[00:00:00] The Beast - Sadistik [00:00:48] The song is called the beast [00:00:51] It's about feeling ugly [00:00:57] I've been whittling a niche a heart that's made of wood [00:01:00] Is feeling pitiful and sick so I'm parting ways for good [00:01:02] A minimal intent's on that could've would've should've [00:01:05] Try to look up high if I mistook the miserable events [00:01:08] I look up at the sky and I pry both my eyes open [00:01:11] So I can decide if it's worth it just to try and [00:01:14] This is what it's like when you fight all the nightmares [00:01:16] To try to find some light there [00:01:18] And hold it all in my hands [00:01:20] And the parable is done ugly duckling swan [00:01:23] Dived into the barrel of a gun [00:01:25] I spent my afternoons alone to stare into the sun [00:01:27] To attract an opposite [00:01:29] And go get married just for fun [00:01:30] Come undone predict another mental lapse [00:01:33] Screaming from the top of my lungs [00:01:35] Until the windows crack [00:01:36] Drinking all the vodka to hush all of my impulse that's [00:01:39] Seeking for the optimal buzz to get my limbs detached [00:01:43] And I'm a part of all the lies [00:01:44] This she loves me not mentality makes gardens all divide [00:01:47] The particle I hide is the iron in my blood [00:01:50] I'll set fire to the sun until the waterfalls are dry [00:01:53] Father son and holy ghost bottled rum and lonely folks [00:01:56] Dance within the lines [00:01:57] So they can swallow some and Dosey Doe [00:01:59] I'm so alone I've been living in a vacant pit [00:02:01] Just another voodoo doll victim of relationships [00:02:05] I studied every single eyelash [00:02:07] On her little face and they look like venus flytraps [00:02:11] I always knew I'd meet a nice catch [00:02:13] I didn't think that she would bite back [00:02:16] So please fail me now [00:02:18] You with the pitchfork hey bail me out [00:02:21] Man I act like a man-i-ac I just can't fight back [00:02:24] When this greyscale surrounds me [00:02:49] You say hello there I say it's hell here [00:02:51] Look at my face to find trace of swell years [00:02:55] With my tongue in my cheek [00:02:56] In spite of when I go to bite it [00:02:58] So the blood is released I try to [00:03:00] Look inside me when I summon the beast to fight him [00:03:03] So I guide him right under the sheets to hide it [00:03:06] It's a violent thrill rhythm of a silent film [00:03:08] Cycle of the moon when it's hunt and release [00:03:10] I might've been sent to jail when I'm dead-set to fail [00:03:13] I felt it coming the death sentence braille [00:03:16] Misery loves comforting and best friends prevail [00:03:19] It's The Beauty and the Beast it's La Bete et la Belle [00:03:22] Please come and kill me with a bullet made of silver [00:03:24] Or a stake inside my chest so I can finally go to sleep [00:03:27] When these lovely feelings are so cold it makes me shiver [00:03:30] When it's breaking my defense so don't go crying over me [00:03:33] Then dream of another fortune that's not average [00:03:36] Sing with a little forked tongue like a basilisk [00:03:39] These simple days of boredom are so cancerous [00:03:41] Seems like I might be sort of like a masochist [00:03:45] I'm so enamored by the swell marks [00:03:47] Breaking all the mirrors just to crawl out of my skin [00:03:50] I'm Ester Greenwood I've been trapped inside a Bell Jar [00:03:52] Believing all the speeches from a charlatan again [00:03:56] I got lectured on the matter [00:03:58] That my topics are myopic non-sequitur and scattered [00:04:00] He uses big words complex with all the patterns [00:04:04] But maybe it's for me and not you [00:04:06] I formerly denounce my former self and form deformities [00:04:09] Conform to formations that were forced to form abnormally [00:04:12] Before I forfeit my fortress and forget my fortune [00:04:15] I'll fortify so you can burn me at the stake [00:04:18] Tricyclics with an SSRI [00:04:20] Just might fix this mix of intense hard times [00:04:23] Light gets dim when I get this dark side 404

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