[00:00:00] Suicide Hotline - Insane Clown Posse [00:00:02] "Suicide Hotline may I help you " [00:00:05] "Yea uhh Well Im about to f**kin' kill myself" [00:00:11] "Listen ya dont wanna do that ok you dont wanna do that ok " [00:00:13] "Im gunna uhhh " [00:00:14] "Theres so many f**kin reasons [00:00:17] Why I dont even need to be here anymore Imma put a slug in my f**kin head" [00:00:21] "You dont wanna do that you wanna be on earth ok [00:00:24] "F**k that sh*t man I gotta gun right now" [00:00:27] "Put it away" [00:00:28] "And i got it right under my chin man f**k that" [00:00:30] "Take it away from your chin" [00:00:32] "Im gonna f**kin blow my head all over the f**kin ceiling" [00:00:34] "No you're not" [00:00:35] "F**k this sh*t man" [00:00:37] "Hey just talk to me ok [00:00:39] It aint no point to me wakin up [00:00:41] Everybody's time I'm takin up (Noo) [00:00:44] I got nobody their aint a shoulder near [00:00:46] I cant stay here and its colder there (where ) [00:00:49] I dont wanna look back 'cause its gonna hurt [00:00:51] I slice my wrist and It's gonna squirt [00:00:53] For me everybody holds the hate [00:00:55] I get backstabbed and everybody holds the stake [00:00:58] Theres no roads to take I'm in a circle drive [00:01:00] Bustin at myself an Im tryin to survive [00:01:02] I'll dissapoint you and I will let you down [00:01:05] I aint got many homeboys comin around [00:01:07] You dont understand so dont say you do [00:01:10] I swear I'll put a motherf**kin' slug in you (now now ) [00:01:12] Im the only one the lonely one [00:01:14] At home alone loadin the gun thinkin why not [00:01:17] "Why not Why would you wanna die [00:01:20] Ok Ok you have feelings inside your head ok [00:01:23] I understand that feelings lead to depression [00:01:27] When you have depression you have a lonely void inside your heart [00:01:32] Ok and your heart means everything to the world ok " [00:01:36] I got court comin up I stoled a truck [00:01:38] I got a b**ch pregnant and im broke as f**k [00:01:41] I wanna get high but I got piss test [00:01:43] Im always 1st name on top of sh*t list [00:01:46] Get this the witch has made my chest [00:01:48] It's pernament nightly visiting nest [00:01:50] Their aint no clothes that I look good in [00:01:52] I'm the motherf**kin big red train that couldn't [00:01:55] I got no family I stoled they sh*t [00:01:57] Restraining orders an I still wont quit [00:02:00] I hot rock bottem and then I fell in a hole [00:02:02] And then I fell through the floor in that hole some more [00:02:05] I've been missin for a year nobodys lookin (I am) [00:02:07] I got beat down an my sh*t tooken (Ooh) [00:02:09] I look ahead an all I see is more of the same [00:02:12] All this self-inflicted bullet hole pourin my brain [00:02:14] "oook I understand that you're in pain ok [00:02:18] I understand everything you're going through [00:02:21] I've been there myself ok now your pain is my pain [00:02:27] Alright And I feel your pain And I wanna be your friend just me and you [00:02:33] Friends " [00:02:33] I dream about cuttin' heads off wit a shovel [00:02:35] The dreams are gettin serious think I'm in trouble [00:02:38] I dont hold memory for more then an hour [00:02:40] I'm tired as f**k and i'm drained of power [00:02:43] I aint halfway there an im all out of time [00:02:45] I'm like a crushed lightbulb all outta shine [00:02:47] I been all around the world an no place is home [00:02:50] I wanna see the other side when I face this chrome [00:02:52] I'm butt naked i been jackin off gettin' drunk [00:02:54] It's my last hours alive who gives a f**k (me) [00:02:57] It dont matter I'm doin this sh*t in the garage [00:02:59] Tryin' make it easier for them ta clean my head splage