Lose Myself (迷失自我) (《冲浪季节》电影插曲) - Lauryn Hill (劳伦·希尔) // I used to do it for the love a long time ago 很久以前 我曾为了爱这么做过 And all I ever wanted was love 那时我所想的只有爱 I used to love without fear a long time ago 很久以前 我曾无所畏惧地爱过 And all I ever wanted was love 那时我所想的只有爱 Then somebody came around and tried to hurt me 然后某人出现了 想要伤害我 Try to make me feel like I was unworthy 想要让我觉得我不值得这么做 Took a pure love and tried to make it dirty 想要将一份纯洁的爱变得肮脏 Truth was they never did deserve me no 真相就是 这些都不是我应得的 I had to lose myself so I could love you better 我必须得失去自我 才能更好地去爱你 I had to lose myself had to lose myself 我必须得失去自我 So I could love you better 才能更好地去爱你 I had to lose myself had to lose myself 我必须得失去自我 So I could love you better 才能更好地去爱你 Lose myself in love 在爱中迷失自我 And that's just the way it is 只能这样了 Couldn't tell me I was in love when I needed it 当我需要爱的时候 我无法告诉自己我就在爱里 When all I ever wanted was love 我想要的只是爱 Should a told me I was worth receiving it 能不能有人告诉我 我值得得到爱 When all I ever wanted was love 我想要的只是爱 There's something awkward about the selflessness 无私这东西有点奇怪 It takes to 它需要 Give love and the good that it makes you 付出爱和美好的东西 True love can never really forsake you 真爱是永远不会放弃你的 But it took a little while just for me to see 但要花费点时间 我才能看得到 I had to lose myself so I could love you better 我必须得失去自我 才能更好地去爱你 I had to lose myself had to lose myself 我必须得失去自我 So I could love you better 才能更好地去爱你 Had to lose myself in love 必须得让自己迷失在爱里 And that's just the way it is 只能这样了 I had a paralyzing fear of facing failure 我面对失败时有种麻痹的恐惧 And I couldn't love you perfectly with that fear in my head 这恐惧只要在我脑海里 我就无法好好地去爱你 So I perilously had to face the danger 所以我冒着险去面对危险 So I could come back and love you whole instead 所以我可以回来爱你的全部 All of your soul I said 而不只是爱你的灵魂 So I could make it better 所以我能够做得更好 I had to lose myself had to lose myself 我必须得失去自我 So I could love you better 才能更好地去爱你 Had to lose myself had to lose myself 必须得失去自我 So I could love you better 才能更好地去爱你 Lose myself in love 在爱中迷失自我 And that's just the way 只能这样了 And so it goes that I never meant to hurt you 一切都走远了 我从没想过要伤害你 Couldn't stay but I never meant to desert you 我不能留下来 但我从来没想过要抛弃你 Whole lot a things I just had to work through 有许多事情我要处理明白 Time to heal and restore my self-worth too 需要时间来治愈 我的个人价值也要重新凝聚 Confrontation of my fears and anxiety 直面我的恐惧和焦虑 Cried a whole lot of years I suffered quietly 哭泣了这么多年 我安静地经历磨难 And though it may have taken years I can finally 虽然这花去了很多年 Tell you that you were always on my mind 但我终于可以告诉你 你一直在我的心里 I had to lose myself so I could love you better 我必须得失去自我 才能更好地去爱你 Had to lose myself had to lose myself 必须得失去自我 So I could love you better 才能更好地去爱你 Had to lose myself had to lose myself 必须得失去自我 So I could love you better 才能更好地去爱你 Had to lose myself 必须得失去自我 And that's just the way 只能这样了 Takes strength to absorb all the abuse I did 承受所有我受到的虐待需要力量