Is Happiness Just A Word？ (Adtape Remix) - Jedi Mind Tricks&Yes Alexander Darkness comes beneath the dying stars 黑暗在消逝的星辰下显现 With all the blood and scars 带着所有的伤痛 My mouth will hunt you 我将会搜寻你 With fear - I appear 我带着恐惧出现 Nothing will stop me 什么都将无法阻止我 You crave the creature in me 你在我身上刻画出这只生物 Shattered, I will capture you 粉碎了 我将会捕获你 So run 所以 逃跑吧 My family don't understand what I go through 我的家人不明白我经历了什么 Under diagnosed for 20 years,ain't never broke through 被诊断了20年 从未突围 You ever been in such a fog you don't know you? 你从未进入这种迷雾里 不是吗 Never being able to do the shit you're supposed to? 从未做过你应该做的垃圾事儿吗 I wouldn't wish it on anyone that I'm close to 我从未把希望寄托在身边的人身上 Wouldn't wish it on anybody that I'm opposed to 不会寄希望于任何我应该寄托的人 There's not an accurate diagnosis to show you 为你展示的不是一个准确的确诊 Basic neurobiology isn't close to it 基本的神经生物学也无法解释 I'm watching life as a spectator 我像一个旁观者一样关注着生活 I can't help myself, even though I possessed data 我无法帮助自己 甚至为这些信息着魔 It's not a part of my spirit to want to test nature 测试天性并不是我精神中的一部分 You think you know what I'm feeling, cousin, then let's wager 你以为你知道我的感受 兄弟 让我们打赌 I'm having trouble retaining new information 我无法保留新的信息 Familiar scenes starting to look foreign- derealization 熟悉的画面看起来变得陌生失实 Everybody tired of being patient 每个人都开始厌倦患者 Mama wondering why her baby crying in the basement 妈妈疑惑着她的宝贝为什么在地下室哭泣 Constant rumination just exacerbates it 持续沉思只会让之加剧 To the point where I can't even barely narrate it 到一个我几乎无法叙述的点 I've had doctors tell me that my mind is fascinating 曾有医生说过我的思维很迷人 But they can't tell me why the sickness has been activated 但是他们无法告诉我为什么病痛会被激活 Darkness comes beneath the dying stars 黑暗在消逝的星辰下显现 With all the blood and scars 带着所有的伤痛 My mouth will hunt you 我将会搜寻你 With fear - I appear 我带着恐惧出现 Nothing will stop me 什么都将无法阻止我 You crave the creature in me 你在我身上刻画出这只生物 Shattered, I will capture you 粉碎了 我将会捕获你 So run 所以 逃跑吧 My head don't work, the meds don't work 我的大脑罢工了 药罢工了 But I don't want to be dead, dead don't work 但是我不想死 死也不起作用 Sleep's the cousin of death, the bed don't work 睡眠是死亡的兄弟 床不起作用 Maybe I'd rather be dead; dead don't hurt 也许我死了更好 死不会让我受伤 Realization of an inherent emptiness 内在的空虚感在蔓延 Maybe that's another sin for the pessimist 也许这是悲观主义者的另一种罪 Possibly I am a jinn with a exorcist 也许我是驱魔人的一个精灵 I've fallen because I've been on the precipice 我在坠落因为我一直在悬崖边 Maybe it's my mama's possible regret 也许我的妈妈后悔了 Maybe it's a neurological neglect 也许这是神经学的疏忽 Maybe it's the reason why water's wet 也是这是水为什么是湿的的原因 The angular gyrus and where the frontal lobe connect 角形脑回为什么和大脑额叶连接着 But maybe I'm being too complicated for you 但是也许我对你而言太过复杂 Maybe I should just be calm and explain it to you 也许我应该冷静下来向你解释 The psychiatrist thinking they could fool you 精神学家认为可以愚弄你 Paxil, Zoloft, it's just wasteful to you Paxil Zoloft 这对你来说就是浪费 I've tried meditation, tried to sit in silence 我试着冥想 坐在沉默里 But how the fuck that help a neurochemical imbalance? 404

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