My momma gave me up when I was four years old 在我四岁的时候我妈妈放弃了我 She didn't destroy my body but she killed my soul 她没有伤害我的身体而是扼杀了我的灵魂 Now it's cold 'cause I'm sleepin in my back seat 现在好冷因为我睡在后座上 I understand the spirit's willing but my flesh is weak 我清楚精神的愿望，但我的肉体已经虚弱 Let me speak 我想说 I never had a chance to dream 我从没有追求梦想的机会 Ten years old and findin love in dirty magazines 10岁时依然与破烂的报纸为伍 Ms December you remember I bought ya twice 你还记得吗，我买过两次Ms. December Now I'm thirty plus and still payin the price 现在我已经30多岁了仍旧在付出 Had a sister that I barely knew 有一个我几乎不知道的妹妹 Kinda got separated by the age of two 似乎在两岁的时候就把我们分开了 Same momma different daddy so we couldn't fake it 因为是同父异母所以我们不能欺骗 I saw my sister's daddy beat her in the tub naked 我看见妹妹的爸爸对浴缸里赤裸着的她出手 Take it serious the demons in a man's mind 这在我的脑海里留下了深重的可怕记忆 The same man on rape charges now he's doin' time 如今她的爸爸为他的强暴罪行付出代价 Crack followed him and like daddy prison thirteen years 谴责送他在监狱坐了13年的牢 Haven't seen her I guess she's traded tears for fears 没看见妹妹我想她比起哭泣更多的会是恐惧 Shout Shout 吼出来吧 Let it all out 宣泄所有的一切 These are the things I can do without 这都是我无能为力的事情 So come on 所以 I'm talkin' to you 我要告诉你 So Come on 加油 Sex was how I made it through 性行为就是我经历过的 Without someone to teach you love what else is there to do 没有人教你爱的那种事情，那还能做些什么呢 See where I'm from they call you gay say you ain't a man 看吧我来的地方那里的人都说你是同性恋，说你不是真男人 Show them you ain't no punk 给他们看看你不是废物 Get all the girls you can 追你能追到的所有女生 A simple plan that still haunts me now today 今天一直有一个简单的计划萦绕在我脑海 Back to seventeen and got a baby on the way 回到17岁在路上捡个小孩 No GED all I see is failure in my eyes 没有好的事情，我看到的只是满眼的失败 If you listening and remember I apologize 如果你肯听我说并且记起我就道歉 I was raised falling in the church 我是在教堂里成长的 Made mistakes and heard the Lord's calling in the church 在教堂里犯错然后听到主的呼唤 After service in the parking lot getting high 在停车场服务别人赚钱 Wanted to be accepted so bad I was willing to die 想要被人接受但结果糟到我只想去死 Even tried to tell the Pastor but he couldn't see 甚至试着去告诉牧师，可他看不到 Years of low self-esteem and insecurities 多年陷入自卑与不安 Church taught me how to shout and how to speak in tongues 教堂教我怎么去发泄怎么用语言表达 But preacher teach me how to live now when the tongue is done help me 牧师教我怎么去生活，帮助我 Shout Shout Let it all out 吼出来吧，宣泄所有的一切 These are the things I can do without 这都是我无能为力的事情 So come on 所以加油 I'm talking to you 我要告诉你 So come on 加油 See I See I 看到的我 I just wanna let it go just wanna let it go just let it go 我只是想让这一切都过去 Jesus please on my knees can't You hear me crying 主请你离我近一点，你听不到我的哭泣吗 You said to put it in Your hands and Lord I'm really trying 你说让我把这些都捧在手心我真的努力过了 You wasn't lying when You said You reap what you sow 你说付出一定有回报的时候并不像是撒谎 Like that night momma died it's hard to let it go 就像妈妈去世的那晚，让这些过去太难了 You adopted me cared for me changed my name 你收养了我，关心我，为我改了名字 404

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