[00:00:01] Therapy Session - NF [00:00:18] Yeah, I gotta say like a month ago [00:00:21] I was talking to fans [00:00:23] And one of them pulled me aside and said [00:00:24] "We never met but I swear that you know who I am" [00:00:27] I been through a lot [00:00:28] I don't know how to express it to people [00:00:30] Don't think that I can but I got that mansion, [00:00:32] see diem rotation [00:00:34] That's win for me, you do not understand [00:00:36] It's crazy for me [00:00:37] Kids hit me up, say they slitting [00:00:38] they wrists on the daily [00:00:40] This music is more than you think [00:00:41] Don't book me for just entertainment, [00:00:43] it's entertaining [00:00:44] Hearing these parents, they telling their kids [00:00:46] My music is violent, you gotta be kidding me [00:00:48] I guess that your definition of violence and mine [00:00:51] Is something that we look at differently [00:00:53] How do you picture me ah? [00:00:54] Want me to smile, you want me to laugh [00:00:57] You want me to walk in the stage [00:00:59] with a smile on my face [00:01:00] When I'm mad and put on a mask, for real though [00:01:03] I mean, what you expect from me? [00:01:04] I'm tryna do this respectfully [00:01:06] They say that life is a race [00:01:07] I know my problems'll prolly catch up eventually [00:01:10] I do my best to be calm [00:01:12] How you gon' write me [00:01:13] and tell me you slaughter my family? [00:01:15] That's just a glimpse to the stuff [00:01:16] that get sent to me [00:01:17] These the parts of my life [00:01:18] that'll never see, woo [00:01:20] I am aware it's aggressive [00:01:22] I am not here for acceptance [00:01:23] I don't know what you expect here [00:01:25] But what you expect [00:01:26] when you walk in a therapy session? [00:01:29] Therapy, therapy session [00:01:38] Therapy, therapy session [00:01:46] This girl at the show looked me in the face [00:01:48] And told me her life's full of drama [00:01:51] Said that her dad is abusive [00:01:52] Apparently he likes to beat on her mama [00:01:55] I got so angry inside [00:01:56] I wanted to tell her to give me his number [00:01:59] But what you gon' do with it right? [00:02:01] You gon' hit him up then start hitting him harder [00:02:03] That's real [00:02:04] These kids, they come to my shows [00:02:06] With tears in they eyes [00:02:07] Imagine someone looking at you [00:02:08] And saying your music's the reason [00:02:10] that they are alive [00:02:11] Sometimes, I don't know how to handle it [00:02:13] This type of life isn't glamorous [00:02:15] This ain't an act for the cameras [00:02:16] You see me walk on these stages [00:02:18] but have no idea what I'm dealing with after it [00:02:20] I put it all in the open [00:02:22] This is the way that I'm coping, all my emotion [00:02:24] I'm taking pictures with thousands of people [00:02:26] But honestly, I feel like nobody knows me [00:02:29] I'm tryna deal with the pressure [00:02:30] I'm tryna deal with the pressure [00:02:32] How you gon' tell me my music does not have a message [00:02:35] When I'm looking out at this crowd [00:02:36] full of people I know I affected? [00:02:39] Ah, I got some things in my life, [00:02:41] I know I should let 'em go [00:02:44] Let me shout at you, let me take a mental note [00:02:47] I put it all in this microphone, [00:02:50] think about that for a minute [00:02:51] What is the point of this song? [00:02:52] Just hating but what you expect [00:02:54] from a therapy session? [00:02:57] Therapy, therapy session [00:03:05] Therapy, therapy session [00:03:14] What you think about me [00:03:16] That doesn't worry me [00:03:17] I know I handle some things immaturely [00:03:19] I know that I need to grow to maturity [00:03:21] I ain't gon' walk on [00:03:22] these stages in front of these people [00:03:24] And act like I live my life perfectly [00:03:25] That doesn't work for me [00:03:27] Christian is not the definition of a perfect me, woo [00:03:31] I ain't the type to be quiet [00:03:33] I ain't gon' sit here in silence [00:03:34] And bow when you say what I say to your face