你敢顶撞我 我就会打你 I beat yo a** who bought you that 如果你敢不听我的号令 我就会打你 You stole it I beat yo a** if you say that game is broken 如果你敢偷盗 如果你破坏我们之间的约定 我就会打你 I beat yo a** if you jump on my couch 如果你敢在沙发上乱跳 我就会打你 I beat yo a** if you walk in this house 如果你在房间里四处游荡 我就会打你 With tears in your eyes runnin' from Poo Poo and Prentice 当你只能向朋友们诉说委屈 痛哭流涕 Go back outside I beat yo a** lil n**ga 你们都给我出去 不然的话 你和你的伙伴们都要挨打 That homework better be finished I beat yo a** 你最好完成了那些家庭作业 不然的话 我就会打你 Your teachers better not be b**chin' 'bout you in class 你的老师们最好不要向我告你的状 That pizza better not be wasted you eat it all 你最好将那块披萨全部吃掉 That TV better not be loud if you got it on 当你观看电视节目的时候 你最好小声一点 Them Jordans better not get dirty when I just bought 'em 你最好不要弄脏刚给你买的乔丹运动鞋 Better not hear 'bout you humpin' on Keisha's daughter 难道你没听说过那个叫Keisha的女孩的遭遇 Better not hear you got caught up 你最好不要卷入到那场丑闻里 I beat yo a** you better not run to your father 我打你的时候 你最好不要向你的父亲求救 I beat yo a** you know my patience runnin' thin 我打你的时候 你知道我的耐心已经耗尽 I got buku payments to make 我还有一大堆债务要还 County building's on my a** tryna take my food stamps away 我正在为这个国家拼尽全力 努力改变我们现在所处的困境 I beat yo a** if you tell them social workers he live here 如果你敢向社工告密 我就会痛揍你 I beat yo a** if I beat yo a** twice and you still here 如果你一再顶撞我的教训 我就会痛揍你 Seven years old think you run this house by yourself 你独自撑起了这个家已经整整七年的时间了 N**ga you gon' fear me if you don't fear no one else 如果你觉得自己无所畏惧 那么我就是你唯一的恐惧 If I could smoke fear away I'd roll that mothaf**ka up 如果我能驱赶走这种恐惧 我会马上付诸行动 And then I'd take two puffs 现在 我要稍微休息一下 I'm high now I'm high now 我现在感到无比兴奋 I'm high now I'm high now 我现在感到无比兴奋 Life's a b**ch pull them panties to the side now 生活只会肆意践踏你 你要奋起抗击 I don't think I could find a way to make it on this earth 在这个地球上 我不认为我可以找到出路来摆脱现在的困境 I'll prolly die anonymous 我大概会默默无闻地死去 I'll prolly die with promises 我大概会为了实现承诺而死去 I'll prolly die walkin' back home from the candy house 我大概会在回家的路上死去 I'll prolly die because these colors are standin' out 我大概会在失去所有的快乐之后 默默死去 I'll prolly die because I ain't know Demarcus was snitchin' 当我的挚友德马库斯被出卖的时候 我大概就会死去 I'll prolly die at these house parties f**kin' with b**ches 我大概会在这个派对上 在跟美女欢愉的时候死去 I'll prolly die from witnesses leavin' me falsed accused 在我被目击者错认的时候 我大概就会因此死去 I'll prolly die from thinkin' that me and your hood was cool 我大概会在帮派斗争中死去 Or maybe die from pressin' the line actin' too extra 或许我会因为没有完美地伪装自己 而被警察识破而死去 Or maybe die because these smokers are more than desperate 或许我会被那些犯了**的人们杀死 I'll prolly die from one of these bats and blue badges 我大概会死于警察之手 Body-slammed on black and white paint my bones snappin' 他们将我击倒在地 让我身负重伤 Or maybe die from panic or die from bein' too lax 或者会死于恐慌 或者会死于松懈 Or die from waitin' on it die 'cause I'm movin' too fast 或者死于等待 因为我的行动是如此迅疾 I'll prolly die tryna buy w**d at the apartments 我大概会死于购买**的途中 I'll prolly die tryna defuse two homies arguin' 我大概会死于平息争斗的过程中 I'll prolly die 'cause that's what you do when you're 17 我大概会为17岁那年犯下的错误付出生命 All worries in a hurry I wish I controlled things 我感到如此恐慌 我希望我能控制住事态的发展 If I could smoke fear away I'd roll that mothaf**ka up 如果我能驱赶走这种恐惧 我会马上付诸行动 And then I'd take two puffs 现在 我要稍微休息一下 I've been hungry all my life 我的一生都在贫困线上挣扎 I'm high now I'm high now 我现在感到无比兴奋 I'm high now I'm high now 我现在感到无比兴奋 Life's a b**ch pull them panties to the side now 生活只会肆意践踏你 你要奋起抗击 Now 就是现在 When I was 27 I grew accustomed to more fear 当我27岁的时候 我已经习惯了与这些恐惧为伴 Accumulated 10 times over throughout the years 在过去的十年间 这些恐惧有增无减 My newfound life made all of me magnified 我的新生活让我变得放荡浮夸 How many accolades do I need to block denial 究竟我需要多少的赞扬 才能抵消掉我心中的恐惧 The shock value of my success put bolts in me 我所获得的巨大盛名 让我深深为之沉迷 All this money is God playin' a joke on me 我的这些财富 或许只是上帝给我开的一个玩笑 Is it for the moment and will he see me as Job 或许这些都不过是镜花水月 这只是上帝对我的试炼 Take it from me and leave me worse than I was before 他终会把一切都夺走 让我陷入更加窘迫的际遇 At 27 my biggest fear was losin' it all 在我27岁的时候 我最大的恐惧就是丧失现在所拥有的一切 Scared to spend money had me sleepin' from hall to hall 害怕将财富挥霍一空 我不停地流浪来回避我心中的恐惧 Scared to go back to Section 8 with my mama stressin' 害怕重新回到被我妈妈压迫的那些日子 30 shows a month and I still won't buy me no Lexus 即便一个月有30场演出 我仍然不敢给自己购入豪车代步 What is an advisor somebody that's holdin' my checks 我想请一位专业人士来打理我的财富 Just to f**k me over and put my finances in debt 只要让我度过难关 还清我的所有债务就好 I read a case about Rihanna's accountant and wondered 我阅读了关于蕾哈娜破产的新闻 我十分好奇 How did the Bad Girl feel when she looked at them numbers 当这个女孩获得了如此之巨的财富 她有着怎样的感受 The type of sh*t'll make me flip out and just kill somethin' 这个新闻让我感到开心至极 我也开始满足自己的物欲 Drill somethin' get ill and fill ratchets with a lil' somethin' 寻欢作乐 买下豪车 I practiced runnin' from fear guess I had some good luck 我开始与我的恐惧周旋 我猜幸运女神要对我展露微笑了 At 27 years old my biggest fear was bein' judged 在我27岁的时候 我最大的恐惧是被人评判 How they look at me reflect on myself my family my city 他们对我的看法 会影响到我的家庭和我的城市 What they say 'bout me reveal if my reputation would miss me 他们对我的诋毁 同时也反映着我的声名鹊起 What they see from me would trickle down generations in time 他们会从我的身上看到未来的身影 What they hear from me would make 'em highlight my simplest lines 他们会从我的声音中受到鼓舞 I'm talkin' fear fear of losin' creativity 我正在谈论着恐惧 我害怕会丧失创造力 I'm talkin' fear fear of missin' out on you and me 我正在谈论着恐惧 这是我们身上都存在着的东西 I'm talkin' fear fear of losin' loyalty from pride 我正在谈论着恐惧 我害怕会失去我的骄傲和忠诚 'Cause my DNA won't let me involve in the light of God 因为我的基因不会让我沐浴到上帝的光芒 I'm talkin' fear fear that my humbleness is gone 我正在谈论着恐惧 我害怕会丢失我的谦逊之心 I'm talkin' fear fear that love ain't livin' here no more 我正在谈论着恐惧 我害怕这世上爱已经逝去 I'm talkin' fear fear that it's wickedness or weakness 我正在谈论着恐惧 我害怕着邪恶的势力和人类的无力 Fear whatever it is both is distinctive 我们都怀有各种各样的恐惧 Fear what happens on Earth stays on Earth 恐惧在这个地球上无所不在 And I can't take these feelings with me so hopefully they disperse 我无法再忍受这种感觉 我真心希望它们赶快逝去 Within fourteen tracks carried out over wax 我用这些歌曲抒发出我的情绪 Searchin' for resolutions until somebody get back 寻求着解脱 直到身负天命的人出现 Fear what happens on Earth stays on Earth 恐惧在这个地球上无所不在 And I can't take these feelings with me so hopefully they disperse 我无法再忍受这种感觉 我真心希望它们赶快消失 Within fourteen tracks carried out over wax 我用这些歌曲抒发出我的情绪 Wonderin' if I'm livin' through fear or livin' through rap 想知道我是否能在这恐惧中生存 用说唱度过这些难关 Damn // Goddamn you 你会下地狱的 Goddamn me 我也会下地狱 Goddamn us 我们都会下地狱 Goddamn we 我们都会受到上帝的惩罚 Goddamn us all 我们所有人都会受到上帝的惩罚 Verse two says 接下来的歌词 我要表达的是 You only have I known of all the families of the Earth 你的遭遇只是这地球上千千万万家庭的缩影 Therefore I will punish you for all your iniquities 因此 我会因你的罪孽给予你应得的惩罚 So until we come back to these commandments 那么我们就能重新遵守上帝的戒律 Until you come back to these commandments 直到你也谨遵这些戒律 We're gonna feel this way we're gonna be under this curse 我们会遭受暴政 我们会在诅咒中生存 Because he said he's gonna punish us the so-called Blacks Hispanics 因为总统宣称 他会因所谓的人种和移民政策而惩罚我们 And Native American Indians are the true children of Israel 那些生活在美国的印度籍人们就像失去家园的以色列人一样 We are the Israelites according to the Bible The children of Israel