So can you rescue me 那么 你能拯救我吗 Because my ship is sinking 因为我遇到海难了 And I'm drowning at sea 我在海上溺水 So can you rescue me from me 那么 你能拯救我吗 救救我 Can you rescue me 你能拯救我吗 I was losing my mind like I was trying to lose it 我六神无主 就像我快要丢掉小命一样 Using my time for using abusing my grind 充分利用我的时间 饱受着折磨 This is my own honest view of who I am behind this music 在这之后 我真诚地面对我自己还有音乐 Ryan the whole bottle of patron Connoisseur Ryan可是这瓶龙舌兰的行家 At a point in time I thought I blew it doing crime 就在此时此刻 我想搞砸它 做点坏事 I would've washed a pill down with a shot of my own spinal fluid 我将会吞下一颗药丸 将它注入我的脊髓之中 And my momma knew it she saw especially right through it 我的妈妈知道这个 她知道整个经过 That I wasn't protected because peer pressure be like (do it) 我并没有任何防卫 因为每份压力都会像那样 就那样做 But I couldn't fight through it the beef started 但是我不能面对它 牢骚又开始了 The streets caught up at least we didn't get caught up in deceased orders 在街上 我至少没有陷入死亡的命令 It's Slaughterhouse cause Shady me Porter 这是屠宰场 因为Shady 我 Porter Sat down and made peace over Porterhouse and peace Porter 坐下来 让我们在Porterhouse里享受安宁并且让Porter得以平静 Some stupid b**ch done turned my girl against me 一些蠢女人竟然挑拨我的女孩背叛我 Should've tattooed the earth on my arm feel like the world's against me 真应该在我的胳膊上纹上地球的图样 就像世界都在对抗着我 Soon as I paraded here come the rain falling the name calling 当我在游行时 突然大雨如注 呼喊声一片 From the cuz I never met with his hand out like I'm straight balling 因为我从没见过他的手伸出来 就像我是个直线球 Feel like I knocked the 8 ball in 就像我把八号球打进洞里 Every time I shoot a move I literally can't call it 每次我移动一下 我简直不能直视他 Am I afraid of success Let me think on it 难道我害怕成功吗 让我好好想想 I just got nervous let me drink on it 我有点紧张 让我喝两杯 Think I just answered yes but not on purpose 我想我会给出肯定的答案 但不是有意的 I pass the church and through the Son Father and Holy Spirt 我路过教堂 见到圣子 圣父以及圣灵 But I'm only near it man I need to pass the service 但是我只是接近它 伙计 我需要被拯救 I'm drowning cause I'm so tired of treading 我正在沉溺 因为我无力自救 So Lord when you get a second please 那么 主啊 你什么时候才会再次向我伸出援助之手 So can you rescue me 那么 你能拯救我吗 Because my ship is sinking 因为我遇到海难了 And I'm drowning at sea 我在海上溺水 So can you rescue me from me 那么 你能拯救我吗 救救我 Can you rescue me 你能拯救我吗 I wake up and my shirt is leaking covered in sweat 我醒来 我的衬衣被侵湿 夹杂着泥土 I'm dreaming of being murdered when I'm sleeping 真希望在我熟睡的时候失去生命 Picture a person beefing with himself 想象着一个人自言自语 And it's even worse when I'm drinking 这甚至比我酩酊大醉的时候还要糟糕 It hurts when I'm thinking me versus my personal demons 当我在思考时 这真令人受伤 我对抗着我的魔鬼 I'm reaching for my nine 我伸手去拿我的东西 If I point it at myself will it help to quiet the demons screaming in my mind 如果我指向我自己 那会帮助我平息我内心中疯狂尖叫的魔鬼吗 And if I go to the other side 如果我离开 去往另一边 Just tell my mother it was her prayers that kept her young'un thugging son alive 告诉我的妈妈 她的祈祷让她暴戾的孩子仍然活着 Plus my daughters and my butterfly tell my son that I love him 还有我的女儿和我的妻子 告诉我的儿子 我爱他