[00:00:24] Everything's changing around me and I wanna change too [00:00:29] It's one thing I know it ain't cool being no fool [00:00:34] I feel different today I don't know what else to say [00:00:39] But I'ma get my sh*t together it's now or never [00:00:45] Now or never now or never [00:00:46] Now or never now or never [00:00:48] Uh I'm sick sick of waiting in vain tired of playing the game [00:00:52] Thinking of making a change finally breaking the chains [00:00:54] Every phase every happening craze [00:00:55] When it's said and done my head is right back in the haze [00:00:59] I'm ready for the next chapter and page to start acting my age [00:01:02] And part ways with Black Thought from back in the days [00:01:05] I'm stargazing from the back of the stage [00:01:07] Questioning if who y'all praise is worthy of praise [00:01:09] What's the phrase Bygones is bygones [00:01:11] Niggaz who used to be the underdog is icons [00:01:13] People say the light shines once in a lifetime [00:01:16] Is this meant like kind or crisis a little bit like mine [00:01:19] I'm thinking not now but right now [00:01:21] I need some kind of sign that the future is bright now [00:01:24] I f**k around Do The Right Thing like Spike now [00:01:27] The quick and the dead which one is my lookalike now [00:01:29] I'm moving ahead [00:01:37] Everything's changing around me and I wanna change too [00:01:41] It's one thing I know it ain't cool being no fool [00:01:47] I feel different today I don't know what else to say [00:01:51] But I'ma get my sh*t together it's now or never [00:01:56] Now or never now or never [00:01:58] Now or never now or never [00:02:01] Yo opportunities lost because I blew em [00:02:03] On the sunniest days of my life I cried through em [00:02:06] Moms is out the picture and Pops I barely knew him [00:02:09] And I would pray to God but I'm tired of lying to Him [00:02:11] Tired of trying to run from the things inside of us [00:02:14] Got a lot of fam and a lot of admirers [00:02:16] Who tell me that I should aspire to change [00:02:19] But when I think of changing [00:02:20] It's like why even try this sh*t [00:02:23] My mind hazy and my thoughts they get distorted [00:02:24] I know my good and bad deeds both get recorded [00:02:28] You do right so your soul can last [00:02:30] But my role was cast before I even auditioned for it [00:02:33] So I don't really see an end to my vice [00:02:35] It's just false reformation no end to my strife [00:02:37] Feel the evil overpowering [00:02:38] You can go head throw the towel in [00:02:41] Cause ni**a that's the end of the fight [00:02:43] When you can only see the tunnel at the end of the lights [00:02:45] Like South party over it's the end of your life [00:02:48] And I'm out [00:02:49] Everything's changing around me and I wanna change too [00:02:53] It's one thing I know it ain't cool being no fool [00:02:59] I feel different today I don't know what else to say [00:03:04] But I'ma get my sh*t together it's now or never [00:03:08] Now or never now or never [00:03:10] Now or never now or never [00:03:13] When I look into the mirror and see my own image [00:03:16] It feel like there's something else far off in the distance [00:03:18] Something I wanna see but something that's resistant [00:03:21] And everyday the heart it in is growing more persistent [00:03:23] I never noticed it before but now I can't miss it [00:03:26] And the constant pounding's driving me ballistic [00:03:28] I ran from it few years but it's still next to me [00:03:31] And it's growing stronger taking leaving less of me [00:03:34] I can't fight it now I know it's just destiny [00:03:36] And I just wonder what's gonna happen when it catches me [00:03:39] Will it leave me face down in a chest of pee [00:03:42] Or will it just start bringing out the best of me [00:03:44] But is the best of me really just the worst of me [00:03:47] And if so yesterday could be my anniversary [00:03:49] In sinners court it's important to have church with me [00:03:52] I'm trying to get rid of these ghosts that's cursing me