[00:00:00] Intro - RittZ [00:00:35] // [00:00:35] Dear Lord thank you for letting me be here to see another day again [00:00:39] 亲爱的上帝 谢谢你让我再次看到希望 [00:00:39] I'm grateful to be alive God bless the souls that came in with I'm so lucky [00:00:44] 我多庆幸我还活着 被上帝保佑的人是如此幸运 [00:00:44] To have a good family that loves me [00:00:46] 拥有爱你的家人是多么重要 [00:00:46] Please let my girl know how much I love her [00:00:48] 请让我的女孩知道我有多爱她 [00:00:48] Sorry that we're both so unhealthy [00:00:49] 很抱歉 我们曾经那么颓废 [00:00:49] I feel so guilty [00:00:51] 我羞愧难当 [00:00:51] Everytime I pray I feel like I ask her to help me [00:00:53] 每次我祈祷着 就像在乞求她的帮助 [00:00:53] I don't pray with the hopes to get wealthy [00:00:55] 我不祈求财富 [00:00:55] I just want succes I know it sounds selfish [00:00:57] 我只想美梦成真 我知道听起来狂妄不堪 [00:00:57] I thought I'm gonna screw her [00:00:59] 我知道我在逼迫她 [00:00:59] I finally had the chance to fix it [00:01:01] 我终于有机会弥补 [00:01:01] I signed a record deal all these years [00:01:03] 这些年来 我终于签了一家唱片公司 [00:01:03] I wish I was more optimistic [00:01:04] 我真的希望我可以乐观一点 [00:01:04] I'm really just scared [00:01:06] 但我真的害怕 [00:01:06] What if they don't like what they hear [00:01:08] 如果他们不喜欢我的歌 [00:01:08] What if I don't make a career out of music [00:01:10] 如果我不能在音乐上有一番成就 [00:01:10] What am I supposed to do then [00:01:11] 到那时我该怎么办 [00:01:11] I'm always getting jobs [00:01:14] 我不断地找工作 [00:01:14] I hate to see my face in the mirror [00:01:15] 我讨厌看到镜子里自己的脸 [00:01:15] And I wrote about everything so many times [00:01:17] 我把所有的题材都写尽 [00:01:17] I don't have inspiration to spare [00:01:19] 就要江郎才尽 [00:01:19] I barely even hear [00:01:20] 我看不到 [00:01:20] I've been down on the road [00:01:21] 路的尽头 [00:01:21] And I feel like I've been gone all year [00:01:22] 我不知道还要走多久 [00:01:22] Even when I'm home there's so much pressure to be here [00:01:24] 即使我休假在家 也不曾放弃努力 [00:01:24] It's hard to feel like I'm all there [00:01:26] 我找不到自我 [00:01:26] So many wish they could ress for a living [00:01:28] 如此多的梦想 他们本可以靠说唱谋生 [00:01:28] So complain about us it's unfair [00:01:30] 如果抱怨生活 实在太不公平 [00:01:30] Some days I feel like I've been living in a dream [00:01:32] 一直以来我都醉生梦死 [00:01:32] Other times feeling like a nightmare [00:01:33] 其它时间都像个噩梦 [00:01:33] And I need some of my peers [00:01:34] 我需要一些同龄人的建议 [00:01:34] 'Cause I have a bunch of songs to write [00:01:35] 因为我还要创作很多歌曲 [00:01:35] And I feel like my future depends on this [00:01:37] 我觉得我的未来就指望这个作品了 [00:01:37] Gotta rid myself of mirror plus these hand chips [00:01:39] 我得卸下心防 不惧尺度 [00:01:39] Gotta get some confidence up in my paymentship [00:01:41] 在创造过程中找回自信 [00:01:41] And I wanna dissapoint the fans who listenin [00:01:43] 我不想让我的粉丝失望 [00:01:43] 'Cause they expectin something incredible in the end [00:01:45] 因为他们终归在期待着不可思议的事 [00:01:45] But that pain I'm nothing as I regain to get my strive back [00:01:47] 如果没有他们我也将不复存在 [00:01:47] I'ma went with them when I was a kid [00:01:49] 小时候 [00:01:49] My dad just play the guitar [00:01:50] 我爸爸是一个吉他手 [00:01:50] Me and my brother would pretend that we was in a band [00:01:52] 我和我兄弟会装作自己是乐队成员 [00:01:52] Musicians in my family dream to be stars