[00:00:00] My momma gave me up when I was four years old
[00:00:03] 在我四岁的时候我妈妈放弃了我
[00:00:03] She didn't destroy my body but she killed my soul
[00:00:06] 她没有伤害我的身体而是扼杀了我的灵魂
[00:00:06] Now it's cold 'cause I'm sleepin in my back seat
[00:00:09] 现在好冷因为我睡在后座上
[00:00:09] I understand the spirit's willing but my flesh is weak
[00:00:12] 我清楚精神的愿望，但我的肉体已经虚弱
[00:00:12] Let me speak
[00:00:13] 我想说
[00:00:13] I never had a chance to dream
[00:00:15] 我从没有追求梦想的机会
[00:00:15] Ten years old and findin love in dirty magazines
[00:00:18] 10岁时依然与破烂的报纸为伍
[00:00:18] Ms December you remember I bought ya twice
[00:00:21] 你还记得吗，我买过两次Ms. December
[00:00:21] Now I'm thirty plus and still payin the price
[00:00:25] 现在我已经30多岁了仍旧在付出
[00:00:25] Had a sister that I barely knew
[00:00:28] 有一个我几乎不知道的妹妹
[00:00:28] Kinda got separated by the age of two
[00:00:31] 似乎在两岁的时候就把我们分开了
[00:00:31] Same momma different daddy so we couldn't fake it
[00:00:34] 因为是同父异母所以我们不能欺骗
[00:00:34] I saw my sister's daddy beat her in the tub naked
[00:00:37] 我看见妹妹的爸爸对浴缸里赤裸着的她出手
[00:00:37] Take it serious the demons in a man's mind
[00:00:40] 这在我的脑海里留下了深重的可怕记忆
[00:00:40] The same man on rape charges now he's doin' time
[00:00:43] 如今她的爸爸为他的强暴罪行付出代价
[00:00:43] Crack followed him and like daddy prison thirteen years
[00:00:46] 谴责送他在监狱坐了13年的牢
[00:00:46] Haven't seen her I guess she's traded tears for fears
[00:00:51] 没看见妹妹我想她比起哭泣更多的会是恐惧
[00:00:51] Shout Shout
[00:00:54] 吼出来吧
[00:00:54] Let it all out
[00:00:57] 宣泄所有的一切
[00:00:57] These are the things I can do without
[00:01:02] 这都是我无能为力的事情
[00:01:02] So come on
[00:01:06] 所以
[00:01:06] I'm talkin' to you
[00:01:08] 我要告诉你
[00:01:08] So Come on
[00:01:16] 加油
[00:01:16] Sex was how I made it through
[00:01:18] 性行为就是我经历过的
[00:01:18] Without someone to teach you love what else is there to do
[00:01:21] 没有人教你爱的那种事情，那还能做些什么呢
[00:01:21] See where I'm from they call you gay say you ain't a man
[00:01:24] 看吧我来的地方那里的人都说你是同性恋，说你不是真男人
[00:01:24] Show them you ain't no punk
[00:01:26] 给他们看看你不是废物
[00:01:26] Get all the girls you can
[00:01:27] 追你能追到的所有女生
[00:01:27] A simple plan that still haunts me now today
[00:01:30] 今天一直有一个简单的计划萦绕在我脑海
[00:01:30] Back to seventeen and got a baby on the way
[00:01:33] 回到17岁在路上捡个小孩
[00:01:33] No GED all I see is failure in my eyes
[00:01:36] 没有好的事情，我看到的只是满眼的失败
[00:01:36] If you listening and remember I apologize
[00:01:40] 如果你肯听我说并且记起我就道歉
[00:01:40] I was raised falling in the church
[00:01:43] 我是在教堂里成长的
[00:01:43] Made mistakes and heard the Lord's calling in the church
[00:01:45] 在教堂里犯错然后听到主的呼唤
[00:01:45] After service in the parking lot getting high
[00:01:49] 在停车场服务别人赚钱
[00:01:49] Wanted to be accepted so bad I was willing to die
[00:01:52] 想要被人接受但结果糟到我只想去死
[00:01:52] Even tried to tell the Pastor but he couldn't see
[00:01:55] 甚至试着去告诉牧师，可他看不到
[00:01:55] Years of low self-esteem and insecurities
[00:01:58] 多年陷入自卑与不安
[00:01:58] Church taught me how to shout and how to speak in tongues
[00:02:01] 教堂教我怎么去发泄怎么用语言表达
[00:02:01] But preacher teach me how to live now when the tongue is done help me
[00:02:05] 牧师教我怎么去生活，帮助我
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