[00:00:01] As life goes on [00:00:04] I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility [00:00:07] And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me [00:00:12] So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done [00:00:16] And things that haven't occurred yet [00:00:18] And things that they don't want to take responsibility for [00:00:22] I'm sorry for the times that I left you home [00:00:25] I was on the road and you were alone [00:00:28] I'm sorry for the times that I had to go [00:00:31] I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know [00:00:33] That you were sitting home just wishing we [00:00:36] Could go back to when it was just you and me [00:00:39] I'm sorry for the times I would neglect [00:00:41] I'm sorry for the times I disrespect [00:00:44] I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done [00:00:47] I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons [00:00:50] I'm sorry for the fact that I am not aware [00:00:52] That you can't sleep at night when I am not there [00:00:55] Because I'm in the streets like every day [00:00:58] I'm sorry for the things that I did not say [00:01:01] Like how you are the best thing in my world [00:01:03] And how I am so proud to call you my girl [00:01:06] I understand that there are some problems [00:01:09] And I am not too blind to know [00:01:12] All the pain you kept inside you [00:01:15] Even though you might not show [00:01:17] If I can't apologize for being wrong [00:01:20] Then it's just a shame on me [00:01:23] I'll be the reason for your pain [00:01:25] And you can put the blame on me [00:01:28] You can put the blame on me [00:01:31] You can put the blame on me [00:01:34] You can put the blame on me [00:01:36] You can put the blame on me [00:01:39] Said you can put the blame on me [00:01:42] Said you can put the blame on me [00:01:45] Said you can put the blame on me [00:01:47] You can put the blame on me [00:01:50] I'm sorry for the things that he put you through [00:01:52] And all the times you didnt know what to do [00:01:55] I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those bags [00:01:58] Just trying to stay busy till you heard from dad [00:02:01] When you would rather be home with all your kids [00:02:03] As one big family with love and bliss [00:02:06] And even though pops treated us like kings [00:02:09] He got a second wife and you didn't agree [00:02:11] He got up and left you there all alone [00:02:14] I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own [00:02:17] I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief [00:02:20] I'm sorry that your son was once a thief [00:02:22] I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast [00:02:25] I wish I would've listened and not be so bad [00:02:28] I'm sorry that your life turned out this way [00:02:31] I'm sorry that the Feds came and took me away [00:02:33] I understand that there's some problems [00:02:36] And I am not too blind to know [00:02:39] All the pain you kept inside you [00:02:42] Even though you might not show [00:02:45] If I can't apologize for being wrong [00:02:47] Then it's just a shame on me [00:02:50] I'll be the reason for your pain [00:02:53] And you can put the blame on me [00:02:56] You can put the blame on me [00:02:58] You can put the blame on me [00:03:01] You can put the blame on me [00:03:04] You can put the blame on me [00:03:06] Said you can put the blame on me [00:03:09] Said you can put the blame on me [00:03:12] Said you can put the blame on me [00:03:15] You can put the blame on me [00:03:17] I'm sorry that it took so long to see [00:03:20] That they were dead wrong trying to put it on me [00:03:22] I'm sorry that it took so long to speak [00:03:25] But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani [00:03:28] I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt [00:03:31] For the embarrassment that she felt [00:03:33] Just a little young girl trying to have fun [00:03:36] Her daddy shouldn't never let her out that young [00:03:39] I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down [00:03:41] I hope they manage better next time around [00:03:44] How was I to know she was underage [00:03:47] In a 21 and older club they say