[00:00:48] I have to block out thoughts of you [00:00:51] 我必须停止想你 [00:00:51] So I don't lose my head [00:00:54] 那样我就不会失去理智 [00:00:54] They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed [00:00:58] 像蟑螂一样爬行 把孩子放在我的床上 [00:00:58] Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone [00:01:03] 一小卷磁带提醒我 我很孤独 [00:01:03] Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home [00:01:09] 我回想着我们的曾经 [00:01:09] There's a burning in my pride [00:01:11] 我的骄傲被燃烧殆尽 [00:01:11] A nervous bleeding in my brain [00:01:13] 我脑中的神经在流血 [00:01:13] An ounce of peace is all I want for you [00:01:16] 我只想要你稍微平静一下 [00:01:16] Will you never call again [00:01:19] 你不会再给我打电话了吗 [00:01:19] And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face [00:01:24] 你也不会再说爱我了吗 [00:01:24] And will you never try to reach me [00:01:26] 你不会再试着找到我了吗 [00:01:26] It is I that wanted space [00:01:29] 是我想要私密的空间吗 [00:01:29] Hate me today [00:01:33] 今天讨厌我 [00:01:33] Hate me tomorrow [00:01:39] 明天讨厌我 [00:01:39] Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you [00:01:49] 因为我没有为你做的事情讨厌我 [00:01:49] Hate me in ways [00:01:54] 用所有的方式恨我 [00:01:54] Yeah ways hard to swallow [00:01:59] 你恨我的方式 我难以接受 [00:01:59] Hate me so you can find me see whats good for you [00:02:11] 恨我吧 那样你就能明白 我是为你好 [00:02:11] I'm sober now for 3 whole months [00:02:13] 我现在清醒了整整3个月了 [00:02:13] It's one accomplishment that you helped me with [00:02:16] 这是你帮我取得的成就 [00:02:16] The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again [00:02:20] 这件事总是把我们分开 我不会再碰它了 [00:02:20] In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night [00:02:26] 我很感谢你在我生病的夜里照顾我 [00:02:26] While I was busy waging wars on myself [00:02:28] 在我和自己过不去的时候 [00:02:28] You were trying to stop the fight [00:02:30] 你努力让我忘记不快 [00:02:30] You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate [00:02:35] 你从未怀疑过我扭曲的想法 比如说能让我自杀的仇恨 [00:02:35] You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take [00:02:41] 在遭遇挫折时 你让我赞美自己 [00:02:41] So I'll drive so f**king far away that I'll never cross your mind [00:02:46] 所以我驾这么远的车 却没走进你的心里 [00:02:46] And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind [00:02:51] 想尽一切办法 忘了我 [00:02:51] Hate me today [00:02:55] 今天讨厌我 [00:02:55] Hate me tomorrow [00:03:01] 明天讨厌我 [00:03:01] Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you [00:03:11] 因为我没有为你做的事情讨厌我 [00:03:11] Hate me in ways [00:03:16] 用所有的方式恨我 [00:03:16] Yeah ways hard to swallow [00:03:22] 你恨我的方式 我难以接受 [00:03:22] Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you [00:03:33] 恨我吧 那样你就能明白 我是为你好 [00:03:33] And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave [00:03:38] 我和你告别 心里很难过 [00:03:38] Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made [00:03:42] 在街上游荡 因为我犯了许多错 [00:03:42] And like a baby boy I was never a lad [00:03:48] 我像一个小孩那样幼稚 [00:03:48] Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand [00:03:54] 直到我看到她哭泣 用手捧起了她的脸 [00:03:54] And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away " [00:03:58] 然后 我坐下来 对她说 让悲伤过去 [00:03:58] Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be [00:04:04] 让她绽放微笑 像以前一样耀眼 [00:04:04] And then she whispered "How can you do this to me " [00:04:10] 她低声对我说 你怎么对我这么好