[00:00:00] I sit alone in my four cornered room [00:00:03] Staring at candles [00:00:05] Oh that sh*t is on heh [00:00:08] Let me drop some sh*t like this here [00:00:11] Real smooth [00:00:12] At night I can't sleep I toss and turn [00:00:15] Candle sticks in the dark visions of bodies being burned [00:00:19] Four walls just staring at a n**ga [00:00:22] I'm paranoid sleeping with my finger on the trigger [00:00:26] My mother's always stressing I ain't living right [00:00:28] But I ain't going out without a fight [00:00:32] See every time my eyes close [00:00:34] I start sweating and blood starts coming out my nose [00:00:38] It's somebody watching the ak' [00:00:41] But I don't know who it is so I'm watching my back [00:00:44] I can see him when I'm deep in the covers [00:00:47] When I awake I don't see the motherf**ker [00:00:50] He owns a black hat like I own [00:00:54] A black suit and a cane like my own [00:00:57] Some might say take a chill b [00:00:59] But f**k that sh*t there's a n**ga trying to kill me [00:01:03] I'm pumping in the clip when the wind blows [00:01:06] Every twenty seconds got me peeping out my window [00:01:09] Investigating the joint for traps [00:01:12] Checking my telephone for taps [00:01:16] I'm staring at the woman on the corner [00:01:19] It's f**ked up when your mind is playing tricks on you [00:01:40] I make big money I drive big cars [00:01:43] Everybody know me it's like I'm a movie star [00:01:46] But late at night something ain't right [00:01:50] I feel I'm being tailed by the same sucker's head lights [00:01:53] Is it that fool that I ran off the block [00:01:57] Or is it that n**ga last week that I shot [00:01:59] Or is it the one I beat for five thousand dollars [00:02:02] Had coc*ine but it was gold medal flour [00:02:05] Reach under my seat grabbed my popper for the suckers [00:02:09] Ain't no use to be lying I was Scareder than a motherf**ker [00:02:13] But they're laughing at pow pies and buried that quick [00:02:16] If it's going down let's get this sh*t over with [00:02:19] Here they come just like I figured [00:02:22] I got my hand on the motherf**king trigger [00:02:26] What I saw'll make your a** start giggling [00:02:29] Three black crippled and crazy senior citizens [00:02:33] I live by the sword [00:02:34] I take my boys everywhere I go [00:02:37] Because I'm paranoid [00:02:38] I keep looking over my shoulder and peeping around corners [00:02:43] My mind is playing tricks on me [00:03:04] Day by day it's more impossible to cope [00:03:08] I feel like I'm the one that's doing d**e [00:03:10] I feel like I'm the one that's doing d**e [00:03:13] I feel like I'm the one that's doing d**e [00:03:17] Can't keep a steady hand because I'm nervous [00:03:19] Every Sunday morning I'm in service [00:03:23] Playing for forgiveness [00:03:26] And trying to find an exit out of the business [00:03:29] I know the lord is looking at me [00:03:32] But yet and still it's hard for me to feel happy [00:03:36] I often drift while I drive [00:03:39] Having fatal thoughts of suicide [00:03:42] Bang and get it over with [00:03:44] And then I'm worry free but that's bullsh*t [00:03:48] I got a little boy to look after [00:03:51] And if I died then my child would be a bastard [00:03:54] I had a woman down with me [00:03:57] But to me it seemed like she was down to get me [00:04:01] She helped me out in this sh*t [00:04:04] But to me she was just another b**ch [00:04:07] Now she's back with her mother [00:04:10] Now I'm realizing that I love her [00:04:13] Now I'm feeling lonely [00:04:18] My mind is playing tricks on me [00:04:39] This year Halloween fell on a weekend [00:04:42] Me and geto boys are trick or treating [00:04:45] Robbing little kids for bags [00:04:48] Till an old man got behind our a** [00:04:51] So we speeded up the pace [00:04:54] Took a look back and he was right before our face [00:04:57] We'd be in for a squab no doubt [00:05:01] So I swung and hit the n**ga in his mouth [00:05:04] He was going down we figured [00:05:07] But this was no ordinary n**ga [00:05:10] He stood about six or seven feet