[00:00:00] Rainy Dayz - Mia x [00:00:25] Sometimes I love the rainy days [00:00:28] So my mind and this pain can drift away [00:00:31] Sometimes I love the rainy days [00:00:34] So my mind and this pain can drift away [00:00:37] Sometimes I love the rainy days [00:00:40] So my mind and this pain can drift away [00:00:43] Sometimes I love the rainy days [00:00:48] Tears from Heaven rain down and cleanse me [00:00:51] I'm out of control sometimes [00:00:53] So much stuff's on my mind [00:00:55] I'm trying to find the right path to walk on [00:00:57] Maintain and be strong [00:00:58] But I don't know how long [00:01:00] I can keep on sleep on it [00:01:02] My partner said [00:01:03] And then nightmares of troubled times [00:01:06] Invade the space in my head [00:01:07] I'd rather be dead often [00:01:09] Than to deal with the pain and pressure [00:01:11] So let the rain fall [00:01:12] And take it away all forever [00:01:14] But you can never be rid of troubled times [00:01:16] You can run away [00:01:17] Try ot block it out [00:01:18] But they gon' stay stand firm [00:01:20] So we gotta learn how to deal with it [00:01:23] Look life in the eye be real with it [00:01:25] I'm still getting bits and pieces of womanhood [00:01:28] Finally starting to realize [00:01:29] That being grown ain't all good [00:01:32] I would rather be eight at my mom's place [00:01:34] Cuddled and sheltered from the pain [00:01:36] But for now I'ma leave it with the rain [00:01:39] Sometimes I love the rainy days [00:01:42] So my mind and this pain can drift away [00:01:45] Sometimes I love the rainy days [00:01:48] So my mind and this pain can drift away [00:01:51] Sometimes I love the rainy days [00:01:54] So my mind and this pain can drift away [00:01:57] Sometimes I love the rainy days [00:02:02] Please let it rain [00:02:03] Before my man comes home [00:02:05] Maybe he'll wanna talk [00:02:06] And practice between my thighs [00:02:07] Instead of on my eyes while my [00:02:09] I going throught this [00:02:10] I keep asking myself [00:02:12] Does somebody really love you [00:02:14] Taking blows at you [00:02:15] Controlling you [00:02:16] And do you really love yourself [00:02:17] I don't know it's like [00:02:19] I can't think for myself anymore [00:02:21] I'm looking at the door [00:02:22] Lord please give me the courage to step [00:02:24] And if I do will I regret the day I left [00:02:27] Is he the best thing to ever happen to me [00:02:29] And is it a minor flaw [00:02:31] When he leaves scars after beating me [00:02:33] Or can it be my self-eteem left with the first bruise [00:02:36] Lord will I ever be a victim on the evening news [00:02:39] I'm so confused [00:02:40] I've got more blues than B B [00:02:42] He keeps on pushing and hitting and shoving [00:02:44] And then claiming that he loves me [00:02:46] For life trying to call me his wife [00:02:48] No rings of course [00:02:49] So can I give all this pain to the rain [00:02:51] Let it pour [00:02:53] Sometimes I love the rainy days [00:02:56] So my mind and this pain can drift away [00:02:59] Sometimes I love the rainy days [00:03:04] Will I ever ever [00:03:05] Ever in my ruggedy life [00:03:07] Live in a happy home [00:03:09] And be a happy man's wife [00:03:11] No cheating no fights [00:03:12] Connected to wealth [00:03:13] And proud to look in the mirror and love myself [00:03:16] I think not my hand full of dreams is all I got [00:03:20] One wishing that the rain [00:03:21] Could make it all stop [00:03:23] Top it off more [00:03:24] All the exit doors are locked [00:03:26] Click change up [00:03:27] Got my brain detained and stained [00:03:29] What am I to do [00:03:30] Lord please talk to me [00:03:32] This bottle of Valiums keeps calling me [00:03:41] And he spoke gave a sister award of hope [00:03:44] I'm bout to take my life back for sho' [00:03:47] No more waiting for things to happen for me [00:03:51] Heaven's tears got me seeing things clearly [00:03:53] I love the rain