Once an Addict (Explicit) (Interlude) - J. Cole (J. 科尔) // Right right right right 是的 没错 是的 没错 Something's got a hold on me right 一种莫名的东西把我困住了 Right right 是的 没错 Sometimes I think pain is just a lack of understanding 有时候我感到痛苦只是因为缺乏理解 If we could only understand it all 如果我们可以完全理解痛苦 Would we feel no pain 我们还会感到痛苦吗 Would we feel no pain 我们还会感到痛苦吗 Would we feel no pain 我们还会感到痛苦吗 God must feel no pain 上帝一定不会感到痛苦 Something's got a hold on me 一种莫名的东西把我困住了 Only joy 只有快乐 Does this mean even our suffering pleases him 这是否意味着我们的苦难会取悦上帝 Lost in a cloud of marijuana 在**中迷失自我 Young Carolina n**ga fish out of water 我像是一条涉世未深的小鱼 Step-daddy just had a daughter with another woman 继父和另一个女人生了女儿 Mama ain't recover yet 妈妈还没有恢复健康 Callin' me at 12 at night 午夜十二点她打电话给我 She drunk as f**k and I'm upset 她喝得烂醉如泥 让我很难过 'Cause why she always using me for crutch 为什么她总是把我当成支柱 Growin' up I used to always see her up 我已长大 但我过去时常见到她 Late as sh*t cigarette smoke 她不停的抽烟 And greatest hits from Marvin Gaye 一边听着马文盖伊的音乐 She kill a whole bottle of some cheap chardonnay 一边喝掉整瓶的廉价霞多丽酒 I gotta leave this house 我要离开这里 'Cause part of me dies when I see her like this 因为她的所作所为已让我死心 Too young to deal with pain 我还年幼 为何要承受这些痛苦 I'd rather run the streets than see her kill herself 我宁愿流浪街头也不愿看到她自杀 So 'Ville became my escape from a feelin' I hate 所以维尔成了我逃避恨的地方 Mama cursing me out 妈妈一直在骂我 Depression's such a villainous state 抑郁就是这样邪恶的状态 I used to stay out later on purpose 我过去常常故意呆在外面 Subconsciously I was nervous that 我下意识地感到紧张 If I came home early 如果我提前回家 Then what would surface was her inner demons 那么她内心的恶魔会是什么样子呢 And then I'd have to end up seein' my hero on ground zero 然后我只能去看我的英雄 Tears flow where Al Green blow 艾尔格林擦去了我的眼泪 Love and happiness 让我相信爱与幸福 I wish that I could say the right words to cheer her up 我希望我能说出优美的话使她高兴 I wish her son's love was enough 我希望她的儿子得到充足的爱 I tell her Mama go to sleep 我告诉她妈妈去睡觉 She tell me 她对我说 Boy hush 嘘 宝贝 You better pray to God 你最好向上帝祈祷 You never get your heart crushed 让你的心永远不会碎 I shake my head in frustration 我沮丧地摇摇头 Head to my room 回到我的房间 And I can still hear the tunes of my door shut 我依然能听到关门的声音 F**k it though a couple more months I'll be gone 虽然再过几个月我就要离开 Off to college and dorms 到大学的宿舍里居住 Foolin' myself thinkin' problems are gone 我愚蠢地认为一切的问题都会随之消失 But now it's 1 AM and my mama diallin' my phone 但是现在是午夜一点 妈妈再一次打电话过来 I know she intoxicated and soon this high 我知道她醉了 这么快就醉了 That I'm on comes crashin' down 让我心里忐忑不安 She lit talkin' drunk sh*t I'm pissed 她喝得大醉 烂醉如泥 But I'm still all ears like Pass the ounce 但我依然认真地听她说话 Thinkin' to myself 我在想 Maybe my mama need help 或许妈妈需要我的帮助 Don't she got work it the morning 她早上没有去工作吗 Why she do this to herself 她为何这样惩罚自己 Hate how she slurrin' her words 我讨厌她总是口齿不清 Soundin' so f**kin' absurd 404

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