Chum (密友) - Earl Sweatshirt // [Hook // Something sinister to it 恍惚间天降凶兆 Pendulum swinging slow a degenerate moving 流逝中钟摆在黑暗中摇晃不定 腐化的时光蔓延开来 Through the city with criminals stealth welcome to enemy turf 整座城市被犯罪的气息笼罩着 欢迎来到敌人的地盘 Harder than immigrants work "Golf" is stitched into my shirt 敌众我寡千钧一发 我用尽一切办法进行最后的厮杀 Get up off the pavement brush the dirt up off my psyche 绝望地从街边的灌木丛中亮出*膛 从我的灵魂深处抖落一地生命的余烬 Psyche psyche 我的灵魂在低吟 [Verse 1 // It's probably been twelve years since my father left left me fatherless 依稀记得十二年前 爸爸离开我的场景 从那以后这个男人再也没有出现 And I just used to say I hate him in dishonest jest 而我也渐渐习惯用憎恨去回忆那个我不再熟悉的背影 When honestly I miss this ni**a like when I was six 似乎在我六岁的时候 我对那个男人心生了思念 And every time I got the chance to say it I would swallow it 每次话到嘴边 却戛然而止 Sixteen I'm hollow intolerant skip shots 镜头倒回到十六岁那年 我终日同泰勒发着牢骚 镜头切转 I storm that whole bottle I'll show you a role model 我举起酒瓶一饮而尽 让你看看什么才是真正的汉子 I'm drunk pissy pissing on somebody front lawn 当时我喝得不省人事 酩酊间好像对别人不敬 Trying to figure out how and when the f**k I missed moderate 我绞尽脑汁 想知道从何时起我开始不再思念那个不负责任的混蛋 Momma often was offering peace offerings 妈妈想尽一切方法来弥补我从未拥有过的父爱 Think wheeze cough scoffing and he's off again 每次想到这里 不禁暗自叹息 对他的离开嗤之以鼻 Searching for a big brother Tyler was that 而Tyler当之无愧是我的大哥哥 And plus he liked how I rap the blunted mice in the trap 因为他能听懂我的饶舌 同样他也会给我**抽 Too black for the white kids and too white for the blacks 白色和黑色的皮肤 无论大人或者孩子都存在着无法逾越的鸿沟 From honor roll to cracking locks up off them bicycle racks 不喜欢班级里那些优等的白人学生 所以常常偷偷摸摸地撬开他们自行车的车锁 I'm indecisive I'm scatterbrained and I'm frightened it's evident 我时而犹豫不决 时而心事浮躁 同样害怕别人可以看穿我的内心 And them eyes where he hiding all them icicles at 因为他们所有人的眼中都暗藏着杀机 [Hook // [Interlude // "Can I get that oh let me get that beat in my headphones " 我只想听从耳机里传出的声音 [Verse 2 // Uh time lapse bars rhyming heart's bottomless pit 时光荏苒 空荡的屋子承载着心中那个巨大的无底洞 Was mobbin' deep as '96 Havoc and Prodigy did 我的灵魂深处正经历一场浩劫 毫无征兆 无所幸免 We were the pottymouth posse crash the party and dip 我们就是一群拉帮结伙的低俗谩骂者 With all belongings then toss em out to the audience 从未想过羞辱谁 只是将我们拥有的一切情感全部抛给听众 Nothing was f**king awesome trying to make it from the bottom 没有什么该死的家伙值得我敬畏 而那份肃穆只是境由心生 His sins feeling as hard as Vince Carter's knee cartilage is 有时也会感到绝望 就像Vince Carter的膝盖使他彻底告别了飞翔 Supreme garment and w**d gardeners garnishing spliffs 无论是身着光鲜的富人 还是衣衫褴褛的草工 都会依赖上** With Keef particles and entering apartments with 'zine article 我手里拿着仅存的杂志 抽着最后剩余的** 踱步走进这座阴郁的公寓 Tolerance for boundaries I know you happy now 我的忍耐有限 而你却要挑战我的上限 我心知你现在有点得意忘形 Craven and these Complex f**k niggas done track me down 胆怯畏缩地藏身于楼群当中 因为我知道外面有人花钱取我性命 Just to be the guys that did it like "I like attention"