[00:00:00] Farther from Home - From Ashes to New [00:00:01] // [00:00:01] Written by:Grant McFarland/Matthew Brandyberry/Garrett Russell/Timothy D'onofrio/Christopher Musser/Branden Kreider/Daniel Kecki [00:00:12] // [00:00:12] I lay awake and look at the ceiling and wonder why [00:00:15] 我躺下睡不着 看着天花板 [00:00:15] I'm so afraid to face all these feelings and want to die [00:00:18] 想着为什么正视这种感觉 让我害怕得想死 [00:00:18] I'm out of place and nothing's appealing to stay alive [00:00:20] 我不属于这里 也没有任何东西能吸引我活着 [00:00:20] Why try to face it when it's so easy to say goodbye [00:00:24] 为什么自己还要努力去面对稍瞬即逝的生命 [00:00:24] It's all unfolding it's so controlling [00:00:27] 一切都在变化 一切都把我束缚得那么紧 [00:00:27] It tries to pull me under nothing's going right for me [00:00:30] 它想把我拉下深渊 一切都显得那么糟糕 [00:00:30] This tension's growing it tries to hold me [00:00:33] 它越拉越紧 想彻底困住我 [00:00:33] Hear me scream [00:00:36] 听听我的嘶吼 [00:00:36] I'm taking over [00:00:39] 我会接受一切 [00:00:39] With my back to the ropes I'm never letting go [00:00:42] 我抓住绳索的手 永远不会放开 [00:00:42] I'm moving closer [00:00:45] 我向前爬 [00:00:45] Everything that I know is feeling farther from home [00:00:48] 只知道这是离家越来越远的感觉 [00:00:48] I'm never giving in [00:00:50] 可我不会屈服 [00:00:50] This world I'm living in is losing color [00:00:54] 我正在我生活的世界里消失 [00:00:54] I'm taking over [00:00:57] 我会接受一切 [00:00:57] With my back to the ropes I'm never letting go [00:01:03] 我抓住绳索的手 永远不会放开 [00:01:03] I try to make the changes it's so hard to sway my mind [00:01:05] 我尽全力去改写结局 任何事都动摇不了我的意志 [00:01:05] There is no way to make it but to leave these scars behind [00:01:08] 除了流血前进 已别无他法 [00:01:08] Within my thoughts are racing I'm too far away at times [00:01:11] 有时思维胡乱飞撞 让我快要失去理智 [00:01:11] I drive myself insane it's tearing me apart inside [00:01:15] 我逼自己发狂 这能让我的情绪爆发 [00:01:15] It's all unfolding it's so controlling [00:01:18] 一切都在变化 一切都把我束缚得那么紧 [00:01:18] It tries to pull me under nothing's going right for me [00:01:21] 它想把我拉下深渊 一切都显得那么糟糕 [00:01:21] This tension's growing it tries to hold me [00:01:24] 它越拉越紧 想彻底困住我 [00:01:24] Hear me scream [00:01:26] 听听我的嘶吼 [00:01:26] I'm taking over [00:01:30] 我会接受一切 [00:01:30] With my back to the ropes I'm never letting go [00:01:33] 我抓住绳索的手 永远不会放开 [00:01:33] I'm moving closer [00:01:36] 我向前爬 [00:01:36] Everything that I know is feeling farther from home [00:01:39] 只知道这是离家越来越远的感觉 [00:01:39] I'm never giving in [00:01:41] 可我不会屈服 [00:01:41] This world I'm living in is losing color [00:01:45] 我正在我生活的世界里消失 [00:01:45] I'm taking over [00:01:48] 我会接受一切 [00:01:48] With my back to the ropes I'm never letting go [00:02:03] 我抓住绳索的手 永远不会放开 [00:02:03] I take a deep breath down inside [00:02:06] 我在深吸一口气 [00:02:06] I shake and try to breathe but I [00:02:09] 我颤抖着呼吸 [00:02:09] Hate the way that I lived my life [00:02:12] 但我厌恶现在这样的生活 [00:02:12] And it seems [00:02:15] 这看起来 [00:02:15] All the lies that I try to hide [00:02:18] 所有我努力掩盖的谎言 [00:02:18] Remind me of what I left behind [00:02:21] 都在提醒我所失去的东西 [00:02:21] Unwinding thoughts inside my mind [00:02:24] 放开思绪 让它爆发吧 [00:02:24] Hear me scream [00:02:28] 听听我的嘶吼 [00:02:28] I'm screaming out loud [00:02:42] 我在这里大声嘶吼 [00:02:42] It's all just weighing on me [00:02:45] 一切都只是想压住我