Repentance - MJ 116/Lecrae // If I die tonight couldn't be nothin but transparent 如果我今晚死了 什么也没有 一切显而易见 Apparently you care for me like a parent 很显然你像父母一样很关心我 I swear it's the coldest winter ever upon my shoulders 我发誓这是我度过的最寒冷的冬天 Days are long; my nights are even longer 天变长了 我的黑夜也长了 The weight so heavy on my back I can't move 我背上的重量如此重 压得我动不了了 Could somebody help me where do I turn to 谁能帮帮我在哪里歇一歇 Since I was a youngin I been gunnin 我还是个孩子的时候 我就一直在寻求帮助 我无法继续 It all alone ain't asking for help I just carry it on my own 不需要任何求助 我自己可以前行 And turnin to God was for the weak-lins' 向上帝求助是弱者的表现 I'm lookin at life through such a weak lens 我通过这样的弱镜头看着生命 I can't see clear but it ain't tears in my eyes 我看不清 但是我没有哭 It's sweat pourin down from the years I done tried 这么多年只有汗从脸颊流下 To be my own savior said I'd never fail 做自己的救世主 我从来不会败 But never had the righteousness it took to save myself 但是从来没有尽过自己的义务 So this is where I turn confess believe 所以这点我坦白承认 That Jesus is the only savior that I'll ever need 耶稣是我需要的唯一的救世主 I repent tonight 今晚我忏悔 Yeah it's like I always seem to fall catch me can you catch me 就像我似乎总是落在后面 你可以抓我 你可以追我 Can you catch me 'fore I'm gone I'm gone tryin it on my own 你能抓住我吗 在我离开之前 I know I can't do it but still I'm just holdin on 我知道我做不到 但是我在坚持 And when you see me up yeah I'm really down 当你看见我的时候 其实我是真的跌倒了 And when you see me smile there's really no one around 当你看见我笑的时候 没有人在我身边 So if I let it go promise you catch me now 所以如果我离开 保证你能抓住我 Ya just catch me now promise you catch me now 保证你能抓住我 There I go again fallin 我又一次在这里跌倒了 Tryin to stand on my own still I'm just crawlin 试图自己站起来 最后我只能爬着走 Tryin be the man I should be that's my callin 成为一个我应该成为的人 那一直是我的口号 But no matter how hard I try I don't ever really drive that stop 但是不管我怎么努力 我都前进不了 I'm one the verge of bawlin often I'm feelin like I'm hopeless 我处在煎熬的边缘 我感觉我没希望了 Feelin like I failed I'm groaning 我感觉我失败了 我在呻吟 Cause I grit my teeth and I strive each moment 因为我咬紧牙关 我力求每一刻 Tryna be strong but daily I've blown it 试图坚强起来 但每天我搞砸了 Man I don't know what's go'n happen I see 我不知道会发生什么 Some change gotta happen in me 我真的有了一些改变 I'm weak and some kinda power's lackin in me 我很虚弱 但我还有一些力量 I need grace that'd be sweet 我需要恩典 那是美好的 Is there anyone to turn to give grace and peace 有人要给予恩典和和平吗 Do I really gotta earn you 我真的可以赢得你吗 Can I be forgiven for the time that I burned through 我能被原谅吗 I wanna learn and be freed 我想要学习并得到自由 But I hear I gotta turn to believe please 但是我听到了 我得有自己的信仰 Yeah it's like I always seem to fall catch me can you catch me 就像我似乎总是落在后面 你可以抓我 你可以追我 Can you catch me 'fore I'm gone I'm gone tryin it on my own 你能抓住我吗 在我离开之前 I know I can't do it but still I'm just holdin on 我知道我做不到 但是我在坚持 And when you see me up yeah I'm really down 当你看见我的时候 其实我是真的跌倒了