Goodbye - Slaughterhouse
//
I remember it like it just happened
我至今还是记忆犹新
I could've sworn it was a dream
我本可以说那是梦
But in reality it hit me like a nightmare
但是现实如梦魇般打击着我
Or at least that's how it seemed
至少看上去如此
I just got a grip on our relationship
我在我们的关系上起了争端
We was ironing things out started picking up steam
我们就像熨烫 开始起了蒸汽
And when we didn't need it is when it all got heated
当我们不需要的时候就是事件升级的时候
And we both said some things that we probably didn't mean
我们说出的话并非我们的本意
Then God intervened guess more was at stake
上帝为我们调停 猜想有更多东西多处于危险之中
Thought we left nothing over He put more on the plate
上帝觉得我们之间不剩什么 所以天赐丰厚
She came home from the doctor with news I've been wanting
她从医生那回来 带着我期盼已久的消息回来
Says family was incoming she's pregnant twins coming
说要添新丁了 她怀孕了 是对双胞胎
But that's gotta be a lie
但那算是个谎言
She sighed couldn't stop the tears coming from her eyes
她无奈叹息 泪流不止
That birth control she on for them it's suicide
早些服下的避孕药物依然有效 对于腹中的孩子来说是自杀
As long as it's still inside two of them wouldn't survive
只要避孕药还在 他们无法存活
Hard turn from memorable to cynical
我艰难地从难以忘怀变成愤世嫉俗
Picturing clothes for what would've been identical
幻想着那对双胞胎的样子
Similar outfits similar names
相似的服装 相似的名字
My deceased kids' ultrasound in a frame
已故的孩子终究是屏幕上的超声波
So I'm deprived of my chance to be a better dad
所以我没机会成为一个更好的父亲
Staring at my twins that I never had
看着那对我从未得到的孩子
I shed a tear looking up in the sky
擦掉眼泪 仰望天空
Even though y'all just got here goodbye
虽然你们已去了天堂 再见
Goodbye goodbye so long farewell
再见 离别 再会
But it's not the end of the chapter
但这不是章节的结尾
Goodbye goodbye so long farewell
再见 离别 再会
I'll see you again in the afterlife
死后我们还会相见
My biological sperm donor didn't wanna be a daddy
生我的人 不想做我父亲
So he hopped in his Caddy and turned corners on us
所以他戴着帽子点点头
Turned on us out the clear blue
离开了我们
His last memory of his son is seeing me through his rearview
对他儿子最后的印象是在后视镜里看我
I still love him yo but I love his brother more
我依旧爱他 但我更爱他的兄弟
My uncle showed me love no one could know
我叔叔给了我别人不理解的爱
Young and poor with a tougher road
年幼 贫穷 我有着更艰辛的路
To suffer hunger was nothing but Unc' would hold
饥饿不算什么
Us down help moms lift the motherload
叔叔一直支持着我和母亲
I got grown and
我长大了
I used to wonder what it would be like to speak to pops as a grown man
我一直在想像个男人一样和父亲谈话时会是什么样子
He provided that feeling told me to take my career into my own hands
叔叔给我了那种感觉 告诉我把事业掌控在自己手中
He was there when I had no fans
没有歌迷的时候他一直支持着我
My cellphone rings and after I answer
电话打来 我接听之后
A voice says "Your uncle's been diagnosed with cancer"
一个声音说 你叔叔被诊断出患了癌症
Worst news in my life
这是一生中最沉痛的消息
Him and chemo going 12 rounds with a disease and they both losing the fight
他在化疗与疫病周旋12回合 最后还是倒下了
I'm rushing up to Cedars-Sinai
我冲进Cedars-Sinai医院
Praying for a miracle I don't wanna see my idol die
祈祷奇迹的发生 我不想看到我的偶像死去
Before he did the look in his eyes
在那之前 我看着他的眼睛说
Said "Even though you just got here goodbye"
虽然你去了天堂 再见
404
404，您请求的文件不存在!