Ill Mind of Hopsin 7 - Hopsin // Yo f**k anybody I might alarm 无论对手是谁 我都会予以警告 Life is a tour I sit and ride along 人生是一场旅行 我一直独自前行 Taking some notes 学到了一些经验教训 And then I write the song 然后我写下这首歌 I'm staring down the road my life has gone 我注视着前路 我的人生慢慢消逝 Is this where I belong 这是不是我的归宿 Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong 不去明辨是非难道就是罪过 My mental state is f**king me up 我的精神状态让我不得安宁 And I pry the problem 我为了得到你的答案 While asking you for some answers 苦苦祈求上天 But we don't have that type of bond 但这不是我们的风格特点 That my desires gone with the way 最近 各种欲望 That I've been living lately 充斥在我的生活里 If I died right now you'd turn the fire on 如果此刻我就死去 你一定会活在水深火热里 Sick of this b******t niggas call me a sellout 厌倦了流言蜚语 人们都叫我叛徒 Cause I hopped on Christianity 因为我曾对基督教如此狂热 So strongly then I fell out 却只是三分钟热度 Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog 如今 我如丧家犬一般夹着尾巴 With his tail down 躲避一切质疑 Feeling so damn humiliated 在人们鄙夷的目光中 Because they looking 我感觉如此屈辱 At me like I'm hellbound 我感觉地狱身处地狱的边缘 What story should I tell now 现在 我该编造怎样的故事 I'll just expose the truth 我会揭露事实 I'm so close to the f**king edge 如今 我濒临地狱边缘 I should be close to you 上帝啊 我应该靠近你 But who the f**k are You 但是你到底是谁 You never showed the proof 你从不泄露一点机密 And I'm only f**king human yo 我不过是蝼蚁般的人类 What am I supposed to do 我该怎么做 There's way too many different religions 大千世界 充斥着各种各样的宗教信仰 With vivid descriptions 五花八门的神秘解读 Begging all f**king men 所有人都虔诚祈求 And women to listen 但是无人倾听 I can't even beat my dick 我甚至不能缠绵欢愉 Without getting convicted 因为那是一种罪过 These ain't wicked decisions 这些并不是邪恶想法 I got different intentions 我只是有不同的看法 I been itching to get it 我渴望获得成功 I've been given assistance 我可以从朋友那里得到帮助 But the whole f**king system is twisted 但是整个宗教系统如此扭曲 Now I'm dealing with this backlash 现在 我正在为激烈的抵制而头疼 Because Marcus isn't a Christian 因为我不是基督教徒 And I've been told 人们一直告诉我 That my sinful life is an addiction 我罪恶的一生充满了恶习 But I can't buy it 但我不会买账 It's just too hard to stand beside it 这种教义苛刻得让我无法认同 I need an answer and humans can't provide it 我需要一个真理 凡人无法提供的真理 I look at the Earth and Sun 我会细细研究地球和太阳 And I can tell a genius man designed it 我认为它们出自天才的设计 It's truly mind blowing 这是我内心真实的想法 I can't deny it 我不能否认 Is heaven real Is it fake 天堂是真是假 Is it really how I fantasize it 是否与我的幻想一致 Where's the Holy Ghost at 那些圣灵现在何方 How long it take Man to find it 人类还需在寻找的道路上跋涉多远 My mind's a nonstop tape playing 我的大脑如同不息的磁带 And I can't rewind it 我无法倒带重来 You gave me a Bible 你给我一本圣经 And expect me not to analyze it 却要求我忍住好奇不去钻研它 I'm frustrated and you provoked it 研究的结果让我沮丧 正是你引发了这一切 I'm not reading that motherf**king book 我才不会去读这样无聊的书 Because a human wrote it 因为它不过出自庸人之手 I have a f**king brain you should know it 我有我的想法 你应该知道 You gave it to me to think 你给了我思考的能力 To avoid every useless moment 避免一切无用的时刻 It was a mission that I had to abort 这正是我如今不得不终止的使命 Cause humans be lying 因为人类总在说谎 With such an inaccurate source 我们永远是误解的来源 It's gon' be hard to 我已误入歧途 Put me back on the course 请让我回到正轨 Next Jehovah's Witness 下一个耶和华见证人 To come on my porch 朝我家走来 I swear I'm slammin' the door 我发誓 我会对他甩上大门 A lot of folks believe it though 无数乡巴佬都相信他们 But I'm not surprised 但我并不感到诧异 Humans are f**king dumb 人们都太过愚蠢 Still thinkin' that Pac's alive 到现在还相信2Pac活在人世 I ain't trying to take your legacy 我并不是想诋毁 And torch it down 你留给我们的伟大遗产 I'm just saying: I ain't heard sh*t 我的意思是 我从未在你口中听到 From the horse's mouth 任何胡言乱语 Just sheep always telling stories 只是听到那些无名小卒 Of older guys 转述着古人的传奇 Who were notarized by you 传说在你现身之时 When you finally vocalized 赋予他们的权利 Now I'm supposed to bow my head 如今 我被要求低下头颅 And close my eyes 闭上眼睛 And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise 然后圣灵就会出现 Sound's like a f**king Poltergeist 听起来就像是灵异事件 Show yourself and then boom it's done 上帝啊 现身吧 你将实现教会的繁荣 Every rumor's gone 所有的流言蜚语都会逝去 I no longer doubt this sh*t 我再也不会怀疑神灵 You're the One 你就是我们唯一的主宰 I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun 那时我将承认 我罪恶的人生只是一个愚蠢儿戏 And all my old habits can hop onto 我所有的恶习 Of a roof to plunge 都将自行远离 I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds 我会将用来享乐的钱捐给靠谱的慈善机构 F**k the club instead of b**ches I'd hang 将夜店抛之脑后 比起碧池们 With a group of nuns 我更愿意与修女待在一起 And everyone 所有那些 That I ran into would know 懂我的人都知道 What I came to do 我要做什么 I wouldn't take a step unless 我不会轻举妄动 除非 It was in the name of You 是以上帝之名 I hate the fact that I have to believe 令人痛恨的是我不得不去相信所谓的圣经 You haven't been chatting 你与亚当夏娃交谈 With me like you did Adam and Eve 却对我置之不理 And I ain't seen no f**king 我从未见过会说话的蛇 Talking snake unravel from trees 盘旋在树枝上 With an apple to eat 偷食禁果的机会 That sh*t never happens to me 也从未降临 I don't know if you do or don't exist 我不知道你是否真的存在 It is driving me crazy 这让我痛苦不堪 Send your condolences 我需要你的恩赐 This is me reaching to you so don't forget 我只想接近你 所以 请不要将我忘记 If hell is truly your pit of fire 如果地狱是一片烈火 And I get thrown in it 我真的掉了进去 I'mma probably regret the fact 也许我会为这满纸荒唐 That I ever wrote this sh*t 追悔莫及 My gut feeling says it's all fake 我的本能告诉我 这一切都是胡言乱语 I hate to say it but f**k it 我不想这么说 但是该死 Sh*t I done lost faith 我失去了信仰 This isn't a small phase 这不是一段短小的过渡期 My perspective's all changed 我的整个世界观都已改变 My thoughts just keep picking 我的脑海整日忙着 Sh*t apart all day 撕裂谎言 And in my mind I make perfect sense 在我心中我有了自己完美的答案 If you aren't real 如果你是子虚乌有 Then all my prayers aren't worth a cent 那么我所有的祈祷都不值一提 That would mean 那就意味着 That I could just make up 我可以拥有 What my purpose is 自己的意愿 And I could just sit in church 我可以坐在教堂里