[00:00:00] Lose Myself (迷失自我) - Marsha Ambrosius [00:00:03] I can love you better [00:00:06] Lose myself in love [00:00:11] I used to do it for the love [00:00:13] A long time ago [00:00:14] And all i ever [00:00:16] Wanted was love [00:00:18] I used to love without fear [00:00:19] A long time ago [00:00:20] And all i ever [00:00:23] Wanted was love [00:00:25] Then somebody came around [00:00:26] And tried to hurt me [00:00:28] Try to make me feel like [00:00:30] I was unworthy [00:00:31] Took a pure love and tried to [00:00:33] Make it dirty [00:00:35] Truth was they never did [00:00:37] Deserve me no [00:00:38] I had to lose myself [00:00:40] So i could love you better [00:00:43] I had to lose myself [00:00:45] Had to lose myself [00:00:47] So i could love you better [00:00:50] Lose myself in love [00:00:53] And thats just the way it is [00:00:55] Couldnt tell me i was in love [00:00:57] When i needed it [00:00:58] When all i ever wanted was love [00:01:02] Should a told me [00:01:03] I was worth receiving it [00:01:05] But all i ever wanted was love [00:01:09] Theres something awkward [00:01:10] About the selflessness it takes to [00:01:12] Give love and the good [00:01:14] That it makes you [00:01:16] True love can never really [00:01:18] Forsake you [00:01:19] But it took a little while [00:01:21] Just for me to see [00:01:22] I had to lose myself [00:01:25] So i could love you better [00:01:28] I had to lose myself [00:01:30] Had to lose myself [00:01:31] So i could make it better [00:01:34] Had to lose myself [00:01:36] Had to lose myself [00:01:38] So i could love you better [00:01:42] Lose myself in love [00:01:44] And thats just the way it is [00:01:47] I had a paralyzing fear of facing failure [00:01:51] And i couldnt love you perfectly [00:01:52] With that fear in my head [00:01:54] So i perilously had to [00:01:56] Face the danger [00:01:57] So i could come back [00:01:58] And love you whole instead [00:02:00] All of your soul i said [00:02:02] So i could make it better [00:02:06] I had to lose myself [00:02:07] Had to lose myself [00:02:09] So i could love you better [00:02:12] Had to lose myself [00:02:15] Had to lose myself [00:02:17] So i could make it better [00:02:20] Lose myself in love [00:02:22] And thats just the way it is [00:02:25] And so it goes that [00:02:26] I never meant to hurt you [00:02:28] Couldnt stay but i never [00:02:30] Meant to desert you [00:02:32] Whole lot a things [00:02:33] I just had to work through [00:02:35] Time to heal and restore [00:02:37] My self-worth too [00:02:39] Confrontation of my [00:02:40] Fears and anxiety [00:02:42] Cried a whole lot of years [00:02:44] I suffered quietly [00:02:45] And though it may have taken years [00:02:47] I can finally [00:02:49] Tell you that you were [00:02:50] Always on my mind [00:02:52] I had to lose myself [00:02:54] So i could love you better [00:02:57] Had to lose myself [00:02:59] Had to lose myself [00:03:00] So i could love you better baby [00:03:03] Better baby [00:03:05] Had to lose myself [00:03:06] Had to lose myself [00:03:08] So i could love you better baby [00:03:11] Had to lose myself [00:03:13] Had to lose myself [00:03:14] So I could love you better baby [00:03:18] Had to lose myself in love [00:03:21] Yeah [00:03:21] So I can love you better baby [00:03:25] Lose myself in love [00:03:32] Lose myself in love [00:03:34] And thats just the way it is [00:03:37] Takes strength to absorb [00:03:38] All the abuse i did [00:03:40] Great love to absorb [00:03:41] All the misuse i did [00:03:43] Hey baby [00:03:44] Its not an excuse i give [00:03:47] And id do it all again [00:03:48] Because for you i live [00:03:50] Takes strength to absorb [00:03:52] All the abuse i did [00:03:54] Great love to absorb [00:03:55] All the misuse i did [00:03:57] Hey baby [00:03:58] Its not an excuse i give [00:04:00] And id do it all again [00:04:02] Because for you i live [00:04:04] Had to lose myself [00:04:06] So i could love you better baby [00:04:09] Had to lose myself in love [00:04:13] So I could love you better baby