Tiny Angel (小天使) - 360
Written by：Matt Colwell/Jon Reichardt
So this story is about a really close friend of mine
I love you brother
My mates talk sh*t about their wives but I love mine
Yeah we fight sometimes but ain't that just life
She's been pregnant now for some time it took us years
And enough tries I thought it wouldn't happen from my young life
From the drunk times or when I tried drugs twice
I thought downstairs had gone and messed it up right
The doctor told me that I need to stop stressing
The only thing that's working against us is just time
That was true two months by
My wife called me up while I was working at the pub right
She told me I was gonna be a daddy
We both broke down she said there's something that I done right
I called my mother told her I was gonna be a father
Mum cried so did I I was tongue tied
I can't explain this feeling but I love life
I've never had a purpose and this had just become mine
To create this little person that's fun size
A little bit of her and a little bit of me
But I pray he gets his mum's eyes
I say he cause I've always wanted a son right
The ultrasound said it's a boy my little ray of sunshine
It dawned on me I can't wait to see my son rise
You know what they say about time though It does fly
Fast forward nine months and suddenly it's crunch time
It's been a few days of going through contractions
Gotta stopwatch timing every moment that it happens
We reached five minutes so it's hospital time
I call ahead to see the doctors arrive my wife's laughing
Now I properly drive like the cops are behind
But there was barely any traffic so we got there in time
I'm a little scared but she aingt got a worry in sight
She's a warrior exactly what you want in a wife
It's been several days of epic pain every day she wakes up
Finally she's coming to that second stage of labour
I sit next to her squeeze on her hand
Put a sponge up on her head and say  Breathe if you can
I love you so much baby you're so strong
I could never do this but you so easily can
She said the pain is insane like her abdomen's ruptured
Like someone's got a knife and they're stabbing her stomach
She's like
We have to do something the nurse said
It's natural
Relax it's just a sign that it's actually coming
She's like No it's too much it's too hard to get out
I'm saying any words I think will help at calming her down
Doctor's like
You're nearly through the worst part of it now
Take a look and see my little king is starting to crown
They all telling her to push and she's screaming
She's saying that it hurts I tell her to keep breathing
It's like push is the only word that they've said now
Then I'm shocked by the massive scream she lets out
The doctor's like
Yes now the head's out
And then I watch as he quickly pulling the rest out
It's so amazing to see my son in the flesh
I can't help but notice he hasn't taken a breath now
They put a little plastic thing in his mouth
While the doctor's two fingers are slightly pumping his chest down
I start panicking something's gone wrong
They push me to the side I can barely see what's going on
He's not breathing they need to resuscitate him
He's suffocating I see that it's something major I feel
So helpless I wish I could come and save him
I pray that my son'll make it it's taking em f**king ages
Everyone's in shock I'm just listening in
Holding my breath wishing I could give it to him f**k
At twenty minutes now they're stopping
They turn around they say
We've lost him
I'm in shock I can't talk
I'm staring at the ground I can't walk
They hand him to us can't believe the size of him
The most beautiful thing I've ever seen but there's no life in him
My wife's crying like
Why aren't they reviving him
I said
They tried for twenty minutes she's like Try again
Now I'm feeling like I'm stuck in hell
This is the worst pain I've f**king felt
I've been ten years clean but now
I'm drunk and on the drugs as well
I'm doing anything to numb myself but nothing helps
I believed in God for that I feel dumb as hell
Can someone please tell God to go and f**k himself
I'm sorry yo it's hard to be faithful
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