How Could You Leave Us - NF // Written by:Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein // How could you leave so unexpected 你怎能突然离去 让我们猝不及防 We waited we waited 我们一直等待着你 For you but you just left us 但是一切都是枉然 We needed you I needed you 我们需要你 我需要你 Yo I don't know what it's like to be addicted to pills 我不知道 沉迷于** 到底是怎样一种感觉 But I do know what it's like to be a witness it kills 但是我知道 目睹亲人因它离去 我感到五雷轰顶 Mama told me she loved me I'm thinkin' this isn't real 妈妈告诉我 她很爱我 但是我却觉得这很荒谬 I think of you when I get a whiff of that cigarette smell yeah 当我闻到烟草的味道 我才会想起你的身影 Welcome to the bottom of hell 欢迎来到十八层地狱 They say pain is a prison let me out of my cell 人们说痛楚如囚 我只想逃离这苦牢 You say you proud of me but you don't know me that well 你说以我为荣 可你对我根本一无所知 Sit in my room tears running down my face and I yell 坐在房里 泣不成声的我无助地吼叫 Into my pillowcases you say you coming to get us 在上一秒还在枕边 说好你会来接我 Then call' em a minute later just to tell us you not I'm humiliated 下一秒你却反悔 留我在校门口无地自容 I'm in a room with a parent that I don't barely know 我在房间里对着素不相识的父母感到无所适从 Some lady in the corner watching us while she's taking notes 那些社工看着蜷缩在墙角的我们 无动于衷 I don't get it mom don't you want to watch your babies grow 我真的不明白 妈妈你真的不想看着孩子慢慢长大吗 I guess pills are more important all you have to say is no 我想**比我重要得多 我只想你拒绝这些** But you won't do it will you 可你根本不会这样做 You gon' keep popping 'til those pills kill you 不弄死自己 你根本不会回头 I know you're gone but I can still feel you 明知你去世 却仍觉得你还没走 Why would you leave us why would you leave us here 你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们 How could you leave us here 为什么要离开我们 How could you leave us why would you leave us oh 你怎能就这样一走了之 Hey // I got this picture in my room and it kills me 看着墙上的家庭合照 让我心痛至死 But I don't need a picture of my mom I need the real thing 我并不想要照片里的母亲 我要真实的你 Now a relationship is something we won't ever have 如今我们之间的亲情已经荡然无存 Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had 为何我会觉得心中怅然若失 You should have been there when I graduated 你应该出现在我的毕业典礼上 Told me you loved me and congratulations instead you left us at the window waiting 告诉你爱我 然后为我欢庆 而不是让我在窗前苦苦地呼唤着你 Where you at mom 你在哪儿 妈妈 We're too young to understand where you at huh 是不是因为我们年少无知 才会找不到你的身影 Yeah I know them drugs have got you held captive 是的 我知道那些**让你沉迷 I can see it in your eyes they got your mind captured 我能看到你眼中的欲望 将你的心智困住 Some say it's fun to get the high but I am not laughing 有人说这是一种极乐 但我却笑不出来 And what you don't realize and what you not graspin' 或许你当时根本意识不到它会给你带来的伤害 That I was nothing but a kid who couldn't understand it 我不过是个孩子 我根本理解不了 I ain't gon' say that I forgive you' cause it hasn't happened 我永远不会原谅你 因为现实将我刺痛 I thought that maybe I'd feel better as time passes 我想 或许时间会抚平我的伤痛 If you really cared for me then where you at then 如果你真的关心我 那么你现在到底在哪里 Why would you leave us why would you leave us here 你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们 How could you leave us here 你怎能就这样一走了之 How could you leave us why would you leave us oh