[00:00:00] Going Through Changes (经历变化) - Eminem (埃米纳姆) [00:00:05] // [00:00:05] I'm going through changes [00:00:13] 我经历了变化 [00:00:13] I'm going through changes [00:00:20] 我经历了变化 [00:00:20] Lately I really feel like [00:00:22] 最近 [00:00:22] I'm rolling for delph like Philly [00:00:24] 我感觉自己就像 [00:00:24] I feel like I'm losing control of myself [00:00:26] 实话说 [00:00:26] I sincerely [00:00:26] 我感觉自己正在失去控制 [00:00:26] I apologize if all that I sound like [00:00:29] 如果这听起来像是我在抱怨 [00:00:29] Is I'm complaining [00:00:30] 那我道歉 [00:00:30] But life keeps on complicating [00:00:31] 但生活依旧很复杂 [00:00:31] An' I'm debating [00:00:33] 我心中生出念头 [00:00:33] On leaving this world this evening [00:00:35] 要离开这个世界,这个晚上 [00:00:35] Even my girls [00:00:35] 连我的女儿 [00:00:35] Can see I'm grievin' I try and hide it [00:00:38] 都可以看出我很悲伤,我试着隐藏这种情感 [00:00:38] But I can't [00:00:38] 但我不能 [00:00:38] Why do I act like I'm all high and mighty [00:00:40] 为什么我总是去表现得很高大 [00:00:40] When inside I'm dying [00:00:41] 在我内心深处,我就快死了 [00:00:41] I am finally realizing I need help [00:00:43] 我终于意识到我需要帮助 [00:00:43] I can't do it by myself too weak [00:00:46] 我自己一人办不到,我太软弱了 [00:00:46] 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs [00:00:48] 这两周我的生活一直有起伏 [00:00:48] Going through peaks and valleys [00:00:49] 经历高峰和低谷 [00:00:49] Dilly dallying [00:00:49] 延宕拖延 [00:00:49] Around with the idea [00:00:51] 脑袋里充满着 [00:00:51] Of ending the sh*t right here [00:00:53] 结束这种生活的想法 [00:00:53] I'm hatin' my reflection [00:00:54] 我厌恶自己的反应 [00:00:54] I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors [00:00:57] 我在家里踱步,试着和镜中的自己对峙 [00:00:57] I can't stand what I look like yeah [00:00:59] 我受不了自己这样子 [00:00:59] I look fat but what do I care [00:01:01] 我看起来有些胖,但我关心的是什么 [00:01:01] I give a f**k only thing I fear is Hailie [00:01:03] 我所关心的,我唯一担心的,是hailie [00:01:03] I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her [00:01:06] 我害怕如果闭上眼睛他会出现在我眼前 [00:01:06] Sh*t [00:01:06] // [00:01:06] I'm going through changes [00:01:14] 我经历了变化 [00:01:14] I'm going through changes [00:01:22] 我经历了变化 [00:01:22] I lock myself in the bedroom [00:01:23] 我把自己锁在卧室、浴室 [00:01:23] Bathroom nappin' at noon [00:01:24] 在中午酣睡 [00:01:24] Yeah dad's in a bad mood [00:01:26] 是的,爸爸心情不好的 [00:01:26] He's always snappin' at you [00:01:27] 他总是打你 [00:01:27] Marshall what happened at you [00:01:29] arshall你到底怎么了 [00:01:29] You can't stop with these pills [00:01:30] 你不能停止吃这些药丸 [00:01:30] And you've fallen off with your skills [00:01:32] 你的说唱技巧已经离你而去 [00:01:32] And your own fans are laughin' at you [00:01:33] 你的歌迷都在嘲笑你 [00:01:33] It become a problem [00:01:34] 你这么娘们根本解决不了问题 [00:01:34] You're too p**sy to tackle get up [00:01:35] 起来 [00:01:35] Be a man stand [00:01:36] 像个男人一样,站起来 [00:01:36] A real man woulda had this sh*t handled [00:01:38] 一个真正的男子汉能把这些统统解决 [00:01:38] Know you just had your heart [00:01:40] 我知道你的心刚刚经历过无限的痛苦 [00:01:40] Ripped out and crushed [00:01:41] 他们说 [00:01:41] They say Proof just flipped out [00:01:42] 我最好的兄弟 [00:01:42] Homie just swift out and bust [00:01:44] 死了 [00:01:44] Nah it ain't like Doody to do that [00:01:46] 这根本不是我兄弟会干的事 [00:01:46] He wouldn't f**kin' shoot at [00:01:48] 不应该向任何人开枪的 [00:01:48] No-body he fights first [00:01:49] 他不该先和别人动手 [00:01:49] But dwellin' on it only [00:01:50] 但是纠结与这些只会让 [00:01:50] Makes the night worse [00:01:51] 夜晚更糟糕 [00:01:51] Now I'm poppin Vic's [00:01:52] 现在我只需要 [00:01:52] Perks and Methadone pills [00:01:53] 安眠药 [00:01:53] Yeah Em tight verse you killed it [00:01:56] 把握好你的节奏,让它无懈可击 [00:01:56] F**kin' drug dealers hang [00:01:57] 不管你有什么要求 [00:01:57] Around me like "yes man" [00:01:59] 他们都会答,是 [00:01:59] And they gon' do whatever I says when [00:02:00] 当我开了口 [00:02:00] I says it [00:02:01] 他们什么事情都可以做 [00:02:01] It's in their best interest to [00:02:03] 只为了追求 [00:02:03] Protect their investment [00:02:04] 他们的金钱 [00:02:04] And I just lost my f**kin' best friend [00:02:06] 我失去了我最好的朋友 [00:02:06] So f**k it I guess then [00:02:08] 所以我想 [00:02:08] I'm going through changes [00:02:15] 我经历了变化 [00:02:15] Don't know what I'm going through [00:02:18] 我不知道我经历了什么 [00:02:18] But I just keep on going through changes [00:02:23] 但我还不断在改变 [00:02:23] My friends just can't understand this new me [00:02:25] 我的朋友们不理解这个新的我 [00:02:25] That's understandable man [00:02:26] 伙计,这我能理解 [00:02:26] But just think how bananas you'd be [00:02:28] 但想想你曾经是怎样的一坨狗屎 [00:02:28] You'd be an animal too [00:02:29] 如果你也被名声所困 [00:02:29] If you were trapped in this fame [00:02:31] 就像被关在动物园的笼子里 [00:02:31] And caged in it like a zoo [00:02:32] 你也一样会像只动物 [00:02:32] And everybody's lookin' at you [00:02:33] 所有人都看着你 [00:02:33] What you want me to do [00:02:35] 你想要让我怎么做 [00:02:35] I'm startin' to live like a recluse [00:02:36] 于是我隐退了 [00:02:36] And the truth is [00:02:38] 开始新的生活 [00:02:38] Fame startin' to give me an excuse [00:02:40] 我的名气变得空前的低 [00:02:40] To be at a all time low [00:02:41] 这给了我一个借口 [00:02:41] I sit alone in my home theatre [00:02:43] 我独自坐在我的家庭影院前 [00:02:43] Watchin' the same damn DVD [00:02:44] 看着同一部DVD [00:02:44] Of the first tour the last tour [00:02:47] 第一次巡演,最后一次巡演 [00:02:47] He was still alive [00:02:48] 他还活着 [00:02:48] And it hurt sore fast forward sleepin' [00:02:50] 这揭开了我的伤疤,快进 [00:02:50] Pills'll make me feel alright [00:02:51] 只有安眠药能让我觉得好受一点 [00:02:51] And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night [00:02:54] 如果后半夜我还在床上辗转难眠 [00:02:54] I just take a couple more [00:02:55] 我会多吃一倍的安眠药 [00:02:55] Yeah you're motherf**kin' right [00:02:57] 你说的太对了 [00:02:57] I ain't slowin' down for no one [00:02:58] 我不会为任何人放慢脚步 [00:02:58] I am almost homeward bound [00:02:59] 我马上就要到家了 [00:02:59] Almost in a coma yeah homie come on [00:03:02] 几乎处于昏迷 [00:03:02] Don't look now [00:03:02] 你就快到了 [00:03:02] Daddy don't you die on me daddy [00:03:04] 爸爸,你死了我会很难过的 [00:03:04] Better hold your ground [00:03:05] 爸爸,好好坚持下去 [00:03:05] F**k don't I know the sound of that voice [00:03:07] 我听见你说话的声音了 [00:03:07] Yeah baby hold me down [00:03:09] 好,宝贝,抱紧爸爸 [00:03:09] I'm going through changes 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