[00:00:00] How Could You Leave Us - NF
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[00:00:01] Written by：Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein
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[00:00:10] How could you leave so unexpected
[00:00:17] 你怎能突然离去 让我们猝不及防
[00:00:17] We waited we waited
[00:00:22] 我们一直等待着你
[00:00:22] For you but you just left us
[00:00:28] 但是一切都是枉然
[00:00:28] We needed you I needed you
[00:00:34] 我们需要你 我需要你
[00:00:34] Yo I don't know what it's like to be addicted to pills
[00:00:37] 我不知道 沉迷于** 到底是怎样一种感觉
[00:00:37] But I do know what it's like to be a witness it kills
[00:00:39] 但是我知道 目睹亲人因它离去 我感到五雷轰顶
[00:00:39] Mama told me she loved me I'm thinkin' this isn't real
[00:00:42] 妈妈告诉我 她很爱我 但是我却觉得这很荒谬
[00:00:42] I think of you when I get a whiff of that cigarette smell yeah
[00:00:46] 当我闻到烟草的味道 我才会想起你的身影
[00:00:46] Welcome to the bottom of hell
[00:00:48] 欢迎来到十八层地狱
[00:00:48] They say pain is a prison let me out of my cell
[00:00:51] 人们说痛楚如囚 我只想逃离这苦牢
[00:00:51] You say you proud of me but you don't know me that well
[00:00:54] 你说以我为荣 可你对我根本一无所知
[00:00:54] Sit in my room tears running down my face and I yell
[00:00:57] 坐在房里 泣不成声的我无助地吼叫
[00:00:57] Into my pillowcases you say you coming to get us
[00:00:59] 在上一秒还在枕边 说好你会来接我
[00:00:59] Then call' em a minute later just to tell us you not I'm humiliated
[00:01:03] 下一秒你却反悔 留我在校门口无地自容
[00:01:03] I'm in a room with a parent that I don't barely know
[00:01:06] 我在房间里对着素不相识的父母感到无所适从
[00:01:06] Some lady in the corner watching us while she's taking notes
[00:01:09] 那些社工看着蜷缩在墙角的我们 无动于衷
[00:01:09] I don't get it mom don't you want to watch your babies grow
[00:01:12] 我真的不明白 妈妈你真的不想看着孩子慢慢长大吗
[00:01:12] I guess pills are more important all you have to say is no
[00:01:15] 我想**比我重要得多 我只想你拒绝这些**
[00:01:15] But you won't do it will you
[00:01:16] 可你根本不会这样做
[00:01:16] You gon' keep popping 'til those pills kill you
[00:01:18] 不弄死自己 你根本不会回头
[00:01:18] I know you're gone but I can still feel you
[00:01:24] 明知你去世 却仍觉得你还没走
[00:01:24] Why would you leave us why would you leave us here
[00:01:30] 你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们
[00:01:30] How could you leave us here
[00:01:34] 为什么要离开我们
[00:01:34] How could you leave us why would you leave us oh
[00:01:42] 你怎能就这样一走了之
[00:01:42] Hey
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[00:01:45] I got this picture in my room and it kills me
[00:01:48] 看着墙上的家庭合照 让我心痛至死
[00:01:48] But I don't need a picture of my mom I need the real thing
[00:01:51] 我并不想要照片里的母亲 我要真实的你
[00:01:51] Now a relationship is something we won't ever have
[00:01:54] 如今我们之间的亲情已经荡然无存
[00:01:54] Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had
[00:01:57] 为何我会觉得心中怅然若失
[00:01:57] You should have been there when I graduated
[00:01:59] 你应该出现在我的毕业典礼上
[00:01:59] Told me you loved me and congratulations instead you left us at the window waiting
[00:02:03] 告诉你爱我 然后为我欢庆 而不是让我在窗前苦苦地呼唤着你
[00:02:03] Where you at mom
[00:02:05] 你在哪儿 妈妈
[00:02:05] We're too young to understand where you at huh
[00:02:08] 是不是因为我们年少无知 才会找不到你的身影
[00:02:08] Yeah I know them drugs have got you held captive
[00:02:10] 是的 我知道那些**让你沉迷
[00:02:10] I can see it in your eyes they got your mind captured
[00:02:13] 我能看到你眼中的欲望 将你的心智困住
[00:02:13] Some say it's fun to get the high but I am not laughing
[00:02:16] 有人说这是一种极乐 但我却笑不出来
[00:02:16] And what you don't realize and what you not graspin'
[00:02:19] 或许你当时根本意识不到它会给你带来的伤害
[00:02:19] That I was nothing but a kid who couldn't understand it
[00:02:22] 我不过是个孩子 我根本理解不了
[00:02:22] I ain't gon' say that I forgive you' cause it hasn't happened
[00:02:25] 我永远不会原谅你 因为现实将我刺痛
[00:02:25] I thought that maybe I'd feel better as time passes
[00:02:28] 我想 或许时间会抚平我的伤痛
[00:02:28] If you really cared for me then where you at then
[00:02:33] 如果你真的关心我 那么你现在到底在哪里
[00:02:33] Why would you leave us why would you leave us here
[00:02:39] 你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们
[00:02:39] How could you leave us here
[00:02:43] 你怎能就这样一走了之
[00:02:43] How could you leave us why would you leave us oh
[00:02:51] 你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们
[00:02:51] Hey
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[00:02:54] Our last conversation you and I sat in the living room
[00:02:57] 我们最后一次谈话 我们在卧室里促膝长谈
[00:02:57] Talking 'bout my music and I brought you some to listen to
[00:03:00] 谈起我的音乐 就给了几首小样让你听听
[00:03:00] You started cryin' telling me this isn't you
[00:03:02] 你却哭了起来 告诉我这样下去不行
[00:03:02] A couple weeks later guess you were singing' a different tune
[00:03:05] 要是再过一段时间 你肯定会改变你的想法
[00:03:05] You took them pills for the last time didn't you
[00:03:08] 最后你还是沉迷于**
[00:03:08] They took you from us once I guess they came back to finish you
[00:03:11] 它们曾把你从我身边夺走 如今你却一去不复返
[00:03:11] Cryin' my eyes out in the studio is difficult
[00:03:14] 在录音棚里痛哭流涕 这让我感觉很丢人
[00:03:14] Music is the only place that I can go to speak to you
[00:03:16] 只有通过音乐 我才能与你交谈
[00:03:16] It took everything inside of me not to scream at your funeral
[00:03:19] 我要极力控制住自己 这样我才不会在葬礼上失控
[00:03:19] Sittin' in my chair that person talking was pitiful
[00:03:22] 坐在椅子上 就连倾诉也让我感到痛苦
[00:03:22] I wish you were here mama but every time I picture you
[00:03:25] 多希望你在这里 可每当想起你
[00:03:25] All I feel is pain I hate the way I remember you
[00:03:28] 我只觉得痛苦 我憎恨思念的痛楚
[00:03:28] They found you on the floor I could tell you felt hollow
[00:03:31] 别人发现你倒在地上 我能感受到你的绝望无助
[00:03:31] Gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles
[00:03:34] 为这** 你失去了生命
[00:03:34] You gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles
[00:03:37] 你赌上了性命 沉迷于**
[00:03:37] Don't know if you hear me or not but if you're still watching ma
[00:03:41] 不知道你是否听见了我的声音 你能不能给我个回应
[00:03:41] Why would you leave us why would you leave us here
[00:03:47] 你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们
[00:03:47] How could you leave us here
[00:03:52] 你怎能就这样一走了之
[00:03:52] How could you leave us why would you leave us oh
[00:04:00] 你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们
[00:04:00] Hey
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[00:04:10] Sometimes I think about like
[00:04:14] 有时候我也会那样想
[00:04:14] Sometimes I think about things like you know
[00:04:18] 有时候我会想 我会不会像你一样
[00:04:18] When I'd have kids I'm like
[00:04:27] 如果我有孩子 我会不会像你一样
[00:04:27] You won't be there you know
[00:04:29] 你再也不会出现在我的身边
[00:04:29] You won't be there for any of that
[00:04:40] 无论发生什么 你都不会出现了
[00:04:40] And I'll never get to see you again
[00:04:44] 我再也见不到你了
[00:04:44] Sometimes I wish I would've just called you
[00:04:47] 有时候 我想给你打个电话
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