Stan (斯坦) - Straight Up // My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I 茶越来越凉,我不知道为什么 Got out of bed at all 始终辗转难眠 The morning rain clouds up my window 清晨的雨遮住了我的窗 And I can't see at all 我根本就看不见 And even if I could it'll all be gray 我能看见的全都是灰色的 But your picture on my wall 墙上你的照片 It reminds me that it's not so bad 提醒我一切并没有那么糟 It's not so bad 并没有那么糟 My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I 茶越来越凉,我不知道为什么 Got out of bed at all 始终辗转难眠 The morning rain clouds up my window 清晨的雨遮住了我的窗 And I can't see at all 我根本就看不见 And even if I could it'll all be gray 我能看见的全都是灰色的 But your picture on my wall 墙上你的照片 It reminds me that it's not so bad 它提醒我一切并没有那么糟 It's not so bad 并没有那么糟 Dear Slim I wrote but you still ain't callin 亲爱的Slim,我写信给你,但你仍未答复 I left my cell my pager and my home phone at the bottom 我把我的地址、姓名和电话都留在了信末 I sent two letters back in autumn you must not-a got 'em 秋天里发了两封信,你肯定都没有收到 There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin 可能是邮局或是什么地方搞错了 Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em 有时我总是把地址写得很潦草 But anyways f**k it what's been up Man how's your daughter 但又能怎样呢 你的女儿好吗 My girlfriend's pregnant too I'm bout to be a father 我的女朋友也怀孕了 我要当爸爸了 If I have a daughter guess what I'ma call her 如果是个女儿的话猜猜我会叫她什么 I'ma name her Bonnie 我会给她起名叫Bonnie I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry 我也读到了你的Ronnie叔叔的事儿,我很难过 I had a friend kill himself over some b**ch 我有个朋友 因为一个女人不要他 Who didn't want him 而自杀了 I know you probably hear this everyday 我知道你也许每天都听到这个 But I'm your biggest fan 可我是你的头号歌迷 I even got the underground sh*t that you did with Skam 我甚至有你和Skam一起做的地下音乐 I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man 我的房间里贴满了你的海报和照片 I like the sh*t you did with Rawkus too that sh*t was fat 我也喜欢你和Rawkus的歌,那棒极了 Anyways I hope you get this man hit me back 反正,我很希望你能看见这封信,给我回信吧 Just to chat truly yours your biggest fan 只是想和你聊聊 我是你最忠诚的歌迷 This is Stan 我是Stan My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I 茶越来越凉,我不知道为什么 Got out of bed at all 始终辗转难眠 The morning rain clouds up my window window 清晨的雨遮住了我的窗 And I can't see at all 我根本就看不见 And even if I could it'll all be gray 我能看见的全都是灰色的 But your picture on my wall 但是墙上的你的照片 It reminds me that it's not so bad 提醒我一切并没有那么糟 It's not so bad 并没有那么糟 Dear Slim you still ain't called or wrote 亲爱的Slim,你还是没有给我回复 I hope you have a chance 希望你能有机会回信 I ain't mad - I just think it's F**KED UP 我还没疯,我只是认为你不给歌迷回复 You don't answer fans 简直太糟糕了 If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert 如果你不想在剧场外理我 You didn't have to 你就可以不理 But you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew 但至少应该为Matthew签个名 That's my little brother man he's only six years old 那是我的小弟弟,只有六岁 We waited in the blistering cold for you 我们在该死的寒风中等了四个小时 For four hours and you just said No 可你只是说了个 不 That's pretty shitty man 这太糟糕了 You're like his f**kin idol 伙计,那个小家伙可是把你当成了他的偶像 He wants to be just like you 他想要成为像你那样的人 Man he likes you more than I do 他比我更崇拜你 Sometimes I even cut myself 有时我也会割开手腕 To see how much it bleeds 看它到底能流多少血 It's like Adrenaline 那样非常刺激 The pain is such a sudden rush for me 那些痛楚一阵阵向我袭来 See everything you say is real 看,你说的什么事情我都认为是对的 And I respect you 'cause you tell it 因为那是你说的 My girlfriend's jealous 我女友开始嫉妒 'Cause I talk about you 24/7 因为我时时刻刻都会提到你 But she don't know you like 她不像我如此了解你 I know you Slim no one does 没人能 She don't know what it was like 她不会明白 For people like us growing up 有着我们这样成长经历的人 You've gotta call me man 你一定要回信 I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose 我是你永远都不能失去的最忠实的歌迷 Sincerely yours Stan 你真诚的朋友,Stan P S We should be together too 另外,我们本应在一起的 My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why 茶越来越凉,我不知道为什么 I got out of bed at all 始终辗转难眠 The morning rain clouds up my window window 清晨的雨遮住了我的窗 And I can't see at all 我根本就看不见 And even if I could it'd all be gray 我能看见的全都是灰色的 But your picture on my wall 但是墙上的你的照片 It reminds me that it's not so bad 它提醒我一切并没有那么糟 It's not so bad 并没有那么糟 Dear Mister I'm too good to call or write my fans 亲爱的从不搭理粉丝先生 This'll be the last package I ever send your a** 这将是我寄给你最后的邮件了 It's been six months and still no word 六个月了,你一个字都没回 I don't deserve it 我不配得到你的回信吗 I know you got my last two letters 我知道你收到了最近的两封信 I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect 我把地址写得清清楚楚 So this is my cassette I'm sending you 这回是我要寄给你的磁带 I hope you hear it 我希望你能听到 I'm in the car right now 我在车上 I'm doing 90 on the freeway 在高速路上开到90 I loved you Slim we could have been together 我爱你Slim,我们本应该在一起的 Think about it you ruined it now 想想吧 现在你把一切都毁了 I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it 我希望你会因此而失眠,你一定会梦到这一切 And when you dream I hope you can't sleep 当你梦到时 And you scream about it 你会醒来并且尖叫 I hope your conscious eats at you 我希望你会受到良心的谴责 And you can't breathe without me 失去我,你将无法呼吸 See Slim "Shut up b**ch 看看吧,slim 闭嘴 I'm trying to talk" 我正在说话呢 Hey Slim that's my girlfriend screaming in the trunk 嘿,Slim,那是我的女友在后备箱中尖叫 But I didn't slit her throat I just tied her up 但我不会割开她的喉咙,我只是绑住她 See I ain't like you 看,我才不像你呢 'Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more 因为窒息而死会让她更痛苦 And then she'll die too 而且她马上也就要死了 Well gotta go 好了,该走了 I'm almost at the bridge now 我已经到桥上了 Oh sh*t I forgot 噢,见鬼,我忘记了 How am I supposed to send this sh*t out 我怎么才能把磁带寄出去呢 Dear Stan I meant to write you sooner 亲爱的Stan,我本打算尽快回信给你 But I've just been busy 但太忙了 You said your girlfriend's pregnant now 你说你的女朋友怀孕了 How far along is she 她怎样了 Look I'm really flattered 你能给你女儿起那个名字 You would call your daughter that 我真的感到十分高兴 And here's an autograph for your brother 这里有给你弟弟要的签名 I wrote it on the starter cap 我写在了Starter棒球帽上了 I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show 很抱歉在演唱会上没能见到你 I must have missed you 我肯定是错过了 Don't think I did that sh*t intentionally 请不要认为 Just to diss you 我是故意让你生气的 And what's this sh*t you said about 但是你说你自残割自己手腕 You like to cut your wrist too