4 Your Eyez Only - J. Cole 词曲:Jermaine Cole Yeah For your eyes only for your eyes For your eyes only for your eyes only For your eyes For your eyes only Hey be dying on the daily It seems my dreams faded for far too long The consequences deadly Can't visualize myself as nothing but a criminal Control the block serving up rocks and stay subliminal 'Cause young is hardheaded they letting off Full of adrenaline ignorant to what death can cause Ain't no coming back family dressed in black Plus it's hot now the cops outside it's hard to flip a pack And my daughter gotta eat her mama be stressing me Like I ain't the one who put them jays on her feet Like I ain't out in the field like that I might be low for the moment but I will bounce back Despite the charges back to the wall I fight regardless Screaming f**k the law my life is lawless That's what you call it ain't got to be no psychic To see this is like the farthest thing from heaven This is hell and I don't mean that hyperbolic I try to find employment even if it's wiping toilets But these felonies be making life the hardest Resisting the temptation to run up and swipe a wallet Or run up on your yard snatch your daughter bike and pawn it That's why I write this sonnet If the pressure get too much for me to take and I break Play this tape for my daughter and let her know my life is on it For your eyes let her know my life is on it For your eyes for your eyes only For your eyes do you understand For your eyes do you understand me For your eyes do you understand For your eyes do you understand me For your eyes do you understand For your eyes do you understand me For your eyes do you understand For your eyes only You probably grown now so this song'll hit you If you're hearing this unfortunately Means that I'm no longer with you in the physical Not even sure if I believe in God but because you still alive He got me praying that the spiritual is real So I can be a part of you still my pops was killed too So I know how part of you feels Maybe you hate me maybe you miss me maybe you spite me Life goes in cycles maybe you'll date a just like me I hope not I'm tired of dope spots And fiends that smoke rocks I've seen far too many hopes rot I'm writing this because me and the devil had a dance Now I see death around the corner apologizing in advance Don't know if I ever had a chance at a glance I'm a failure Addicted to pushing paraphernalia But daddy had dreams once my eyes had a gleam once Innocence disappeared by the age of eight years My pops shot up drug related mama addicted So granny raised me in projects where thugs was hanging Blood was staining the concrete Older I loved talked like they was above Maintaining a time sheet that slow money Picked up the family business by the age of thirteen Six years later was handed sentence 'Round the same time is when you came in this world Me and your mama thinking What the f**k we naming this girl I told her Nina the prettiest name that I could think of For the prettiest thing my eyes had ever seen I was nineteen Took me two felonies to see the trap This crooked ass system set for me And now I fear it's too late for me to ever be The one that set examples that was never set for me I'm living fast but not fast enough Cause karma keeps on catching up to me And if my past becomes the death of me I hope you understand For your eyes do you understand For your eyes do you understand me For your eyes do you understand For your eyes do you understand me For your eyes do you understand For your eyes do you understand me For your eyes do you understand For your eyes only It's several ways I could've went out too many to count Was it the trigger happy crackers that the badges give clout Was it the young blasting frustrated Cause the cash running out Don't know how to act in a drought See baby girl I realized My definition of a real was skewed My views misshaped by new mixtapes That confirmed the shit I learned in the streets was true That real don't speak when they beef with you They just pull up on your street let the heat achoo And if a real hungry he gon' eat your food