Monster - Boondox // Monster how should I feel 鬼魅 我该作何感想 Creatures lie here 我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在 Looking through the window 畏缩地窥视着窗外 Monster how should I feel 鬼魅 我该作何感想 Creatures lie here 我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在 Looking through the window 畏缩地窥视着窗外 Monster how should I feel 鬼魅 我该作何感想 Creatures lie here 我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在 Looking through the window 畏缩地窥视着窗外 I'm not afraid of the dark 夜的黑暗 我并不惧怕 But I'm afraid of my heart 最让我胆怯的 是我自己的内心 And I'm afraid that everything is gonna fall apart 我更忌惮 我的世界将分崩离析 Always afraid that things will never get better 每况愈下 I went from writing down rhymes 我本来只会写歌 To typing suicide letters 如今却开始写我的遗言 Diagnosed with paranoia 医生给我开了药方 You can check my prescription 他说我二竖为虐 I'm a manic depressive 妄想症 躁郁症 心病缠身 One of my many conditions 却只是我愁潘病沈的冰山一角 I'm not a prophet though I say it 我非先知 But I'm seeing a vision 然我却已看清自己的下场 My life it was beyond it 我的人生 毫无疑问 On a one-way collision 只会走向毁灭 If ignorance is bliss 若无知是福 Then I'm devoid of any sorrows 我将高枕无忧 Cause I don't wanna know the outcome 我完全不想知道 Of today or tomorrow 未来我将有何际遇 I just wanna hide inside my own private hell 我只希望把自己 封闭在自己的地狱里 How can I ever get to heaven 如此多天使已陷落 When so many angels fell 我又该如何步入天国 I'm just a human being 我不过是个人 I'm just only being human 不过一介微残之躯 With eternity and judgement 却总有别的存在 From another always looming 赫然耸现于我的世界 It's a wonder that I made it 诡异之声萦绕不去 With these voices in my head 我能活到此刻 已属奇迹 With all these monsters at my window 鬼魅在我窗前若近若现 Staring at me in my bed 在我床前鹰瞵鹗视 Monster how should I feel 鬼魅 我该作何感想 Creatures lie here 我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在 Looking through the window 畏缩地窥视着窗外 Monster how should I feel 鬼魅 我该作何感想 Creatures lie here 我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在 Looking through the window 畏缩地窥视着窗外 Monster how should I feel 鬼魅 我该作何感想 Creatures lie here 我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在 Looking through the window 畏缩地窥视着窗外 If you're a friend to me or kin to me 无论你是朋友 亲人 An enemy or into me 仇家 抑或对我心怀情愫 I'm begging on a bended knee 我会屈膝跪下 Come and put an end to me 乞求你了断我的生命 Put me out my misery 终结我的交臂历指 Permanently no injury 一劳永逸 I'm tired of fighting entities 我是如此厌倦对付心魔 I'm running out of energy 早已力尽筋疲 Feel like a lost boy 如堕烟海 Searching for the answers 寻求了结 Just waitin' on tragedy 悲剧啊 拜托你快快降临 A heart attack or even cancer 我多希望心疾癌症能送我归西 So many monsters hiding 鬼魅无数 匿迹潜形 Waiting round the corner for us 躲藏于黑暗角落 If life is like a song 若人生如曲 I'm at the verse and searching for the chorus 我已谱写好主歌 正为副歌头疼 Maybe I should stop and take a moment 或许我该歇息片刻 思忖半晌 Put it in perspective 认真想想 Maybe I should take a knife 我该拿起匕首 And take a life and get injected 给自己个了结 I just wanna go out 我只想出去逛逛 On my own f**king terms 随心所欲 Knowing it was me that put me 我深知正是始作俑者 In the dirt and with the worms 让自己深陷泥潭 行尸走肉 I think I'll pop another pill 我想我会再嗑点药 Try to heal the I'll 让自己好过点 Wash it down with gasoline 泼上汽油 Light a match and that's for real 点燃火柴 我不是在开玩笑 But I'll just probably go to sleep 404

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