[00:00:00] Hate Me (Live) - Blue October [00:00:47] // [00:00:47] I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head [00:00:53] 我必须停止对你的所有思念 而不至于失去理智 [00:00:53] They're crawling like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed [00:00:58] 它们如同蟑螂一般爬来爬去 在我的床上产卵 [00:00:58] Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone [00:01:04] 一卷卷被扔掉的录像带都提醒着我的孓然一身 [00:01:04] Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home [00:01:10] 在脑中重复播放的电影片段使得爱情片都有了家的感觉 [00:01:10] There's a burning in my pride [00:01:12] 我的骄傲倍受烧灼 [00:01:12] A nervous bleeding in my brain [00:01:15] 不安的在脑海中淌血 [00:01:15] An ounce of peace is all I want for you [00:01:18] 我只求你给我一丝平静 [00:01:18] Will you never call again [00:01:21] 但你大概再也不会给我打电话了吧 [00:01:21] And will you never say that you love me [00:01:24] 你也再不会当着我的面 [00:01:24] Just to put it in my face [00:01:27] 对我说你爱我了吧 [00:01:27] And will you never try to reach me [00:01:29] 你也再不会试图联系我了吧 [00:01:29] It is I that wanted space [00:01:31] 可这不正是我曾想要的空间吗 [00:01:31] Hate me today [00:01:37] 今天憎恨我吧 [00:01:37] Hate me tomorrow [00:01:42] 明天也憎恨我吧 [00:01:42] Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you [00:01:54] 因为我没能为你做到的一切而憎恨我吧 [00:01:54] I'm sober now for three whole months [00:01:57] 我已整整三月滴酒不沾保持清醒着 [00:01:57] It's one accomplishment that you helped me with [00:02:00] 这是你帮助我完成的一项成就 [00:02:00] The one thing that always tore us apart [00:02:02] 这些总使我们彼此分离的东西 [00:02:02] Is the one thing I won't touch again [00:02:05] 我再也不会触碰了 [00:02:05] In a sick way I want to thank you [00:02:07] 我很感谢你在 [00:02:07] For holding my head up late at night [00:02:10] 我生病的夜里照顾我 [00:02:10] While I was busy waging wars on myself [00:02:13] 在我和自己过不去的时候 [00:02:13] You were trying to stop the fight [00:02:16] 你努力让我忘记不快 [00:02:16] You never doubted my warped opinions [00:02:18] 你从未怀疑过我扭曲的想法 [00:02:18] On things like suicidal hate [00:02:21] 比如说能让我自杀的仇恨 [00:02:21] You made me compliment myself [00:02:24] 在一切都如此难以承受的时候 [00:02:24] When it was way too hard to take [00:02:27] 是你仍让我感受到感觉良好 [00:02:27] So I'll drive so f**king far away [00:02:30] 所以我驾这么远的车 [00:02:30] That I never cross your mind [00:02:33] 却没走进你的心里 [00:02:33] And do whatever it takes in your heart [00:02:36] 付出任何也许会伤害你的代价 [00:02:36] To leave me behind [00:02:38] 只是希望你能别再管我 [00:02:38] Hate me today [00:02:43] 今天憎恨我吧 [00:02:43] Hate me tomorrow [00:02:48] 明天也憎恨我吧 [00:02:48] Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you [00:02:59] 因为我没能为你做到的一切而憎恨我吧 [00:02:59] Hate me in ways [00:03:04] 用各种方法恨我吧 [00:03:04] Yeah ways hard to swallow [00:03:09] 是的 用那些难以忍受的各种方式吧 [00:03:09] Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you [00:03:21] 因为我没能为你做到的一切而憎恨我吧 [00:03:21] And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave [00:03:26] 我心里满是悲伤 向你挥手道别 [00:03:26] Kicking shadows on the street [00:03:29] 懊恼着我过去所犯下的一切错误 [00:03:29] For every mistake that I had made [00:03:32] 在街上踢着影子 [00:03:32] And like a baby boy [00:03:34] 像个孩子一样 [00:03:34] I never was a man [00:03:37] 我根本就不是个男子汉啊 [00:03:37] Until I saw your blue eyes crying [00:03:40] 直至我看到你湛蓝的泪眼 [00:03:40] And I held your face in my hand