Going Through Changes (经历变化) - Eminem (埃米纳姆) // I'm going through changes 我经历了变化 I'm going through changes 我经历了变化 Lately I really feel like 最近 I'm rolling for delph like Philly 我感觉自己就像 I feel like I'm losing control of myself 实话说 I sincerely 我感觉自己正在失去控制 I apologize if all that I sound like 如果这听起来像是我在抱怨 Is I'm complaining 那我道歉 But life keeps on complicating 但生活依旧很复杂 An' I'm debating 我心中生出念头 On leaving this world this evening 要离开这个世界,这个晚上 Even my girls 连我的女儿 Can see I'm grievin' I try and hide it 都可以看出我很悲伤，我试着隐藏这种情感 But I can't 但我不能 Why do I act like I'm all high and mighty 为什么我总是去表现得很高大 When inside I'm dying 在我内心深处，我就快死了 I am finally realizing I need help 我终于意识到我需要帮助 I can't do it by myself too weak 我自己一人办不到，我太软弱了 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs 这两周我的生活一直有起伏 Going through peaks and valleys 经历高峰和低谷 Dilly dallying 延宕拖延 Around with the idea 脑袋里充满着 Of ending the sh*t right here 结束这种生活的想法 I'm hatin' my reflection 我厌恶自己的反应 I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors 我在家里踱步，试着和镜中的自己对峙 I can't stand what I look like yeah 我受不了自己这样子 I look fat but what do I care 我看起来有些胖，但我关心的是什么 I give a f**k only thing I fear is Hailie 我所关心的，我唯一担心的，是hailie I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her 我害怕如果闭上眼睛他会出现在我眼前 Sh*t // I'm going through changes 我经历了变化 I'm going through changes 我经历了变化 I lock myself in the bedroom 我把自己锁在卧室、浴室 Bathroom nappin' at noon 在中午酣睡 Yeah dad's in a bad mood 是的,爸爸心情不好的 He's always snappin' at you 他总是打你 Marshall what happened at you arshall你到底怎么了 You can't stop with these pills 你不能停止吃这些药丸 And you've fallen off with your skills 你的说唱技巧已经离你而去 And your own fans are laughin' at you 你的歌迷都在嘲笑你 It become a problem 你这么娘们根本解决不了问题 You're too p**sy to tackle get up 起来 Be a man stand 像个男人一样,站起来 A real man woulda had this sh*t handled 一个真正的男子汉能把这些统统解决 Know you just had your heart 我知道你的心刚刚经历过无限的痛苦 Ripped out and crushed 他们说 They say Proof just flipped out 我最好的兄弟 Homie just swift out and bust 死了 Nah it ain't like Doody to do that 这根本不是我兄弟会干的事 He wouldn't f**kin' shoot at 不应该向任何人开枪的 No-body he fights first 他不该先和别人动手 But dwellin' on it only 但是纠结与这些只会让 Makes the night worse 夜晚更糟糕 Now I'm poppin Vic's 现在我只需要 Perks and Methadone pills 安眠药 Yeah Em tight verse you killed it 把握好你的节奏，让它无懈可击 F**kin' drug dealers hang 不管你有什么要求 Around me like "yes man" 他们都会答,是 And they gon' do whatever I says when 当我开了口 I says it 他们什么事情都可以做 It's in their best interest to 只为了追求 Protect their investment 他们的金钱 And I just lost my f**kin' best friend 我失去了我最好的朋友 So f**k it I guess then 所以我想 I'm going through changes 我经历了变化 Don't know what I'm going through 我不知道我经历了什么 But I just keep on going through changes 但我还不断在改变 My friends just can't understand this new me 我的朋友们不理解这个新的我 That's understandable man 伙计，这我能理解 But just think how bananas you'd be 但想想你曾经是怎样的一坨狗屎 You'd be an animal too 如果你也被名声所困 If you were trapped in this fame 就像被关在动物园的笼子里 And caged in it like a zoo 你也一样会像只动物 And everybody's lookin' at you 所有人都看着你 What you want me to do 你想要让我怎么做 I'm startin' to live like a recluse 于是我隐退了 And the truth is 开始新的生活 Fame startin' to give me an excuse 我的名气变得空前的低 To be at a all time low 这给了我一个借口 I sit alone in my home theatre 我独自坐在我的家庭影院前 Watchin' the same damn DVD 看着同一部DVD Of the first tour the last tour 第一次巡演，最后一次巡演 He was still alive 他还活着 And it hurt sore fast forward sleepin' 这揭开了我的伤疤，快进 Pills'll make me feel alright 只有安眠药能让我觉得好受一点 And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night 如果后半夜我还在床上辗转难眠 I just take a couple more 我会多吃一倍的安眠药 Yeah you're motherf**kin' right 你说的太对了 I ain't slowin' down for no one 我不会为任何人放慢脚步 I am almost homeward bound 我马上就要到家了 Almost in a coma yeah homie come on 几乎处于昏迷 Don't look now 你就快到了 Daddy don't you die on me daddy 爸爸，你死了我会很难过的 Better hold your ground 爸爸，好好坚持下去 F**k don't I know the sound of that voice 我听见你说话的声音了 Yeah baby hold me down 好，宝贝，抱紧爸爸 I'm going through changes 我经历了变化 I'm going through changes 我经历了变化 Wake up in the hospital full of tubes 在医院醒来，身上插满了管子 Plus somehow I'm pullin' through 终于度过了危险期 Swear when I come back 我发誓当我回来的时候 I'm a be bulletproof 我会穿上防弹衣 I'm a do it just for Proof 我这样做只是为了证明 I think I should state a few 我觉得我应该说些东西 Facts cause I may not get 事实上 A chance again to say the truth 因为我可能不会再有机会说出事实了 Sh*t it just hit me that what 如果我没挺过来 If I would notta made it through 这该怎么办 I think about the things 我想着那些 I would never got to say to you 永远不打算对你说出的话语 I'd never get to make it right 我从来都没有好好表达过 So here's what I came to do 所以现在我决定做些什么 Hailie this one is for you hailie这是给你的 Whitney and Alaina too hitney还有Alaina，你们也一样 I still love your mother 我依旧爱着你妈妈 That'll never change 这是永远不会改变的 Think about her every day 我每一天都很想她 We just could never get it together 但是我们可能永远无法复原了 Hey wish there was a better way 嘿，希望能有一个更好的方式 For me to say it 让我来说出它 But I swear on everything 有太多的东西 I'd do anything for her on anyday 需要 There are just too many things 解释 To explain when it rains 既然我已开口 Guess it pours yes it does 就让我把所有话语都倾泻出来 Wish there wasn't any pain 我希望我从没有经历这些痛苦 But I can't pretend there ain't 但我不能假装这些都没发生过 I ain't placin' any blame 我这不是在指责你 I ain't pointin' fingers 也没有把矛头指向你 Heaven knows there never been a saint 老天知道的，这世界有从来没有完人 I know it just feels like 我知道 We just pissed away our history 是我们挥霍了我们的过往曾经 But just today 但就在今天 I looked at your picture 当我看着你的照片 Almost hate to say 我不得不说 I miss you self consciously 在我的潜意识里我一直都思念着你 Wish it didn't end this way 我希望我们从没有结束 404

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