[00:00:01] Is Happiness Just A Word? (Adtape Remix) - Jedi Mind Tricks&Yes Alexander [00:00:22] Darkness comes beneath the dying stars [00:00:25] 黑暗在消逝的星辰下显现 [00:00:25] With all the blood and scars [00:00:28] 带着所有的伤痛 [00:00:28] My mouth will hunt you [00:00:31] 我将会搜寻你 [00:00:31] With fear - I appear [00:00:34] 我带着恐惧出现 [00:00:34] Nothing will stop me [00:00:36] 什么都将无法阻止我 [00:00:36] You crave the creature in me [00:00:38] 你在我身上刻画出这只生物 [00:00:38] Shattered, I will capture you [00:00:42] 粉碎了 我将会捕获你 [00:00:42] So run [00:00:44] 所以 逃跑吧 [00:00:44] My family don't understand what I go through [00:00:45] 我的家人不明白我经历了什么 [00:00:45] Under diagnosed for 20 years,ain't never broke through [00:00:48] 被诊断了20年 从未突围 [00:00:48] You ever been in such a fog you don't know you? [00:00:50] 你从未进入这种迷雾里 不是吗 [00:00:50] Never being able to do the shit you're supposed to? [00:00:53] 从未做过你应该做的垃圾事儿吗 [00:00:53] I wouldn't wish it on anyone that I'm close to [00:00:56] 我从未把希望寄托在身边的人身上 [00:00:56] Wouldn't wish it on anybody that I'm opposed to [00:00:59] 不会寄希望于任何我应该寄托的人 [00:00:59] There's not an accurate diagnosis to show you [00:01:01] 为你展示的不是一个准确的确诊 [00:01:01] Basic neurobiology isn't close to it [00:01:05] 基本的神经生物学也无法解释 [00:01:05] I'm watching life as a spectator [00:01:07] 我像一个旁观者一样关注着生活 [00:01:07] I can't help myself, even though I possessed data [00:01:10] 我无法帮助自己 甚至为这些信息着魔 [00:01:10] It's not a part of my spirit to want to test nature [00:01:12] 测试天性并不是我精神中的一部分 [00:01:12] You think you know what I'm feeling, cousin, then let's wager [00:01:15] 你以为你知道我的感受 兄弟 让我们打赌 [00:01:15] I'm having trouble retaining new information [00:01:17] 我无法保留新的信息 [00:01:17] Familiar scenes starting to look foreign- derealization [00:01:20] 熟悉的画面看起来变得陌生失实 [00:01:20] Everybody tired of being patient [00:01:23] 每个人都开始厌倦患者 [00:01:23] Mama wondering why her baby crying in the basement [00:01:26] 妈妈疑惑着她的宝贝为什么在地下室哭泣 [00:01:26] Constant rumination just exacerbates it [00:01:28] 持续沉思只会让之加剧 [00:01:28] To the point where I can't even barely narrate it [00:01:31] 到一个我几乎无法叙述的点 [00:01:31] I've had doctors tell me that my mind is fascinating [00:01:33] 曾有医生说过我的思维很迷人 [00:01:33] But they can't tell me why the sickness has been activated [00:01:36] 但是他们无法告诉我为什么病痛会被激活 [00:01:36] Darkness comes beneath the dying stars [00:01:40] 黑暗在消逝的星辰下显现 [00:01:40] With all the blood and scars [00:01:42] 带着所有的伤痛 [00:01:42] My mouth will hunt you [00:01:44] 我将会搜寻你 [00:01:44] With fear - I appear [00:01:47] 我带着恐惧出现 [00:01:47] Nothing will stop me [00:01:50] 什么都将无法阻止我 [00:01:50] You crave the creature in me [00:01:53] 你在我身上刻画出这只生物 [00:01:53] Shattered, I will capture you [00:01:57] 粉碎了 我将会捕获你 [00:01:57] So run [00:01:58] 所以 逃跑吧 [00:01:58] My head don't work, the meds don't work [00:02:00] 我的大脑罢工了 药罢工了 [00:02:00] But I don't want to be dead, dead don't work [00:02:03] 但是我不想死 死也不起作用 [00:02:03] Sleep's the cousin of death, the bed don't work [00:02:05] 睡眠是死亡的兄弟 床不起作用 [00:02:05] Maybe I'd rather be dead; dead don't hurt [00:02:08] 也许我死了更好 死不会让我受伤 [00:02:08] Realization of an inherent emptiness [00:02:11] 内在的空虚感在蔓延 [00:02:11] Maybe that's another sin for the pessimist [00:02:13] 也许这是悲观主义者的另一种罪