[00:00:00] Empty ((Explicit)) - Olivia O'Brien [00:00:04] // [00:00:04] Written by:Olivia O'Brien/Nick Ruth [00:00:08] // [00:00:08] I can't handle these pressures all I can say is this stress hurts [00:00:12] 我承受不了这些压力 我只能说这让我痛不欲生 [00:00:12] Things are supposed to get better [00:00:14] 一切都会好起来的 [00:00:14] I just need to put myself first [00:00:16] 我只想把自己放在第一位 [00:00:16] I'm always trying my hardest not to pick myself apart [00:00:20] 所以我总是努力不让自己受到伤害 [00:00:20] This energy's killin' my vibes now [00:00:22] 现在这股力量让我失去了知觉 [00:00:22] Sometimes I just wanna to drown out [00:00:24] 有时我只想深陷其中 [00:00:24] All of the thoughts in my mind [00:00:26] 脑海中千头万绪 [00:00:26] Too much going on at the same time [00:00:28] 一时间太多想法涌现 [00:00:28] I wish it would stop and I've tried but [00:00:30] 我希望这能停止 我已用尽全力 但是 [00:00:30] Life just sucks then we all die [00:00:34] 生活不易 我们终会逝去 [00:00:34] That's just reality yeah don't lie to me [00:00:38] 这就是现实 别骗我了 [00:00:38] Yeah I'm messed up but I don't wanna be [00:00:40] 我搞砸了一切 但这并非我所愿 [00:00:40] I wonder if I'm good enough [00:00:42] 我在想我是否不够优秀 [00:00:42] But maybe I've had just too much [00:00:44] 但也许是我做得太多 [00:00:44] To drink to smoke to swallow [00:00:46] 抽烟酗酒 毫无节制 [00:00:46] I'm drowning up my sorrows [00:00:48] 悲伤逆流成河 [00:00:48] There's rules I'll never follow [00:00:50] 有些规则我绝不会遵守 [00:00:50] Pretend there's no tomorrow [00:00:54] 假装没有明天 [00:00:54] I wish there was no tomorrow [00:00:56] 我希望明天就是末日 [00:00:56] But I'm empty inside yeah I'm empty inside [00:01:00] 但我内心无比空虚 我内心无比空虚 [00:01:00] And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die [00:01:04] 我不想这样活着 但我也害怕逝去 [00:01:04] Yeah I'm empty inside I just don't feel alive [00:01:08] 我内心无比空虚 感觉自己就像行尸走肉 [00:01:08] And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die [00:01:21] 我不想这样活着 但我也害怕逝去 [00:01:21] Wish I could erase my memories so I could stop feeling so empty [00:01:24] 希望我能抹去所有记忆 不再体会这种空虚 [00:01:24] I wish that sh*t wasn't so tempting [00:01:26] 我希望这种感觉不要如此诱人 [00:01:26] But it's hard to resist when there's plenty of things [00:01:29] 但很多事情让人难以抗拒 [00:01:29] I could do to mess me up [00:01:30] 我可能会搞砸一切 [00:01:30] I want to let go but I'm feeling so stuck [00:01:33] 我想要逃离 却又深陷其中 [00:01:33] So all I can do is fill up my cup [00:01:35] 所以我只能斟满酒杯 [00:01:35] And sit here alone hoping no one disrupts [00:01:38] 独自坐在这里 希望不要有人打扰 [00:01:38] That's just reality yeah don't lie to me [00:01:42] 这就是现实 别骗我了 [00:01:42] Yeah I'm messed up but I don't wanna be [00:01:45] 我搞砸了一切 但这并非我所愿 [00:01:45] I wonder if I'm good enough [00:01:46] 我在想我是否不够优秀 [00:01:46] But maybe I've had just too much [00:01:48] 但也许是我做得太多 [00:01:48] To drink to smoke to swallow [00:01:51] 抽烟酗酒 毫无节制 [00:01:51] I'm drowning up my sorrows [00:01:53] 悲伤逆流成河 [00:01:53] There's rules I'll never follow [00:01:54] 有些规则我绝不会遵守 [00:01:54] Pretend there's no tomorrow [00:01:59] 假装没有明天 [00:01:59] I wish there was no tomorrow [00:02:01] 我希望明天就是末日 [00:02:01] But I'm empty inside yeah I'm empty inside [00:02:05] 但我内心无比空虚 我内心无比空虚 [00:02:05] And I don't wanna live but I'm too scared to die [00:02:09] 我不想这样活着 但我也害怕逝去 [00:02:09] Yeah I'm empty inside I just don't feel alive [00:02:13] 我内心无比空虚 感觉自己就像行尸走肉