I never thought that we would break up for the better 我从没想过分手会更好一些 Should've never made the promises to each other 就不应该立下那些海誓山盟 So many things I should've said that you didn't know 那些你不知道的事情我不该提起 Coming in from a past with a heavy load 过去带来沉重的负担 But I knew that you were a good man 不过我承认你是一个好男人 Give me love' you were faithful - It showed on my hand 你曾经信心满满地爱我 我手心上有印记 I know there are questions in your mind you don't understand 我知道你脑中有一些你无法理解的问题 Through the words of this song' I wanna answer them 通过这首歌我想做些解释 Honesty (Check) 上天作证 Conversation (Check) 我心真诚 A shoulder I can lean on anytime I'm feeling stressed (Check) 一个随时可以依靠的肩膀让我紧张 Good loving (Yes) 好的爱情 The perfect soldier (Yes) 完美的士兵 Was about to say "I do'" when I know it wasn't meant 口是心非 So I 所以我 Search in my mind' trying to figure it out 我想要弄明白 And thought I was happy but I'm having some doubts 自以为很快乐 却疑虑多多 Think I found the answer and I know I must confess 我必须承认我知道的答案 I'm still in love with my ex 我仍然对前任念念不忘 And I wasn't ready when I said that I loved you 还没做好准备来爱你 And in my heart' I know that I gotta tell you 我内心深知我得告诉你 I shouldn't have gone from a situation to the next 我还没从上一段恋情中解脱 I'm still in love with my ex 我仍然对前任念念不忘 Every moment that I stayed' I dug a deeper hole 我心神不宁 I was with you but my heart wouldn't let him go 和你在一起 我忘不了他 All my family told me' "Kelly he's the one for you" 所有家人都告诉我你是我的真命天子 I know your family love me and I love them too 我爱你的家人 他们也爱我 (I'm so sorry) I'm so sorry for the pain I put you through 我很抱歉带给你这些痛苦 But you shouldn't have to suffer cause I'm confused 你本不应该承受 因为我的矛盾所引起 So much for looking forward to future plans 应该计划更长远 Lost the love of my life and I lost a friend 我失去了生命中的爱人和朋友 Good to me (Yes) 他待我很好 Security (Yes) 给我安全感 You were all the things I wanted 你是我想要的一切 Checking everything (Check' check) 审查一切 You were comforting (Yes) 你给我安慰 Romantic man (Yes) 浪漫满怀 How could I have said "I do'" when I knew it wasn't meant 我怎能口是心非 So I 所以我 Search in my mind' trying to figure it out 我想要弄明白 And thought I was happy but I'm having some doubts 自以为很快乐 却疑虑多多 Think I found the answer and I know I must confess 我必须承认我知道的答案 I'm still in love with my ex 我仍然对前任念念不忘 And I wasn't ready when I said that I loved you 还没做好准备来爱你 And in my heart' I know that I gotta tell you 我内心深知我得告诉你 I shouldn't have gone from a situation to the next 我还没从上一段恋情中解脱 I'm still in love with my ex 我仍然对前任念念不忘 Silence 保持沉默 I've gotta own this 我得赢得 I've gotta own this game 这场游戏 I can't believe I'm saying this 我不相信我会口出此言 Saying sorry is the hardest part 道歉非常艰难 Search in my mind' trying to figure it out 我想要弄明白 And thought I was happy but I'm having some doubts 自以为很快乐 却疑虑多多 Think I found the answer and I know I must confess 我必须承认我知道的答案 I'm still in love with my ex 我仍然对前任念念不忘 And I wasn't ready when I said that I loved you 还没做好准备来爱你 And in my heart' I know that I gotta tell you 我内心深知我得告诉你 I shouldn't have gone from a situation to the next 我还没从上一段恋情中解脱 I'm still in love with my ex 我仍然对前任念念不忘 Search in my mind' trying to figure it out 我想要弄明白