Changes (变化) - Brooke Candy (布鲁克·坎迪) // Trying to be still 我努力静下心来 I wanna believe in a love that wants me back 坚信爱人会将我救赎 I wanna believe that I can turn it around 坚信我可以扭转局面 Wanna believe that these changes are changing me chasing me to find my way out 坚信这些变动会改变着我 激励我找到出路 Try to not be small 努力活得不卑微 I wanna believe that someone never lets go 坚信有人永远不会放弃我 I wanna believe that I can turn it around 坚信我可以扭转局面 Wanna believe that these changes are changing me chasing me to find my way out 坚信这些变动会改变着我 激励我找到出路 I'mma give it to you straight no filter 我会向你说出真相 毫无隐瞒 I could live a million lives but it never killed her 我的生活有百般变化 但永远不会将初心抹杀 I was on the edge of dying feeling unfulfilled 我快要放弃 感觉毫无成就 I could cry 'til I'm blind lose my will to live 我可以哭到失明 失去生活的意志 Forgot the point of trying when I woke up in a strange place 我在一个陌生的地方醒来 已经忘记奋斗的意义 Look up to the sky asking why with a blank face 仰望天空 茫然地询问原因 How the world went grey 世界为何如此灰暗 So they kept me in a nut house 所以他们一直认为我精神有问题 Fork in the road and I had to take the hard route 在分叉路口处 我必须走完那段艰难的路程 Screamin' bloody murder was afraid I'd never get out 惊慌尖叫 害怕自己永远无法逃离这困境 Up against the wall 'til I had to let my guard down 我四处碰壁 皆因放松警惕 Clawing at the walls reach the middle then I fall down 努力奋斗 克服一切障碍 然后却一败涂地 Try to call for help but I couldn't make the call now 想要寻求帮助 但是此刻我却发不出声音 Chemical imbalance is a challenge lemme vent 心中郁闷难耐 让我发泄出来吧 When the world is forcing you to steal just to pay the rent 当这个世界逼迫着你不择手段 只是为了达到目标 I'm erratic and I'm twisted wanna fix it where's the cure 我变得性情古怪 绝望扭曲 我想要处理好这一切 但是办法何在 Room is spinnin' while I'm sinnin' and I'm fallin' to the floor 我不断地犯错 感觉世界天旋地转 最终我坠入深渊 Trying to be still 我努力静下心来 I wanna believe in a love that wants me back 坚信爱人会将我救赎 I wanna believe that I can turn it around 坚信我可以扭转局面 Wanna believe that these changes are changing me chasing me to find my way out 坚信这些变动会改变着我 激励我找到出路 Try to not be small 努力活得不卑微 I wanna believe that someone never lets go 坚信有人永远不会放弃我 I wanna believe that I can turn it around 坚信我可以扭转局面 Wanna believe that these changes are changing me chasing me to find my way out 坚信这些变动会改变着我 激励我找到出路 Getting up in front of millions is a contrast 每天醒来身边人都不同 这何等讽刺 With the slime and grime on my money making hard pass 干着污秽的行当 拿着肮脏的金钱 勉强维持生计 Live fast die young was the motto 就像格言中说的 还是及时行乐吧 I was taking off my clothes to pay the rent like I gotta 为了支付租金 我脱掉衣服 生活失去了意义 All the dudes and dudes they making moves to prove 这些纨绔子弟用他们的行动来证明 That when they win you lose and they can buy these fools 他们打败你的时候 就可以随意践踏这些傻子 They was lookin' at the p**sy with a price tag 他们看着女孩身上贴着的价格标签 Touch me how they want for the money in the dufflebag 他们可以随意抚摸我 我只想让行李袋里装满钱 Uncrumpling the ones wasn't worth it 但是才换得这么点钱 Family won't talk to me they wish that I was perfect 家人不再和我讲话 他们希望我是完美的 Out on the street and I felt defeated 在街上游荡 感觉很挫败 I was livin' out my car it was hardly heated 404

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